FR 46 Insanity! (Day game)

Setting- Georgetown campus
Wings- Superman, Andras, Bruno
Mission- 15 approaches
Focus- Set hooking/ # closing

So I'm still rusty, but confident daygame wise. I'm going to the Proffessional pick up meet up, and I'm pumped. We meet up with andras and bruno. We make 2 teams, and sarge in different areas. Superman and I take the campus. and Andras and bruno take the local shops.

Epiphany!
I start out with a moving hb with some big ass books. Its not like me to go indirect but W/e I give it a shot and tell her I'm interested in finances and checking out the schools(Its actually true btw)
HB- hmmm IDK, what type of business?
Vicious- Online bussiness, but they don't seem to have anything like that here, blah, blah
HB- hmmmm I don't believe there's a department for that blah, blah, blah
Vicious- I figured since you had the biggest books(playful tone, implying shes nerdy as hell)
HB- hahaha, yea they're my (insert proffession) books. I had to take them to class blah, blah
Vicious- Just don't hit anyone with those, you'll kill them.
Sha laughed, we chatted some more. I go in for the kill, she denies me, I move on. So I realized why people like indirect game. I thought it was just because most are big pussies, but in reality, the ability they have to create conversations, and hook sets is very good, how ever transitioning to showing interest is much tougher. Indirect are not my style I thought to my self but maybe I can find a way to somehow use their ability.

New weapon- preassure release!
My usual direct approaches After I go direct, in the beggining I used to get complete shutdowns, later I was able to get numbers, but very few times was I able to build a genuine conversation, because after the opening, there would be so much preassure on them, that it was impossible to have a normal conversation after that. even when they tried. So this time I went in for the kill as usual, but I quickly transition to something indirect

exe 1(normal direct)
Vicious- hey
HB- hi
Vicious- You're so freaking cute I had to come over and say hi
Massive preassure build up- as the HB is about to talk even if she likes me she can't even concentrate cuz its so awkward
HB- well thank you
Awkwardness- at this point, randomly talking about anything seems contrived, and the chick is looking for anyway to get away from me to release the awkward preassure(remember awkwardness is chick's kryptonite)

Exe 2(preassure release)
Vicious- Hey
HB- Hi
Vicious- You're so freaking cute, I had to come talk to you, but you look mean(funny facial expression)
Preassure release- the little extra line there with the facial expression all ready gets their mind away from my being put on the spot like that, yet they still know I'm making no secret about my intentions
HB- LOL I'm not mean, blah, blah, blah
Vicious- I'm actually scouting the area for schools, blah blah(Indirect approach concept)
Preassure release- Now the indirect completely ocupied their mind, and I can enjoy the benefits of the indirect, while at the same time I don't have to beat around the bush. at this point, going for the number is not awkward at all, and it also gives her a chance to like me even more by my stories and subcoms.

My set hooking thanks to this increased exponentially, and though I only got 1 # close, I definetly saw the massive improvement, and btw the number was from a chick who had a bf, and was trying so hard not to like me, and she couldn't resisit in the end.

Highlights(leassons learned will be in parenthesis like this)
HB9 indian chick- So the place gets super dark and approaching get creepier and creepier, but with my new weapon, chicks are still very receptive, I spot this chick all covered up(its cold outside) She looks like she might be ugly, but I can't see her well and there aren't that many targets so I go in. after I say hey, she looks at me, and is BEAUTIFUL! she catches me off guard, and I actually stutter alittlebit, but quickly gain my composure. She super hot but confident in my new weapon, I proceed, and she hooks hard. I walk with her for like 20 mins. I go in for the kill but she denies me. I can tell she wants me though. instead of pushing I eject(When chicks are very hot, even if they're into you alot of the time they still refuse because they don't wanna feel easy and defeated. I believe this is where witt combined with persistance completely shatters their frame. Had I not let her looks defeat my balls, I would have closed her)

asian hb8 cool chick- I mentioned how I liked her style, and used my same weapon. she hooked but before she did, she threw a curb ball to test me. hb "really, I didn't know my style was any different than any of the people here" Vicious "well, you have the assholish, yet cool vive, and it kinda goes well with the whole conservative look" she laughed and hooked hard after that. again this chick was so my type, and I was so attracted to her, that I ejected and didn't go for the kill. ugh! She cought me off guard, but since I genuinely liked her, and I know what type of chick I like, I was able to improv.(transparency, and honesty is by far the strongest form of game there is)

BF chick- Same deal. I went direct, then used preassure release, and didn't give her a chance to answer. she got attracted to me, and after a while I went for the kill. she said oh I have a boyfriend. Normally when they say this its bullshit, but I can tell she wasn't lying, and I could also tell she was definetly into me. I said, who cares, as friends or something. She said "it doesn't matter?" me "nah" HB "ok(smiles)"

FR 47 Suicide crew's counterparts, Faz, Djinn

So its my 1st time day gaming since the whole month of december and since my Jersey travels. I feel rusty and the anxietys building up. I'm about to give my big speech about the Suicide system. I meet up with Superman, and he happens to be with his 2 original wings(my predecesors) Faz, & Djinn. It didn't click right away until later I realized who these 2 dudes were. It turns out they happened to be our counter parts! except in different scenarios, and different time frames.

