I meet up with Jdubbs, Raven, and Soma. I come late as usual. Everybody seems to be warmed up but compared to solo missions, these nights are a breeze. Jdubbs as usuall is playing very solid game, And Raven with his new found mindset is absolutely killing the place. Its very dangerous when you combine balls with looks. I'm in for a challenge. I begin opening and hooking sets. Although I wasn't warmed up, I had done some very powerful drills with superman that day. I usually focus on escalating or trying to get as far with the chick as possible but this time my focus was to just have regular friendly conversations till I can get decent at conversing(big sticking point)
Vicious is cheating- Every guy is performing well and I need to be up to par. I open some british girls and the interaction goes very solid. they're interested but they're leaving tomorrow(damn) so I don't even bother getting their number. Eject and open a few more. Thanks to the drills, I'm witty as hell, and my flow is very decent. I start teasing chicks with glasses about how people with glasses always look smarter even though some are complete dumb asses. I eject early in many sets, partly because of fear but mainly because I really am only interested in conversing. These drills gave me a whole new level of competence. Balls combined with flow go a long way. I also open a seated mixed set, and hook for a while. On the nights I try to really escalate I usually get some number closes or sometimes makeouts. the latest nights how ever, I've gone home completely empty handed but feeling more acomplished. its because I'm finally overcoming some very hardcore sticking points that have fucked me my whole life.
The man challenge- We've all been very solid but Jdubbs insists its time to step it up and comes up with the man challenge(going direct on a mixed set) Everyones panties start to drop. I spot a mixed 2 set use my classic line specific for mixed 2 sets "(tap them both on the shoulder and get their full attention) I don't mean to be rude but I just wanted to say you're very beautiful(turn to the guy after delivering the line) You're a very lucky guy" The beauty of this opener is that it shows a massive display of balls which is a big attractor, and if the chick diggs you and they're not going out, she'll let you know and hes done, and if they are, they'll both still respect you and you can even befriend them. Jdubbs went for a very hard mixed 3set and hooked the chick hard core. Raven was having a hard time but finally went for a tall cute blonde chick with like 4 dudes and also hooked her for quite a while. I was still craving another one of these so I spotted a very cute nerdy looking chick with 4 dudes, and specifically waited till they were all fully engaged so I can purposefully interrupt and get all their attention. this time I didn't even acknowledge the guys, I barged in while 1 of the guys had the girls arm, and told her she was very beautiful, and followed it by teasing her about her nerdiness. She hooked, very hard. We talked for a while. it was clear she was into me. The BF was watching all of this and didn't know what to do about it. She totally forgot he was there. Finally I went in for the number, and I could tell she was dying to give me her number but the BF was literally watching. She turned to see if he was watching, and when she found out he was, she said "oh I'm sorry I can't, he is my BF" I smiled at her, and she smiled back
Getting aquainted- I wanted to get to know soma better since I had just met him, so we talked for a while and he turned out to be a pretty cool dude. We exchanged view points and values, 2 drunk chicks joined us on the table(I really don't like drunk girls) but it was a chance to practice my converssations. As it was to be expected, they were so drunk that they couldn't hold a normal conversation. Later on that night Raven bounced a chick, and over all it was a pretty solid night
Debrief
Good-I found a way to exponetially improve my game through drills
-I found some big sticking points in my conversations that prevented me from being able to keep a conversation like knowing when to ask good questions
-I usually do all the investing and have never known how to get people
to invest in me, but I finally learned how to do it and I applied it today
-My game style is finally emerging and getting internalized, and so is my material
-I used intrigue very effectively which got my targets way more interested in me.
Bad-As usual, I forgot to test for compliance, and also forgot to iso or bounce chicks
-Absolutely 0 sexual kino
-Ejected too soon on most targets
-got lazy towards the end
-wasn't pushy enough
Today's lesson- Conversations
A lot of the time when people open, and start a conversation, they tend to ramble on and jump from subject to subject, attempting to make the conversation interesting. This of course only makes you sound needy, and makes people wander how long you're gonna stay talking to them. If instead you start a conversation and quickly find out clues about your targets, and ask them about such things, then you get them talking, and you truly listen to what they're saying followed by feedback. What this does is, it gets them to invest more, and allows you to better control the flow, and you also get to learn more about your target, which is essential to Comfort building. Most importantly you become muhc more legit in their eyes.
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
New chapter to my book of life/ My Journey!
I'm going to be making a progressive time line of my life so I as well as anyone following me can see for them selves my transformation as its happening. Its going to be tittled My Journey, and the 1st chapter is the thread called "there's hope for all/My journey" this is the sequel.
Flashback- After all that has happened I have aquired a rock solid foundation composed of a very strong belief system, as well as steel determination. I have made abit of a name for my self in Jersey but my game is still very weak.
1 year ago- I choose a date of departure and embark on my Journey to DC. Although I have a very strong foundation, I'm very ignorant of the world around me. I bring my room mate from Jersey. We're all we have. He is great at finding resources, and I'm a good leader. I have a very positive outlook on life but still have yet to live it.
Feb 2009- We're struggling to since our new setting is totally unknown. I celebrate my 1st birthday away from family. Room mate and I have a very different mindset and start fighting Its a shitty birthday. As time passes it gets harder and harder to make ends meet. the only social interactions I have are with coworkers. they're the only social circle I have. They're all very attracted to me but unfortunately thats as far as I can get. I notice that chicks around me such as my neighbors, co workers etc. are constantly hitting on me but I lost touch with the game I thought I had. I lost faith in all the gurus, and all these methods out there. My number 1 priority coming here was to learn game and fix my social life, but its easy to fall in the daily routine and pushing my self gets harder and harder. Specially since I have to push both my self and my room mate.
July 2009/Self discovery- Thanks to my Room mate I get to meet some very powerful people, and because of our struggles and conflict. I'm finding out things about me that I had no clue even existed. I'm working as a promoter. I'm really getting exposed to many people but my social skillset is still very horrible. I try to get the only person I can truly trust here, my room mate to go out, and do drills with me. I know this is the perfect spot to learn game. He refuses. We continue fighting and it gets worse and worse.
September 2009/Self mastery- My room mate and I have fought so much we don't even talk anymore. Finally all the unsettled scores from our past come to life. It turns out hes always admired me but on the same token hated me due to envy. He's been disloyal and has done everything in his power to slow me down and stop me. I explode, he admits to everything and asks me for forgiveness. I have done nothing but help this guy even though hes been so ungreatful so forgiving him is kinda hard but I still do. We try to forget all that has happened but there's irreparable damage. I'm pretty much alone and so is he. Really finding out my weaknesses and strengths and learning how to use my revealed abilities to my advantage.
October 2009/Vicious unleashed- My room mate is too weak to handle living on his own so he moves back to his moms house. Its been almost 9 months and although I've learned alot I still haven't even started the missions I set out to achieve. I try to gather will power but its very very hard without someone around. Its time I start. I open my old files about game etc, and remember the forums. I go on looking for wings. Some dude posts about a lair website in DC. This could be the 1st time all the resources have aligned them selves, the environment, the people, and the system. I join the Lair and quickly become involved. So far I have ok fundamentals, balls, and certain talents I've discovered on this journey but 0 game. I'm as big a chode as they come. I decide to toss all out the window and work on each aspect of my game.
November 2009/Suicide crew campaigne- I meet up with Superman my very 1st wing ever. My social innexperience quickly shows, and its clear I have WAYs to go, but on the sane token, all that power thats gone unrecognized, unused, and unappreciated by the low value people I've been mingling in Jersey is really starting to pay off. 1st by the Promoter team I joined where i quickly became the operations manager, as the right hand man of the leader, barking orders to the promoter team. And now by the comunity of PUAs. I'm used to fighting very hard for stuff and I quickly start getting attention from the Forum members. I meet a bunch of very determined ballsy guys, and form whats known as the Suicide crew. This crew turns out to be exceptionally gifted and our progress begins to sky rocket. I'm still struggling moneywise but I'm really starting to work on social interactions.
