FR 61 Hostility!

FR 61 Hostility!
Setting- Mc Faddens
Wings- Live Forever, Zafer
Mission- Overescalation

As I mentioned in my last FR. This places is very challenging for me. Little did I know that I wasn't the only 1 with this issue. I later find out from Zafer, and Live Forever as well that they don't do too great in this place. For some reason I'm still not over that pissy phase I've been going through (I get heated very quick) But It's just a phase since I'm never like that

Field training- Since I'm pretty much over social and sexual fear (Enough to work) I've been focusing on becoming more skillful. I opened a 5 Set. My target complied, but her friends were unsure about me. Then my dancing fucked it up and the friend tried to cockblock me. Even though the girl liked it.
HB Bitch- Bye. just go
Vicious(Again my pissy phase)- Um no. YOU go! I'm staying
HB Bitch- It was nice meeting you but go
Vicious- Um I guess you didn't hear me. I said YOU can go if you want to. I'm staying.
After a while the cockblock pulls the target away and they leave. I take the time to check out the sceenery and come back shortly after that. I open a few more sets. all shutdowns. Live Forever. Gives me in field feedback. and we proceed to doing simulations. Zafer comes back and tells me he's been getting nothing but blow outs today.(WTF Zafer? the guy that can hook anything?) Live Forever opens a few sets to little success(WTF FOR REAL? Live Forever? The master pimp?) LOL We're just looking at each other like wtf. We drill next to all these HBs. It seems I have a lot to work on. Nobody likes to find out all these flaws about them! So I get pissed off, but I'm well aware that this is great progress, and swallow my pride and learn as much as possible. Live Forever then Instructs me to open A lonewolf with the stuff he just thaught me. I go in. She hooks (Ugh Finally) I chat her up and lock in. I simultaneously begin kino. Live forever shows up shortly afterwards, and isntructs me to completely over escalate and blow the set.
Vicious- OMG You're so freaking adorable. Thats it we're getting married!
HB- LOL where is the wedding ring
Vicious(Begin holding her really close to me and touching her back etc) Blah, blah um You better run!
HB(Puzzled look)- Huh why?
Vicious- I wanna kiss you
HB- Blah, blah.
I go in for the the kiss, and she turns her face. but doesn't leave. I continue the overescalation and and attempt to makeout with her a second time. Shes not letting me kiss her yet shes still letting me touch her. shortly after that shes like OMG I have some friends you Have to meet (Damn shes smart. Used her friends to stop my over escalation without having to let me go) We chatted some more, and my birthday came to the subject. Before I had the chance to invite her, shes stated trying to make plans (Must be into it)

Hostility!- I Open a hot asian. She reacts friendly, and seems to be interested. I go into some convo and she tells me her name is Stacey. I'm walking with her, and her cockblocker friend show up. She tries to cock block me.
Vicious- Hey! this is my new friend stacey.
Cockblock- Her name is not stacey
Vicious-(With a surprised look I turn to Asian chick) HUH? For real?
Asian-(Burlesque tone, laughing at me) Sorry I had to do that
Vicious-(Really bitch?) I see. Well what ever.
I come back and incredibly I don't feel hurt by her how ever, I am alittle anoyed at my lack of game. I open some more and they all blow me out.
I had left my jacket on top of a couch, where there's now 2 lesbian looking girls. I open them anyway. Its not going too well, and then my conversations fuck it up even more. I say to them. I'll be back watch my Jacket (Huge mistake, since they seemed to be kinda drunk and the set didn't go great) I open these really hot chicks dancing. They start talking absolute giberish (Great... Is this The Vicious tooling holiday?) I'm in no mood although I could have passed this shit test by talking giberish right back. but I eject. I come back to my crew and no 1 has successfully hooked a set(WTF complete Bitch fest!) We decide to go home. I'm very pissed off, and frustrated (I still can't conquer this place)
I walk upstairs and I find my Jacket in a pool of beer, and the 2 lesbians Laughing(FUCK!!!!!!!) I'm PISSED(What gives these bitches the right to think they can get away with this just because they're girls?) I look them dead in the eye, and they get kinda nervous. I go get napkins clean it up as best as possible, Come back
Vicious(Turn to them)- You guys are fucking assholes!(They try to play stupid)
Lesbo 1- What? why?
Vicious- You douchebags spilled beer over my jacket
Lesbo 2(Playing stupid and getting nervous)- No why do you think it was us.
Vicious- You're not cool! You're fucking retards, I Fucking hate you! You're obviously tools!
I really let them have it(Not proud of this and its not a mindset I condone, but What Really pissed me off wasn't the fact that they were shrtty. It was the fact that they thought they had the right to be shitheads just because they're girls, and that they fucked with my property. If they were guys they wouldn't have done that)
I walk out of there and No one seems to be in a very good modd, but I'm particularly Pissed, and frustrated. I start getting passive agressive. Live Forever is also known for his temper (Not a good combination) Live Forever Begins to disagree with me and I start getting REALLY Pissed.
Live Forever- Your point doesn't make any sense!
Vicious- Thats because you don't fucking listen!
Zafer- Hey guys remember we're friends not enemies!
Vicious- Well friends also dissagree and fight. And right now is 1 of those times!
We argue some more and I throw a fit. I'm well aware of my immaturity. But since I can be very stubburn when I'm in an altered state I'm well aware that I'm wrong but I still go out of control. Live Forever and Zafer excercise great patience. I come to my senses shortly after that. We all open up after that and get to know each other even better.