To this date- The Sucide crew is quickly rising to the top, and I've been made Field leader. My inner self is consistently making it self known to me in different ways. I plan to rise to the top and this is the perfect time to do it.
Progression ladder
October 2009- I have a very hard time opening directly and when I do I get blown out.
November 2009- Through Suicide missions I've overcomed this step but getting girls to be receptive is almost impossible to me, and when they are I'm terrified of touching them
December 2009- I finally learned how to get girls to be receptive but the interactions die very quickly. I can't hook for shit, my kino is much better, I can sometimes get makeouts
To this date- I'm just starting to be able to consistently hook sets but I still chode a bit, and Need to work on more technical stuff.
Flashback- After all that has happened I have aquired a rock solid foundation composed of a very strong belief system, as well as steel determination. I have made abit of a name for my self in Jersey but my game is still very weak.
1 year ago- I choose a date of departure and embark on my Journey to DC. Although I have a very strong foundation, I'm very ignorant of the world around me. I bring my room mate from Jersey. We're all we have. He is great at finding resources, and I'm a good leader. I have a very positive outlook on life but still have yet to live it.
Feb 2009- We're struggling to since our new setting is totally unknown. I celebrate my 1st birthday away from family. Room mate and I have a very different mindset and start fighting Its a shitty birthday. As time passes it gets harder and harder to make ends meet. the only social interactions I have are with coworkers. they're the only social circle I have. They're all very attracted to me but unfortunately thats as far as I can get. I notice that chicks around me such as my neighbors, co workers etc. are constantly hitting on me but I lost touch with the game I thought I had. I lost faith in all the gurus, and all these methods out there. My number 1 priority coming here was to learn game and fix my social life, but its easy to fall in the daily routine and pushing my self gets harder and harder. Specially since I have to push both my self and my room mate.
July 2009/Self discovery- Thanks to my Room mate I get to meet some very powerful people, and because of our struggles and conflict. I'm finding out things about me that I had no clue even existed. I'm working as a promoter. I'm really getting exposed to many people but my social skillset is still very horrible. I try to get the only person I can truly trust here, my room mate to go out, and do drills with me. I know this is the perfect spot to learn game. He refuses. We continue fighting and it gets worse and worse.
September 2009/Self mastery- My room mate and I have fought so much we don't even talk anymore. Finally all the unsettled scores from our past come to life. It turns out hes always admired me but on the same token hated me due to envy. He's been disloyal and has done everything in his power to slow me down and stop me. I explode, he admits to everything and asks me for forgiveness. I have done nothing but help this guy even though hes been so ungreatful so forgiving him is kinda hard but I still do. We try to forget all that has happened but there's irreparable damage. I'm pretty much alone and so is he. Really finding out my weaknesses and strengths and learning how to use my revealed abilities to my advantage.
October 2009/Vicious unleashed- My room mate is too weak to handle living on his own so he moves back to his moms house. Its been almost 9 months and although I've learned alot I still haven't even started the missions I set out to achieve. I try to gather will power but its very very hard without someone around. Its time I start. I open my old files about game etc, and remember the forums. I go on looking for wings. Some dude posts about a lair website in DC. This could be the 1st time all the resources have aligned them selves, the environment, the people, and the system. I join the Lair and quickly become involved. So far I have ok fundamentals, balls, and certain talents I've discovered on this journey but 0 game. I'm as big a chode as they come. I decide to toss all out the window and work on each aspect of my game.
November 2009/Suicide crew campaigne- I meet up with Superman my very 1st wing ever. My social innexperience quickly shows, and its clear I have WAYs to go, but on the sane token, all that power thats gone unrecognized, unused, and unappreciated by the low value people I've been mingling in Jersey is really starting to pay off. 1st by the Promoter team I joined where i quickly became the operations manager, as the right hand man of the leader, barking orders to the promoter team. And now by the comunity of PUAs. I'm used to fighting very hard for stuff and I quickly start getting attention from the Forum members. I meet a bunch of very determined ballsy guys, and form whats known as the Suicide crew. This crew turns out to be exceptionally gifted and our progress begins to sky rocket. I'm still struggling moneywise but I'm really starting to work on social interactions.
To this date- The Sucide crew is quickly rising to the top, and I've been made Field leader. My inner self is consistently making it self known to me in different ways. I plan to rise to the top and this is the perfect time to do it.
Progression ladder
October 2009- I have a very hard time opening directly and when I do I get blown out.
November 2009- Through Suicide missions I've overcomed this step but getting girls to be receptive is almost impossible to me, and when they are I'm terrified of touching them
December 2009- I finally learned how to get girls to be receptive but the interactions die very quickly. I can't hook for shit, my kino is much better, I can sometimes get makeouts
To this date- I'm just starting to be able to consistently hook sets but I still chode a bit, and Need to work on more technical stuff.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
FR 52 Loneliness!
Very short FR. I've been in a really shitty mood and very antisocial. I'm tired of people, everything around me is anoying me for no reason. My co-workers try to have conversations, and joke with me. I don't feel like talking so I act really boring on purpose so they'll leave me alone, My managers get on my nerves and my patience is very short fused with customers. This rarely happens since I'm usually a very stable, happy guy. but today was just not my day. I'm sarcastic, and a smart ass. As it is to be expected my customers start giving me shit and it just snowballs.
Against all odds- So it has been about a week and a half that I haven't gone out to game since I've been on that retarded job hunt. It was almost 12 and I'm just finished with work. My Crew is split, and I have multiple hang out offers, but I know I have to go solo since its been a big sticking point of mine. I put on my headphones and I'm standing in line of lucky bar while the music is blasting in my ears. I watch people interact but can't hear what they're saying. This allows me to truly analyze what they're REALLy saying. I come in the place distracted and completely unwilling. AA skyrockets. Usually what people tend to do when they're solo is pull out their cell phone and pretent they're texting. I choose not to since its a big urge of mine. I'm fighting the lack of energy, fear, anger, and lack of social proof.
Sting- My original goal was to hook 5 sets for at least 3 mins each. But in my state, and with the lack of targets(big sousage fest) I realize this goal seems unatainable today. also my AA is rudiculously high. I realize I have huge wing dependance so I shift my focus back from conversations, to Social fear, and decide to shoot for 10 direct approaches. I never usually need alcohol but today it would be extremely helpful. I spot a very hot 2set(probably the hottest in the club) grab their shoulders and say Hey! one of them starts laughing(I think its because they've been hit on so much that night) I say Yeha I know you've probably been hit on like a 100 thousand times today(forcing my self to smile since I really don't feel like talking) HB acts receptive but not too interested and says "you need a drink. Don't even talk to me till you get a drink." in a playful way yet basically telling me my energy level is very low. I Plow, she keeps insisting I get a drink so I can losen up. I know thats not an option so I eject and move on. I chode for a while longer. To keep it short basically every approach was a struggle to even open but in the end I managed to open 11 sets including some groups. I was only able to hook 1 and I got shut down more times than usual. I felt like I was back in the very beggining but I learned some very good lessons
True winging- While I was choding I was observing every interaction, and I saw how 2 dudes opened these chicks and started dancing with them. When 1 of the chicks was going to eject, the other dude would dance with her friend right in front of her. This engrained in her mind that her friend was having fun and she was gonna be left out so she would start dancing more vigorously again. they did a number of other things together and Eventually bounced them out of there. Impressive display of skills and botherhood.
Findings/lessons
Venue influence- Depending on the area of the venue, game varies. for example by the dance floor the most effective way to game is to caveman chicks, and heavily kino them followed by a bounce. While by the bar area, too much kino can screw up the set, and conversational skills are much more important. This is a good time to iso to a seated area. This is obvious but if you're not aware of your surroundings you can get confused.
Looks vs Vibe- This night I looked especially good since I took a while getting ready and got heavily hit on during the day, but my energy was crap and I couldn't do crap whatsoever. A strong energy will always beat looks no matter what.
Sticking points
-Gotta watch my accent. sometimes when the music is loud and I don't speak clearly I sound like I'm drunk.
-Social fear duriing solo missions.
-still conversations
Against all odds- So it has been about a week and a half that I haven't gone out to game since I've been on that retarded job hunt. It was almost 12 and I'm just finished with work. My Crew is split, and I have multiple hang out offers, but I know I have to go solo since its been a big sticking point of mine. I put on my headphones and I'm standing in line of lucky bar while the music is blasting in my ears. I watch people interact but can't hear what they're saying. This allows me to truly analyze what they're REALLy saying. I come in the place distracted and completely unwilling. AA skyrockets. Usually what people tend to do when they're solo is pull out their cell phone and pretent they're texting. I choose not to since its a big urge of mine. I'm fighting the lack of energy, fear, anger, and lack of social proof.
Sting- My original goal was to hook 5 sets for at least 3 mins each. But in my state, and with the lack of targets(big sousage fest) I realize this goal seems unatainable today. also my AA is rudiculously high. I realize I have huge wing dependance so I shift my focus back from conversations, to Social fear, and decide to shoot for 10 direct approaches. I never usually need alcohol but today it would be extremely helpful. I spot a very hot 2set(probably the hottest in the club) grab their shoulders and say Hey! one of them starts laughing(I think its because they've been hit on so much that night) I say Yeha I know you've probably been hit on like a 100 thousand times today(forcing my self to smile since I really don't feel like talking) HB acts receptive but not too interested and says "you need a drink. Don't even talk to me till you get a drink." in a playful way yet basically telling me my energy level is very low. I Plow, she keeps insisting I get a drink so I can losen up. I know thats not an option so I eject and move on. I chode for a while longer. To keep it short basically every approach was a struggle to even open but in the end I managed to open 11 sets including some groups. I was only able to hook 1 and I got shut down more times than usual. I felt like I was back in the very beggining but I learned some very good lessons
True winging- While I was choding I was observing every interaction, and I saw how 2 dudes opened these chicks and started dancing with them. When 1 of the chicks was going to eject, the other dude would dance with her friend right in front of her. This engrained in her mind that her friend was having fun and she was gonna be left out so she would start dancing more vigorously again. they did a number of other things together and Eventually bounced them out of there. Impressive display of skills and botherhood.
Findings/lessons
Venue influence- Depending on the area of the venue, game varies. for example by the dance floor the most effective way to game is to caveman chicks, and heavily kino them followed by a bounce. While by the bar area, too much kino can screw up the set, and conversational skills are much more important. This is a good time to iso to a seated area. This is obvious but if you're not aware of your surroundings you can get confused.
Looks vs Vibe- This night I looked especially good since I took a while getting ready and got heavily hit on during the day, but my energy was crap and I couldn't do crap whatsoever. A strong energy will always beat looks no matter what.
Sticking points
-Gotta watch my accent. sometimes when the music is loud and I don't speak clearly I sound like I'm drunk.
-Social fear duriing solo missions.
-still conversations
Thursday, January 28, 2010
There's hope for all/ My journey!
I write this post for a certain group of people. Let me start by saying I'm far from reaching my destination, and I consider my self a newbie. Every so often I hear people say, we'll I'm not good looking, or I have a disadvantege because of.... this post is to you guys.
transformation process
My childhood- due to negative teachings, and little to no direct family in my childhood(most of them left), combined with low social value due extreme financial difficulties(to the point where I live in a tent, and hunger strikes everyday), in a country where social differences are enough for people to verbally, physically, and morally abuse you with no fault of your own. kids can't control logistics.
Highschool- Used to resolving issues through violence and hate, just arrived to this country, social rules are unknown due to the differences in countries, combined with a childhood of complete isolation, and an endless list of hardcore limiting beliefs, and bad habbits. needless to say, I went through highschool at the bottom of the social foodchain(virgin) only 1 girlfriend(dissabled unattractive girl) at almost the end of my highschool life. very few friends
5 years ago- complete outcast, socially awkward, people hate me, my future looks none existant, suicidal thoughts, complete lack of knowledge of any subject regarding this country. If you guys have seen pink floyds movie, brick in the wall, thats kinda how my life was(but without the fame)
4 years ago- I meet a guy whose as close to a rockstart as anything I've seen, throws concerts, gets laid, etc. we become best friends, he begins to help me. for the 1st time in my life I start seeing girls even acknowlege me(even though they do it for him) a small ray of hope.
3 years ago- Because of the limiting belief build up combined with an entire life of isolation, I stupidly believe that nothing can change or be learned, people are simply born lucky or destined to rott in hell.
After a very very humiliating defeat and treason by my best friend(not the rockstar guy, but my highschool best friend)(due to a girl. one of the very 1st few girls to ever show interest in me), my frustration, rage, and and pride, finally serve a good purpose.
her last words to me- You're a loser.
Exhausted of hearing this fucking word(I still hate it) I decide to prove to my self I'm not a loser.
Still 3 years ago(How I built my persistance)- after seeing my rockstar friend's lifestyle, and going through that last humiliation, I start searching desperately for answers to my questions. with alot of willpower, I cut all connections to nevative people(my rockstar friend goes away at this time too. I'm pretty much alone again) I start my 1st cologne bussiness, I do good, and put up my 1st store. The flood takes it away. I meet the very 1st woman I wouldn't mind sharing the rest of my life with. due to lack of game, and her family taking her away from me, I lose her. I cry and become depressive again. I go in a destructive pattern, and start getting wasted everyday, and destroying public property. but after losing her, my anger, and frustration become such, that they become a fuel strong enough to completely dominate my life to this day
2.5 years ago(I discover the comunity!!!!)
after searching and reading self help books, I find yahoo answers, and start asking people why women don't like me, and why was I born this way. braddock finds his way to my question, and sends me a reply, with a double your dating link, and some brief advice. I become obsesed with it. and then I find out about mystery and the game etc. I have no friends and live in a small town. but my hunger for liberation, and increasing determination completely take over my mind and body.
Rock solid surge of power- I devote my 110% to my transformation project, begin to study all kinds of materials, practice all kinds of excercises, work on tons of issues I have to improve on. After becoming a keyboard jockey, I decide to go away and work on my fundamentals
To this date- Having that stain in my past and the overwhelming fear that I won't make it in life, leads me to having an obsession to achieve not only standard results, but an extremely successful lifestyle. Because of all this lifetime of failure, My determination becomes solid as steel, and my faith indistructible. I set up another store, and it becomes somewhat successful. becoming addicted to my struggle, I decide that I have it too easy in jersey and decide to come to DC and make a fresh start.
thats a pretty undetailed version of my story, If I wrotte in details, I could writte entire books.
overall lessons/beliefs
Determination completely wipes out all logistics and unfavorable circumstances
excuses are for the weak.
anything is learnable, no matter what it is. anything can be overcomed(cept for death)
there are no shortcuts, or free passes for anything lasting and worthwhile.