United we stand- We talk about our dreams, and plans. enjoy some fries and wings. I go home greatful for the amazing friends I have (Special thanks to my crew for putting up with my insecurities. Thank you so much guys!)

Revealed sticking points

-Need to open stronger verbally, and show some dissinterest with my body language
-When over escalating, touching the waist and rubbing my hands around is a much more effective way of overescalating.
-Gotta calibrate targets better When opening.
-Must keep my composure when I'm going through pissy phases

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02-26-2010, 03:41 AM Post: #2
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RE: FR 61 Hostility!
(02-26-2010 03:31 AM)viciouswildfire Wrote:
Setting- Mc Faddens
Wings- Live Forever, Zafer
Mission- Overescalation

As I mentioned in my last FR. This places is very challenging for me. Little did I know that I wasn't the only 1 with this issue. I later find out from Zafer, and Live Forever as well that they don't do too great in this place. For some reason I'm still not over that pissy phase I've been going through (I get heated very quick) But It's just a phase since I'm never like that

Field training- Since I'm pretty much over social and sexual fear (Enough to work) I've been focusing on becoming more skillful. I opened a 5 Set. My target complied, but her friends were unsure about me. Then my dancing fucked it up and the friend tried to cockblock me. Even though the girl liked it.
HB Bitch- Bye. just go
Vicious(Again my pissy phase)- Um no. YOU go! I'm staying
HB Bitch- It was nice meeting you but go
Vicious- Um I guess you didn't hear me. I said YOU can go if you want to. I'm staying.
After a while the cockblock pulls the target away and they leave. I take the time to check out the sceenery and come back shortly after that. I open a few more sets. all shutdowns. Live Forever. Gives me in field feedback. and we proceed to doing simulations. Zafer comes back and tells me he's been getting nothing but blow outs today.(WTF Zafer? the guy that can hook anything?) Live Forever opens a few sets to little success(WTF FOR REAL? Live Forever? The master pimp?) LOL We're just looking at each other like wtf. We drill next to all these HBs. It seems I have a lot to work on. Nobody likes to find out all these flaws about them! So I get pissed off, but I'm well aware that this is great progress, and swallow my pride and learn as much as possible. Live Forever then Instructs me to open A lonewolf with the stuff he just thaught me. I go in. She hooks (Ugh Finally) I chat her up and lock in. I simultaneously begin kino. Live forever shows up shortly afterwards, and isntructs me to completely over escalate and blow the set.
Vicious- OMG You're so freaking adorable. Thats it we're getting married!
HB- LOL where is the wedding ring
Vicious(Begin holding her really close to me and touching her back etc) Blah, blah um You better run!
HB(Puzzled look)- Huh why?
Vicious- I wanna kiss you
HB- Blah, blah.
I go in for the the kiss, and she turns her face. but doesn't leave. I continue the overescalation and and attempt to makeout with her a second time. Shes not letting me kiss her yet shes still letting me touch her. shortly after that shes like OMG I have some friends you Have to meet (Damn shes smart. Used her friends to stop my over escalation without having to let me go) We chatted some more, and my birthday came to the subject. Before I had the chance to invite her, shes stated trying to make plans (Must be into it)