You really can't fool anyone but your self, Integrity is lifes most respected virtue
life is like a huge store, you can have absolutely anything as long as you're willing to pay the price. I can go on forever. but This thread as all ready super long. This is 1 of the very 1st times I actually speak about this. reason is, this has been hunting me my whole life, and now iis my time for complete transparency and freedom. fuck judgements. I don't care anymore.
transformation process
My childhood- due to negative teachings, and little to no direct family in my childhood(most of them left), combined with low social value due extreme financial difficulties(to the point where I live in a tent, and hunger strikes everyday), in a country where social differences are enough for people to verbally, physically, and morally abuse you with no fault of your own. kids can't control logistics.
Highschool- Used to resolving issues through violence and hate, just arrived to this country, social rules are unknown due to the differences in countries, combined with a childhood of complete isolation, and an endless list of hardcore limiting beliefs, and bad habbits. needless to say, I went through highschool at the bottom of the social foodchain(virgin) only 1 girlfriend(dissabled unattractive girl) at almost the end of my highschool life. very few friends
5 years ago- complete outcast, socially awkward, people hate me, my future looks none existant, suicidal thoughts, complete lack of knowledge of any subject regarding this country. If you guys have seen pink floyds movie, brick in the wall, thats kinda how my life was(but without the fame)
4 years ago- I meet a guy whose as close to a rockstart as anything I've seen, throws concerts, gets laid, etc. we become best friends, he begins to help me. for the 1st time in my life I start seeing girls even acknowlege me(even though they do it for him) a small ray of hope.
3 years ago- Because of the limiting belief build up combined with an entire life of isolation, I stupidly believe that nothing can change or be learned, people are simply born lucky or destined to rott in hell.
After a very very humiliating defeat and treason by my best friend(not the rockstar guy, but my highschool best friend)(due to a girl. one of the very 1st few girls to ever show interest in me), my frustration, rage, and and pride, finally serve a good purpose.
her last words to me- You're a loser.
Exhausted of hearing this fucking word(I still hate it) I decide to prove to my self I'm not a loser.
Still 3 years ago(How I built my persistance)- after seeing my rockstar friend's lifestyle, and going through that last humiliation, I start searching desperately for answers to my questions. with alot of willpower, I cut all connections to nevative people(my rockstar friend goes away at this time too. I'm pretty much alone again) I start my 1st cologne bussiness, I do good, and put up my 1st store. The flood takes it away. I meet the very 1st woman I wouldn't mind sharing the rest of my life with. due to lack of game, and her family taking her away from me, I lose her. I cry and become depressive again. I go in a destructive pattern, and start getting wasted everyday, and destroying public property. but after losing her, my anger, and frustration become such, that they become a fuel strong enough to completely dominate my life to this day
2.5 years ago(I discover the comunity!!!!)
after searching and reading self help books, I find yahoo answers, and start asking people why women don't like me, and why was I born this way. braddock finds his way to my question, and sends me a reply, with a double your dating link, and some brief advice. I become obsesed with it. and then I find out about mystery and the game etc. I have no friends and live in a small town. but my hunger for liberation, and increasing determination completely take over my mind and body.
Rock solid surge of power- I devote my 110% to my transformation project, begin to study all kinds of materials, practice all kinds of excercises, work on tons of issues I have to improve on. After becoming a keyboard jockey, I decide to go away and work on my fundamentals
To this date- Having that stain in my past and the overwhelming fear that I won't make it in life, leads me to having an obsession to achieve not only standard results, but an extremely successful lifestyle. Because of all this lifetime of failure, My determination becomes solid as steel, and my faith indistructible. I set up another store, and it becomes somewhat successful. becoming addicted to my struggle, I decide that I have it too easy in jersey and decide to come to DC and make a fresh start.
thats a pretty undetailed version of my story, If I wrotte in details, I could writte entire books.
overall lessons/beliefs
Determination completely wipes out all logistics and unfavorable circumstances
excuses are for the weak.
anything is learnable, no matter what it is. anything can be overcomed(cept for death)
there are no shortcuts, or free passes for anything lasting and worthwhile.
You really can't fool anyone but your self, Integrity is lifes most respected virtue
life is like a huge store, you can have absolutely anything as long as you're willing to pay the price. I can go on forever. but This thread as all ready super long. This is 1 of the very 1st times I actually speak about this. reason is, this has been hunting me my whole life, and now iis my time for complete transparency and freedom. fuck judgements. I don't care anymore.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Suicide crew members profiles!
Meeting- So The suicide crew decided to hold a meeting in order to start applying the system. There were some disputes and dissagreements, thanks to this we really got to know our selve on a deeper level. The purpose of the meeting was to identify everyone's strengths and weaknesses, and keep track of our progress, as well as making our sarges much more effective, While holding each other more accountable
Personality profile- this profile is based on 3 fundamental stages
Value- This is a list of traits of abilities that make the particular member useful to the suicide crew
Qualities- this is their level of game, and particual skillset in field
Sticking points- This involves their strongest sticking points in field, as well as their negative behavior patters which prevent them from progressing
Southern style
Value
Resources- Has weels, a nice place, money, etc
Friendliest vibe- by far the most likeable suicide member
Theory- Has a mental guide as far as game goes
Consistency- Consistently goes out no matter how he feels
good motivator- consistently puts people in good state
Connector- amazing ability to draw. and introduce people to the crew
Loves and can connect with people
Qualities
Hooks sets very well
Very high energy when in state
Creates massive attraction
Sticking points
AA- member with the Highest Social fear
Ejects early- hates getting shut down, prematurely ends sets
Not accountable- Loses focus and tends to give up when in despair
Winging- Very little winging experience
Fast tonality- Tends to speak really fast when nervous
Lack of motivation- again, gives up when his state is down
Lack of self belief- Needs to work on his inner game
Superman
Value
Connector- Again, knows many capeable people, consistently introduces you to high value individuals
Good tour guide- Probably the best source to go to for setting advice.
Very active forum member- tends to be the face of suicide crew and 1 of the best known members
Qualities
Plows well- Knows how to lead a conversation
Iso- very good at iso
Bounce- consistently bounces target to different locations
Text game- consistent dates through texting
Sticking points
Social fear, AA- Worries too much about what people think
Voice tonality- Consistently repeats him self, sounds insecure
Kino- Very high sexual fear, rarely kinoes sexually
Energy-Too serious, has low energy at times
Nervous body language
Accountability- Refuses to listen to advice, refuses to be pushed at times, doesn't like to be accountable for much.
Live forever
Value
Most Experienced- Huge learning potential with his due to his vast field experience
Knows good sarging places- Knows the difference between venues and can adapt well to them
Theory- His vast theory knowledge gives the entire crew a road map
Consistency- 1 of the most consistent members when it comes to sarging
Coaching- Very good at finding sticking points and giving advice
Qualities
Tonality- very overpowering tonality
Kino- consistent makeouts, very comfortable kinoing
Energy-very magnetic energy that draws people to him
Dominance- Very strong personality, and commanding.
Iso- consistently isos with no problem.
Sticking points
State fluctuations/emotions- is very unstable, and loses composure quickly, makes many emotionally based decitions.
Drinking reliance- very alcohol dependant, has high AA when sober.
Bouncing- rarely bounces chicks to places.
Closing- Doesn't push for the close, and rarely gets it.
Sober day AA- His daygame AA is very high, and has little daygame experience al together.
Zafer
Value
Funny- funniest member
Resources- weels, money, etc
Positive state- by far most positive suicide crew member
Maturity- most mature member, and very stable, great composure
Good motivator-consistently motivates members
Follow instructions well- keen, and dedicated when in comes to instructions
Qualities
Consistent opening- This man doesn't know what AA means
Hooking sets- almost always hooks sets, and is very good at creating attraction
Conversations- never runs out of stuff to say, creates very interesting conversations
Sticking points
Iso- Almost never Isos girls
Overall Sexual escalation- big sexual fear, almost never sexually touches targets, of makes sexual comments.
Friend zone- His conversations usually lead to being friendly more then a pick up
Dominance- is not very commanding, has a hard time keeping the frame
No theory knowledge- needs to learn a little game theory to have
somewhat of a road map, and comunicate with other comunity members
Lack of participation- rarely posts on the forums, doesn't keep track of progress, doesn't get involved with people
Vicious wildfire
Value
Leadership- Best leadership skills, and experience, true leader qualities
Self discipline- By far the most self diciplined crew member, great ability to focus on task, and goals, very onganized.
Motivator- great motivator due to his deep understading of people, and by example.
Good learner- very good at applying teachings, and truly internalizing instructions.
Teacher- Due to his vast life experience he is able to articulate, leassons well, and pass them on to others, has the ability to understand his students.
Consistency- Consistently goes and is constantly improving
Qualities
Consistent opener- probably the most consistent crew member
Energy- very high energy
Balls- ballsiest crew member, great ability to overcome fears.
Day game experience- Most experienced day game member
Number closing- consistent solid number closes
Sticking points
Lack of self belief- Doesn't believe in his ability to game, and this projects in field
Style- needs to improve his style, such as clothing, and hairstyle, etc.
Sexual escalation- Needs to improve his way to escalate, and rarely escalates
Tonality- Very low volume, people hava a hard time hearing.
Conversation- Is not able to hold a conversation very long, rather boring conversations
Set hooking- due to lack of conversations, and tonality has a very hard time hooking sets.
Lack of cultural awareness- Has a hard time relating to people due to lack of cultural awareness, such as current events, hollywood, pop culture, etc
Negative conversations- sometimes shifts conversations to negative subjects
Action plan- Now with these stats we decided to take an action plan, which I will post in a different FR due to lack of time. Have fun picking us appart
Personality profile- this profile is based on 3 fundamental stages
Value- This is a list of traits of abilities that make the particular member useful to the suicide crew
Qualities- this is their level of game, and particual skillset in field
Sticking points- This involves their strongest sticking points in field, as well as their negative behavior patters which prevent them from progressing
Southern style
Value
Resources- Has weels, a nice place, money, etc
Friendliest vibe- by far the most likeable suicide member
Theory- Has a mental guide as far as game goes
Consistency- Consistently goes out no matter how he feels
good motivator- consistently puts people in good state
Connector- amazing ability to draw. and introduce people to the crew
Loves and can connect with people
Qualities
Hooks sets very well
Very high energy when in state
Creates massive attraction
Sticking points
AA- member with the Highest Social fear
Ejects early- hates getting shut down, prematurely ends sets
Not accountable- Loses focus and tends to give up when in despair
Winging- Very little winging experience
Fast tonality- Tends to speak really fast when nervous
Lack of motivation- again, gives up when his state is down
Lack of self belief- Needs to work on his inner game
Superman
Value
Connector- Again, knows many capeable people, consistently introduces you to high value individuals
Good tour guide- Probably the best source to go to for setting advice.
Very active forum member- tends to be the face of suicide crew and 1 of the best known members
Qualities
Plows well- Knows how to lead a conversation
Iso- very good at iso
Bounce- consistently bounces target to different locations
Text game- consistent dates through texting
Sticking points
Social fear, AA- Worries too much about what people think
Voice tonality- Consistently repeats him self, sounds insecure
Kino- Very high sexual fear, rarely kinoes sexually
Energy-Too serious, has low energy at times
Nervous body language
Accountability- Refuses to listen to advice, refuses to be pushed at times, doesn't like to be accountable for much.
Live forever
Value
Most Experienced- Huge learning potential with his due to his vast field experience
Knows good sarging places- Knows the difference between venues and can adapt well to them
Theory- His vast theory knowledge gives the entire crew a road map
Consistency- 1 of the most consistent members when it comes to sarging
Coaching- Very good at finding sticking points and giving advice
Qualities
Tonality- very overpowering tonality
Kino- consistent makeouts, very comfortable kinoing
Energy-very magnetic energy that draws people to him
Dominance- Very strong personality, and commanding.
Iso- consistently isos with no problem.
Sticking points
State fluctuations/emotions- is very unstable, and loses composure quickly, makes many emotionally based decitions.
Drinking reliance- very alcohol dependant, has high AA when sober.
Bouncing- rarely bounces chicks to places.
Closing- Doesn't push for the close, and rarely gets it.
Sober day AA- His daygame AA is very high, and has little daygame experience al together.
Zafer
Value
Funny- funniest member
Resources- weels, money, etc
Positive state- by far most positive suicide crew member
Maturity- most mature member, and very stable, great composure
Good motivator-consistently motivates members
Follow instructions well- keen, and dedicated when in comes to instructions
Qualities
Consistent opening- This man doesn't know what AA means
Hooking sets- almost always hooks sets, and is very good at creating attraction
Conversations- never runs out of stuff to say, creates very interesting conversations
Sticking points
Iso- Almost never Isos girls
Overall Sexual escalation- big sexual fear, almost never sexually touches targets, of makes sexual comments.
Friend zone- His conversations usually lead to being friendly more then a pick up
Dominance- is not very commanding, has a hard time keeping the frame
No theory knowledge- needs to learn a little game theory to have
somewhat of a road map, and comunicate with other comunity members
Lack of participation- rarely posts on the forums, doesn't keep track of progress, doesn't get involved with people
Vicious wildfire
Value
Leadership- Best leadership skills, and experience, true leader qualities
Self discipline- By far the most self diciplined crew member, great ability to focus on task, and goals, very onganized.
Motivator- great motivator due to his deep understading of people, and by example.
Good learner- very good at applying teachings, and truly internalizing instructions.
Teacher- Due to his vast life experience he is able to articulate, leassons well, and pass them on to others, has the ability to understand his students.
Consistency- Consistently goes and is constantly improving
Qualities
Consistent opener- probably the most consistent crew member
Energy- very high energy
Balls- ballsiest crew member, great ability to overcome fears.
Day game experience- Most experienced day game member
Number closing- consistent solid number closes
Sticking points
Lack of self belief- Doesn't believe in his ability to game, and this projects in field
Style- needs to improve his style, such as clothing, and hairstyle, etc.
Sexual escalation- Needs to improve his way to escalate, and rarely escalates
Tonality- Very low volume, people hava a hard time hearing.
Conversation- Is not able to hold a conversation very long, rather boring conversations
Set hooking- due to lack of conversations, and tonality has a very hard time hooking sets.
Lack of cultural awareness- Has a hard time relating to people due to lack of cultural awareness, such as current events, hollywood, pop culture, etc
Negative conversations- sometimes shifts conversations to negative subjects
Action plan- Now with these stats we decided to take an action plan, which I will post in a different FR due to lack of time. Have fun picking us appart
Sunday, January 24, 2010
FR 51 Teaching the raven how to fly!
I had been meaning to meet some of the guys that have been requesting to hang out but for some reason we haven't able to coordinate. The crew split up today I was actually looking forward to today cuz it meant that I was gonna either have to do solo(big sticking point of mine) or I was gonna get to meet some of the guys. Some people hit me up but I could only respond when I was out of work which was very late. Raven was the only one still available since everyone else had all ready done something. I was anxious to meet this guy and a little nervous.
First impressions- I finally met up with him. I'm not gay but this guy was supper good looking! I was like "damn thats cheating" I also noticed he was a very ballsy kid since he moved out here by him self just like I did, and is the type of guy that goes after his dreams. How ever I don't think he was aware of the tremendous potential he has. I was privileged to be assigned with the task of teaching Achillies how to weild a sword!