Hostility!- I Open a hot asian. She reacts friendly, and seems to be interested. I go into some convo and she tells me her name is Stacey. I'm walking with her, and her cockblocker friend show up. She tries to cock block me.
Vicious- Hey! this is my new friend stacey.
Cockblock- Her name is not stacey
Vicious-(With a surprised look I turn to Asian chick) HUH? For real?
Asian-(Burlesque tone, laughing at me) Sorry I had to do that
Vicious-(Really bitch?) I see. Well what ever.
I come back and incredibly I don't feel hurt by her how ever, I am alittle anoyed at my lack of game. I open some more and they all blow me out.
I had left my jacket on top of a couch, where there's now 2 lesbian looking girls. I open them anyway. Its not going too well, and then my conversations fuck it up even more. I say to them. I'll be back watch my Jacket (Huge mistake, since they seemed to be kinda drunk and the set didn't go great) I open these really hot chicks dancing. They start talking absolute giberish (Great... Is this The Vicious tooling holiday?) I'm in no mood although I could have passed this shit test by talking giberish right back. but I eject. I come back to my crew and no 1 has successfully hooked a set(WTF complete Bitch fest!) We decide to go home. I'm very pissed off, and frustrated (I still can't conquer this place)
I walk upstairs and I find my Jacket in a pool of beer, and the 2 lesbians Laughing(FUCK!!!!!!!) I'm PISSED(What gives these bitches the right to think they can get away with this just because they're girls?) I look them dead in the eye, and they get kinda nervous. I go get napkins clean it up as best as possible, Come back
Vicious(Turn to them)- You guys are fucking assholes!(They try to play stupid)
Lesbo 1- What? why?
Vicious- You douchebags spilled beer over my jacket
Lesbo 2(Playing stupid and getting nervous)- No why do you think it was us.
Vicious- You're not cool! You're fucking retards, I Fucking hate you! You're obviously tools!
I really let them have it(Not proud of this and its not a mindset I condone, but What Really pissed me off wasn't the fact that they were shrtty. It was the fact that they thought they had the right to be shitheads just because they're girls, and that they fucked with my property. If they were guys they wouldn't have done that)
I walk out of there and No one seems to be in a very good modd, but I'm particularly Pissed, and frustrated. I start getting passive agressive. Live Forever is also known for his temper (Not a good combination) Live Forever Begins to disagree with me and I start getting REALLY Pissed.
Live Forever- Your point doesn't make any sense!
Vicious- Thats because you don't fucking listen!
Zafer- Hey guys remember we're friends not enemies!
Vicious- Well friends also dissagree and fight. And right now is 1 of those times!
We argue some more and I throw a fit. I'm well aware of my immaturity. But since I can be very stubburn when I'm in an altered state I'm well aware that I'm wrong but I still go out of control. Live Forever and Zafer excercise great patience. I come to my senses shortly after that. We all open up after that and get to know each other even better.

United we stand- We talk about our dreams, and plans. enjoy some fries and wings. I go home greatful for the amazing friends I have (Special thanks to my crew for putting up with my insecurities. Thank you so much guys!)

Revealed sticking points

-Need to open stronger verbally, and show some dissinterest with my body language
-When over escalating, touching the waist and rubbing my hands around is a much more effective way of overescalating.
-Gotta calibrate targets better When opening.
-Must keep my composure when I'm going through pissy phases

Hey man, From this post it seems like your blowing off some steam on yourself. You keep saying you fucked up this, you fucked up that. Don't think of it like that.

You are just adjusting to the vibe and environment. Don't even use the word blow out. Gaming can be a true test of patience and tolerance. Girls can get away with more bad behavior, that's just the way it is.

02-26-2010, 03:52 AM Post: #3
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RE: FR 61 Hostility!
Yea. You're totally right. I've just been going through some tuffies, and I've just been very unstable this whole month. Its really weird cuz I no longer was, but game has made me face all those ugly things I've been hiding all this time, so its been very hard to adapt, but I know this is part of the deal.

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02-26-2010, 04:16 AM Post: #4
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RE: FR 61 Hostility!
Live Forever ain't no master pimp, just a guy with big dreams like you homey ;-) good FR. Next time UNREACTIVE!!! Lesbians = loooooooosers

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02-26-2010, 01:45 PM Post: #5
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RE: FR 61 Hostility!
Vicious, you seem to forget that McFaggots always goes pretty shitty, though I do manage to hook at least one set.

Next time don't be so reactive to fake name shit tests as it is common.