Teaching the Raven how to fly- We went inside the club. Raven was humble, shy, and just all around a good guy. This kid needed chaos in his life so I basically gave him a talk of our style of game, and how it worked. Everyones biggest obstacle in the begining is social preassure. I noticed that the advice from 99% of the gurus is useless in the beggining at least since we're so socially terrified. It makes you fear the rejection that much more. We started with a series of challenges. while he was giving me textbook challenges(which are useful btw) I was giving him social freedom challenges. At the begining just like every other guy I've met, he questioned it and didn't see the point of doing it. He got really nervous and asked me to perform.
The flight- I started with my usual head opener, and followed by just straight direct or retarded openers. My sets were hooking hard, and I controlled a couple of groups. he was amazed. He was also not used to sober game, so the 1st rule was straight up sober. He followed and began to apply suicide missions. His mind was blown away as to what was possible, and he realized the amazing potential he had. The looks advantage he had, combined with the balls and desire to improve also helped quite alot. We broke just about every social rule in the book and to great success.
Breakdown/victory- By the end of the night he had a bit of a breakdown. He felt extremely acomplished but at the same time, the Social preassure these suicide missions created, took a toll on him. I knew exactly what he was feeling because I felt many of those breakdowns when I had originally started the suicide missions. They kinda make you realize how shy you really are. and how long a road it is, but at the same time the speed at which you progress is amazing! As we retrieved our coats and he was feeling a little down, he opened a chick standing next to him. and with absolute honesty tells her hes shy and that he wants to meet people. The chick of course hooks, forces her number on him and starts kissing him. He had a huge feeling of acomplishment, and so did I. Knowing that I had the oportunity to pass something unto someone and watch it immediately completely shatter their weak reality and change their world for good. It was an undescribable feeling!
First impressions- I finally met up with him. I'm not gay but this guy was supper good looking! I was like "damn thats cheating" I also noticed he was a very ballsy kid since he moved out here by him self just like I did, and is the type of guy that goes after his dreams. How ever I don't think he was aware of the tremendous potential he has. I was privileged to be assigned with the task of teaching Achillies how to weild a sword!
Teaching the Raven how to fly- We went inside the club. Raven was humble, shy, and just all around a good guy. This kid needed chaos in his life so I basically gave him a talk of our style of game, and how it worked. Everyones biggest obstacle in the begining is social preassure. I noticed that the advice from 99% of the gurus is useless in the beggining at least since we're so socially terrified. It makes you fear the rejection that much more. We started with a series of challenges. while he was giving me textbook challenges(which are useful btw) I was giving him social freedom challenges. At the begining just like every other guy I've met, he questioned it and didn't see the point of doing it. He got really nervous and asked me to perform.
The flight- I started with my usual head opener, and followed by just straight direct or retarded openers. My sets were hooking hard, and I controlled a couple of groups. he was amazed. He was also not used to sober game, so the 1st rule was straight up sober. He followed and began to apply suicide missions. His mind was blown away as to what was possible, and he realized the amazing potential he had. The looks advantage he had, combined with the balls and desire to improve also helped quite alot. We broke just about every social rule in the book and to great success.
Breakdown/victory- By the end of the night he had a bit of a breakdown. He felt extremely acomplished but at the same time, the Social preassure these suicide missions created, took a toll on him. I knew exactly what he was feeling because I felt many of those breakdowns when I had originally started the suicide missions. They kinda make you realize how shy you really are. and how long a road it is, but at the same time the speed at which you progress is amazing! As we retrieved our coats and he was feeling a little down, he opened a chick standing next to him. and with absolute honesty tells her hes shy and that he wants to meet people. The chick of course hooks, forces her number on him and starts kissing him. He had a huge feeling of acomplishment, and so did I. Knowing that I had the oportunity to pass something unto someone and watch it immediately completely shatter their weak reality and change their world for good. It was an undescribable feeling!
FR 50 The battlefield!
So as you know from the 1st part of this FR, we came up with an assesment list for each Suicide crew member and from there we gave each other challenges customized to our sticking points. I was all ready crapping my pants cuz I knew I couldn't slide with my typical suicide missions.
Challenge of the night
Southern style
Focus- AA destruction
challenge- Open 10+ sets completely sober
Live forever
Focus- Sober game AA destruction
Challenge- Open 10+ sets completely sober
Zafer
Focus- Sexual escalation
Challenge- Can't leave until he gets a makeout
Vicious wildfire
Focus- Set hooking
challenge- Must hook 5+ sets for at least 3 minutes each
The Battlefield
Southern style- I'll let him detail better in his own FR but from what I saw, he was struggling alittlebit but his energy was killer, and so was his state. He was piling up the numbers although he seemed to be ejecting prematurely
Live forever- I could tell he was definetly having a hard time approaching due to his consistent asociation with state and alcohol, but after a few warmups his solid game created good reactions, a couple chicks panties were dropping, and his state was starting to pump.
Zafer- He was definetly having a hard time even approaching. The only time I ever saw Zafer state crashing was when he was completely new and it was his first night out. His state control is the best I've see. And today he was definetly out of state. I was surprised to see this happen.
Vicious wildfire- I have a very hard time hooking sets in night game. I was very very nervous. I knew hooking 5 sets for at least 3 minutes was going to be very tough. I've had quite a few state crashes in the past so now I'm able to recognize them, and prevent them. My state was about to crash and I knew it, so I went in. To my amazement, this focus gave me creativity and before I knew it I had hooked my first mixed 2set for about 10 minutes. Things were looking alittle brighter.
Final battle
Southern style- We switched venues and as the night went by, he slowed down and began to chode alittlebit, but after what seemed to be some pushing from his teamate Live forever he picked up again, and finished his challenge.
Live forever- It was aproximately 1am and Live forever had been the 1st one to finish. although I could tell it wasn't easy for him at all. I was begining to get nervous
Zafer- His state got worse and worse until he completely crashed. For the guys who have field experience know how hopelessly hard it is to recover from a state crash. It was time to cut our losses and bring out the sub challenge which I believe was to open 5 sets. Zafer Fought himseft until he completed his sub challenge. The crew celebrated and cheered
Vicious wildfire- I had managed to hook 2 sets in our previous venue local 16s But had not been able to do it in our new venue grand central. Normally my way of hooking sets and getting makeouts is through straight up dominant bodylanguage, and heavy kino, but I couldn't rely on my dancing opener or anything since I was focused on hooking sets through conversations. It was getting late, Live forever and Southern style were done, and I was beggining to despair, I hooked a couple of sets but for under 3 minutes. ugh. I found a girl leaning against a railing. opened her, she wasn't very receptive, but I kept plowing until she hooked(thank Goodness) I stopped another 2set and stuck with them until 1 hooked, we talked for a long time, and I genuinely liked this chick but I was so focused on compleeting this challenge that I had to move on. Unbelievably I was only 1 set away from victory. It took me forever but I talked to a chick leaning against a wall. I practically forced the conversation, and grabbed her hand and danced with her to buy me time, and after a while, she hooked too(What a relief!)
Suicide crew celebration- We cheered and celebrated our true return to the sceene. The system we created was a smashing success. We each faced our own demons and won this night. We looked at each other thinking about our potential with satisfaction. I'm sure the same thoughts were going through all our minds "I'm so lucky and blessed to have met these guys" I had learned some very big leassons today. I got lost in thought for the rest of the night.
Good
-Doing these focused challenges got us each to a new level of game
-I finally learned how to hook sets through conversations
Bad
- I played it too safe alot of the times
- I choded alittle bit in the beggining
Revealed leassons
-your focus ultimatly determines your state, and altogether game. If its too high, you will get a state crash, If its not high enough, then you don't really respect it and throw it out the window.
-A way to keep a conversation interesting and fun is to embed little spikes such as playing guessing games, and exchanging opinions.
Revealed sticking points
-I tend to get desperate I'm going to run out of stuff to say, and start to ask random questions
-I overqualify my self when chick is all ready into me
-I don't qualify targets enough, and tend to give them too much reward when they jump my hoops
Challenge of the night
Southern style
Focus- AA destruction
challenge- Open 10+ sets completely sober
Live forever
Focus- Sober game AA destruction
Challenge- Open 10+ sets completely sober
Zafer
Focus- Sexual escalation
Challenge- Can't leave until he gets a makeout
Vicious wildfire
Focus- Set hooking
challenge- Must hook 5+ sets for at least 3 minutes each
The Battlefield
Southern style- I'll let him detail better in his own FR but from what I saw, he was struggling alittlebit but his energy was killer, and so was his state. He was piling up the numbers although he seemed to be ejecting prematurely
Live forever- I could tell he was definetly having a hard time approaching due to his consistent asociation with state and alcohol, but after a few warmups his solid game created good reactions, a couple chicks panties were dropping, and his state was starting to pump.
Zafer- He was definetly having a hard time even approaching. The only time I ever saw Zafer state crashing was when he was completely new and it was his first night out. His state control is the best I've see. And today he was definetly out of state. I was surprised to see this happen.
Vicious wildfire- I have a very hard time hooking sets in night game. I was very very nervous. I knew hooking 5 sets for at least 3 minutes was going to be very tough. I've had quite a few state crashes in the past so now I'm able to recognize them, and prevent them. My state was about to crash and I knew it, so I went in. To my amazement, this focus gave me creativity and before I knew it I had hooked my first mixed 2set for about 10 minutes. Things were looking alittle brighter.
Final battle
Southern style- We switched venues and as the night went by, he slowed down and began to chode alittlebit, but after what seemed to be some pushing from his teamate Live forever he picked up again, and finished his challenge.
Live forever- It was aproximately 1am and Live forever had been the 1st one to finish. although I could tell it wasn't easy for him at all. I was begining to get nervous
Zafer- His state got worse and worse until he completely crashed. For the guys who have field experience know how hopelessly hard it is to recover from a state crash. It was time to cut our losses and bring out the sub challenge which I believe was to open 5 sets. Zafer Fought himseft until he completed his sub challenge. The crew celebrated and cheered
Vicious wildfire- I had managed to hook 2 sets in our previous venue local 16s But had not been able to do it in our new venue grand central. Normally my way of hooking sets and getting makeouts is through straight up dominant bodylanguage, and heavy kino, but I couldn't rely on my dancing opener or anything since I was focused on hooking sets through conversations. It was getting late, Live forever and Southern style were done, and I was beggining to despair, I hooked a couple of sets but for under 3 minutes. ugh. I found a girl leaning against a railing. opened her, she wasn't very receptive, but I kept plowing until she hooked(thank Goodness) I stopped another 2set and stuck with them until 1 hooked, we talked for a long time, and I genuinely liked this chick but I was so focused on compleeting this challenge that I had to move on. Unbelievably I was only 1 set away from victory. It took me forever but I talked to a chick leaning against a wall. I practically forced the conversation, and grabbed her hand and danced with her to buy me time, and after a while, she hooked too(What a relief!)
Suicide crew celebration- We cheered and celebrated our true return to the sceene. The system we created was a smashing success. We each faced our own demons and won this night. We looked at each other thinking about our potential with satisfaction. I'm sure the same thoughts were going through all our minds "I'm so lucky and blessed to have met these guys" I had learned some very big leassons today. I got lost in thought for the rest of the night.
Good
-Doing these focused challenges got us each to a new level of game
-I finally learned how to hook sets through conversations
Bad
- I played it too safe alot of the times
- I choded alittle bit in the beggining
Revealed leassons
-your focus ultimatly determines your state, and altogether game. If its too high, you will get a state crash, If its not high enough, then you don't really respect it and throw it out the window.
-A way to keep a conversation interesting and fun is to embed little spikes such as playing guessing games, and exchanging opinions.
Revealed sticking points
-I tend to get desperate I'm going to run out of stuff to say, and start to ask random questions
-I overqualify my self when chick is all ready into me
-I don't qualify targets enough, and tend to give them too much reward when they jump my hoops
Thursday, January 21, 2010
FR 49 The return of chode mode!
Gonna keep this one very brief since I'm rushing
Mc faddens- I got out of work late and was tired. I hit up MCfaddens. Met up with Live forever, Southern style, and Sonic. all these guys did great. But as of lately I've been doing alittle better with conversations, and imediate attraction, how ever today for some reason I seemed to be back in square 1. My AA was kicking, And my conversation skills were less than perfect. I began opening very unenthusiastically. the 1st few didn't go well, then Southern style pushed me to approach a very attractive 2set. I went in. good response, of course they got turned off right after due to my lack of conversation skills. I approached some more but nothing noteworthy.
Operation creep out- Live forever challenged me to creep a set out. Since my AA was kinda high I thought it was a good idea, and I went up to a mixed 4set and used the only suicide crew opener that has a 100% Suicide rate. I mean not a single suicide crew member has been able to ever make it work. I call it the face opener. Went just as expected cept for 1 thing. after the chicks got creeped out, 1 of the dudes(drunk guy) slapped my hand, and I got PISSED!
Vicious(walking towards him, really pissed off tone)- Don't you ever, ever, fucking touch me again!
Chode(trying to look good but still pissing his panties)- Well you shouldn't be(I cut him off)
Vicious(really close to him)- No, don't ever fucking touch me again, I will punch you in the face!
HB- Calm down
Vicious- No fuck you, You're pissing me off
After that, this other dude tried to calm me down, and I did, Live forever as usual, supported me, and stood up for me. I relaized I probably shouldn't have gotten so pissed off, but anyway, lol It made good drama, and gave us something to talk about haha. I kept opening the rest of the night but nothing too noteworthy
Highlights(leassons learned will be in parenthesis like this)
2set HBs cockblocking battle- So I opened 2 cuties, it went well, and I started dancing with them, till I realized I had competition. there were 3 dudes, 1 was trying to DHV me, while the other 2 were trying to cockblock me and steal my target. After a while 1 of the dudes bodyblocked me. as you all know this is very effective so I knew I was in deep shit. I kept dancing and moved to the other side where I could reengage from the side. The dude saw me and tried to body block me again, but this time the chick saw me, and we made eye contact. It was time to pull the atomic bomb on him. I whipped out my camera, and grabbed the chicks hand, and asked the douchebag to take a picture of us. He had no choice but to be a tool and take pictures, but just as he was about to take the picture, her cockblocking friend came and pulled her away(Always be sure to bring a camera, its useful in many many ways)
Leassons learned
-its always good to observe sets to identify what type of person they are, this will tell you if they're the type of chicks you'll click with.
-Its always great to spike up conversations by using intrigue(credit Superman, its worked like a charm)
-Even in my weak days I finally found out how to get a chick to almost always respond to me with tonality but its hard to explain in text.
-after you start the conversation make sure you shift it to a more personal level and less general or you kill the sexual tension and it becomes just a friendly conversation.
Revealed sticking points-again lack of cultural knowledge
-I need to become more of a challenge
Mc faddens- I got out of work late and was tired. I hit up MCfaddens. Met up with Live forever, Southern style, and Sonic. all these guys did great. But as of lately I've been doing alittle better with conversations, and imediate attraction, how ever today for some reason I seemed to be back in square 1. My AA was kicking, And my conversation skills were less than perfect. I began opening very unenthusiastically. the 1st few didn't go well, then Southern style pushed me to approach a very attractive 2set. I went in. good response, of course they got turned off right after due to my lack of conversation skills. I approached some more but nothing noteworthy.
Operation creep out- Live forever challenged me to creep a set out. Since my AA was kinda high I thought it was a good idea, and I went up to a mixed 4set and used the only suicide crew opener that has a 100% Suicide rate. I mean not a single suicide crew member has been able to ever make it work. I call it the face opener. Went just as expected cept for 1 thing. after the chicks got creeped out, 1 of the dudes(drunk guy) slapped my hand, and I got PISSED!
Vicious(walking towards him, really pissed off tone)- Don't you ever, ever, fucking touch me again!
Chode(trying to look good but still pissing his panties)- Well you shouldn't be(I cut him off)
Vicious(really close to him)- No, don't ever fucking touch me again, I will punch you in the face!
HB- Calm down
Vicious- No fuck you, You're pissing me off
After that, this other dude tried to calm me down, and I did, Live forever as usual, supported me, and stood up for me. I relaized I probably shouldn't have gotten so pissed off, but anyway, lol It made good drama, and gave us something to talk about haha. I kept opening the rest of the night but nothing too noteworthy
Highlights(leassons learned will be in parenthesis like this)
2set HBs cockblocking battle- So I opened 2 cuties, it went well, and I started dancing with them, till I realized I had competition. there were 3 dudes, 1 was trying to DHV me, while the other 2 were trying to cockblock me and steal my target. After a while 1 of the dudes bodyblocked me. as you all know this is very effective so I knew I was in deep shit. I kept dancing and moved to the other side where I could reengage from the side. The dude saw me and tried to body block me again, but this time the chick saw me, and we made eye contact. It was time to pull the atomic bomb on him. I whipped out my camera, and grabbed the chicks hand, and asked the douchebag to take a picture of us. He had no choice but to be a tool and take pictures, but just as he was about to take the picture, her cockblocking friend came and pulled her away(Always be sure to bring a camera, its useful in many many ways)
Leassons learned
-its always good to observe sets to identify what type of person they are, this will tell you if they're the type of chicks you'll click with.
-Its always great to spike up conversations by using intrigue(credit Superman, its worked like a charm)
-Even in my weak days I finally found out how to get a chick to almost always respond to me with tonality but its hard to explain in text.
-after you start the conversation make sure you shift it to a more personal level and less general or you kill the sexual tension and it becomes just a friendly conversation.
Revealed sticking points-again lack of cultural knowledge
-I need to become more of a challenge
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Introduction
This is my initiation in whats going the be my personal diary in my social life. I'm greatful for the amazing experiences I've had in life! I named this blog Hero's Jurney because I am a hero, and in this blog I will keep record of my growth and the thrilling adventures I go through while in the chase of an undying dream!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
FR 48 Suicide crew vs PUA frame battle!
Setting- Local 16's
Wings- Zafer, Southern style, Live forever.
Mission- N/A
Focus- social intuition
I entered the venue, and found some guys I've been wanting to meet, such as Crazy Mike, Quick kill, and Magellan. I chatted with them for a while, and went to do my usual thing, but for some reason I wasn't hooking a single set. The place was packed, and I had a hard time focusing. I go to the downstair to try to regain focus.
Suicide crew vs Pua frame battle- It was hard to get wing assistance, or do the usual challenges, etc because it was extremely crowded. I guess it was time to roll solo. as I'm trying to shuffle my way through the crowd, I spot a guy giving another guy pick up instructions. he reeked of PUA. I was like, hmmm things are about to get interesting, I watch for a while, then move on. As I'm going up the stairs I spot 2 other guys, and 1 asks the other one, was she your target? I approach them
Vicious- So how long have you guys been in this?(friendly tone trying to get to know them)
PUA-(getting nervous with a sarcastic pissed off tone) What are you talking about?
Vicious-(thinking, damn are you seriously so ashamed of what you're doing) How long have you been into pick up(smiling pretty much letting him know hes being a chode by acting this way)
PUA-(shifty, and stuttery, with a really sarcastic tone trying to tool me)what are you talking about, dude you're so weird. (the dude turns to the other PUA both trying to tool me) did you hear this guy? what is he talking about(instead of leaving it alone, making a big deal)
Vicious-(smiling, pretty much giving them the its ok, I understand you're a tool look).........
PUA 2-(probably thought I was gonna call him out in front of everyone) So we still don't know what you're talking about. we thought you're were gonna say something funny, but you're not funny(weak attempt to get me to qualify my self)
Vicious-(giving them the I gave you the last chance to be open and make more pua friends) ummm(sarcastic tone) Actually that is pretty funny(implying that what they're doing is retarded and silly)
After that they stared at me for a while. I walk up the stairs and find Live forever, tooling 2 other PUAs. I tell him dude this place is crawing with puas. Live forever says, yea I just told this dude I'm a 3 toed cammel. We decided to bounce. It must have been a bootcamp
The tides turn- We bounce to grand central, And for some reason, my success increases exponentially. Chicks begin to open me left and right. the chicks I open are super receptive, and the rest of the night goes excellent. Souther style makes a rebirth and is back in full action.
Revealed sticking points-In social settings, after hanging out with chicks for a while, I start runing out of things to say and stuff to do, and start losing value, until interactions go stale.
-I sometimes don't know how to behave in big groups
Wings- Zafer, Southern style, Live forever.
Mission- N/A
Focus- social intuition
I entered the venue, and found some guys I've been wanting to meet, such as Crazy Mike, Quick kill, and Magellan. I chatted with them for a while, and went to do my usual thing, but for some reason I wasn't hooking a single set. The place was packed, and I had a hard time focusing. I go to the downstair to try to regain focus.
Suicide crew vs Pua frame battle- It was hard to get wing assistance, or do the usual challenges, etc because it was extremely crowded. I guess it was time to roll solo. as I'm trying to shuffle my way through the crowd, I spot a guy giving another guy pick up instructions. he reeked of PUA. I was like, hmmm things are about to get interesting, I watch for a while, then move on. As I'm going up the stairs I spot 2 other guys, and 1 asks the other one, was she your target? I approach them
Vicious- So how long have you guys been in this?(friendly tone trying to get to know them)
PUA-(getting nervous with a sarcastic pissed off tone) What are you talking about?
Vicious-(thinking, damn are you seriously so ashamed of what you're doing) How long have you been into pick up(smiling pretty much letting him know hes being a chode by acting this way)
PUA-(shifty, and stuttery, with a really sarcastic tone trying to tool me)what are you talking about, dude you're so weird. (the dude turns to the other PUA both trying to tool me) did you hear this guy? what is he talking about(instead of leaving it alone, making a big deal)
Vicious-(smiling, pretty much giving them the its ok, I understand you're a tool look).........
PUA 2-(probably thought I was gonna call him out in front of everyone) So we still don't know what you're talking about. we thought you're were gonna say something funny, but you're not funny(weak attempt to get me to qualify my self)
Vicious-(giving them the I gave you the last chance to be open and make more pua friends) ummm(sarcastic tone) Actually that is pretty funny(implying that what they're doing is retarded and silly)
After that they stared at me for a while. I walk up the stairs and find Live forever, tooling 2 other PUAs. I tell him dude this place is crawing with puas. Live forever says, yea I just told this dude I'm a 3 toed cammel. We decided to bounce. It must have been a bootcamp
The tides turn- We bounce to grand central, And for some reason, my success increases exponentially. Chicks begin to open me left and right. the chicks I open are super receptive, and the rest of the night goes excellent. Souther style makes a rebirth and is back in full action.
Revealed sticking points-In social settings, after hanging out with chicks for a while, I start runing out of things to say and stuff to do, and start losing value, until interactions go stale.
-I sometimes don't know how to behave in big groups
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