Vicious counterpart Faz- In suicide crew I seem to be the expert in day game, and my closing rate is rather good. it also happens to be where the suicide missions were born, and I'm known for my ability to act when the going gets tuff. as I got to know them better I recall Faz was the dude that completely burnt his rep. in his entire campus, and even got the cops on his ass for being so ballsy. I mean this guy is 1 of the few I even heard of really putting everything on the line for his dream! His main experience is day game, and from what I noticed has done tons of day Suicide missions, but just hasn't called them that. I had been anxious to meet such a dude. As soon as I got in the building, I spotted a hot 4 set of asian chicks, and my AA was kicking, but I was still determined to approach them. At the same time I see Faz walk up to this other seated 4set of caucasian hbs, and hook them for a while, with no hesitation whatsoever. I'm like WTF. I go and open my seated 4set of asian hbs, and hook them for a while. Our game styles seem to be rather similar, and so are our stories. Impressive! I see him open anything, with not a single sign of fear. and uses the craziest lines on chicks(wtf he was just way too similar) I go outside to talk on the phone and I open this cute chick standing next to me and I forgot if I number closed her or not. While on the meeting, he spots a cutie, leaves the meeting to go approach her(damn way, way too similar) after some more system discussion, I spot this cute asian chick walking. I leave the meeting to approach her. she happens to walk outside, and its dark as hell and its a little alley. she notices I'm behind her and gets creeped out since its so dark. I acknowlege this right away and tell her "I don't mean to be creepy but I had to come and talk to you"(this seemed counter intuitive, but I recall AFC adam talking about bringing shit up before it becomes an issue so I tried it and it totally worked.) She was very receptive, but I had a hard time comunicating with her after that since her english wasn't that good. I ejected. As we head back to the metro(usually my strongest game) I talk with faz. He opens this cute chick waiting on the metro which will arrive in 20 mins. hooks her the entire time, and walks in with her. I go and wait for my green line. Open this chick sitting down, and after alittle chit chat, close her as I'm arriving home. I don't think he got to know me well enough to realize what was going on, but I did, and it was a weirdly awesome experience!

Live forever counterpart Djinn- Live forever Happens to be the master at night game, his AA tends to hit him hard during daygame, but when it comes to night game, I've seen no equal to him. his kino is flawless, and so is his frame control. he consistently gets makeouts, and day 2s in night settings, and the last lays he's gotten have been through night game. I talked to Djinn but didn't really see him game, but I heard that he completely tared the night when they all went out(I was working so had to miss it) I also heard that Faz tared things up during day game that same day. Djinn seemed to also have a similar mindset to live forever, and so was his personality abit. I wasn't really there to see him with my own eyes, but I could see resemblances just from interacting with him in that Suicide meeting

Leassons learned
The game gives you experiences that people would never even dream off!
No one should ever bitch about things being too tough. theres always someone else doing the same or more than you are.

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FR 46 Insanity!

Location- ESL
Wings- Live forever, Weekend at bernie's, Wolf Howls
Mission- 3 off the hook challenges each. get shut down 10 times
Focus- Social intuition

Normally when Live forever's in the building, no one can beat him. he's just too freaking good, but this time I was fighting the larva version of him since he decided to do sober game, so I thought now I actually stand a chance, lets go whoop some Live forever butt!

Challenge face off- I decide to start out light and gave him the head opener. He hesitated since he had just arrived and couldn't depend on alcohol, but of course he did it, and as usual hooked hard(failed the shut down challenge lol).
I believe I was supposed to spin a girl(douche knows my kino game is weak) I found a chick by the bar, opened her, she hooked, and outta nowhere I grabbed her hand and spun her. She got turned off by that since my spins are still kinda contrived since I still need kino experience(passed both the shut down, and the kino challenge lol)
2nd challenge Live forever- grab a dancing chick, spin her, and follow with a claw right after that. Live forever goes in and flawlessly does it(Damn that sucks).
2nd challenge Vicious wildfire- Use a double head opener on a hot 3 set. I go in and complete the challenge, I don't remember if I got shut down or not.
3rd challenge Live forever- Approach a hot 2 set and make them hold hands(or something along those lines) he really hesitates with that hot 2 set, and freezes up a couple of times but he goes in and gets the chicks to hold hands
3rd challenge Vicious wildfire- Approach a hot 2 set and make them switch drinks(I have no idea how in the hell om gonna be able to do this. my mind is completely blank and no ideas come to my head) I go in and semi hook, then I'm like h/o let me see something. I grab their drinks and give the oposite drink to each. they don't bite, and cross hands each grabbing their original drinks(Damn, I lose to Live forever again)

Comedy central- We finish the challenges and now its a free for all. We talk to Weekend at bernie's since he happens to work in a comedy club, we challenge him to do a keys to the VIP challenge(pretend you're a working comedian, and tell them a joke to try to make them laugh) He opens the biggest group and passes the challenge, lol everybody start saying some pretty retarded funny jokes. I learn shitloads about conversations in this set that lasted like 25 mins.

after the challenges we each went our separate ways, approaching who ever we pleased.

Highlights

hot 5 set, wing assistance- I spot this very hot Asian woman. I freeze up, and for some reason I check her out creepy like(I usually don't do this but I sliped this time) she suddenly looks at me and catches me staring at her, and gives me somewhat dirty looks(I'm like oh crap I blew it) Next I see shes a part of a 5 set. Suddenly I say to Superman, watch me get blown out. I go in and hear them talking about sexual harrassment. Suddenly they stop talking and look at me. I make a joke about the sexual harrasment thing, they laugh. I say hi to the asian chick. she say Hi(in a very receptive tone. wtf wasn't expecting this at all) I say, well i'm going to sexually harrass you by saying you're really hot. her AWWW thank you so much, blah, blah, blah(again wtf?) we chit chat, but I don't know how to handle the whole group. Live forever steps in and wings me. we talk for a while, then the convo dies out and we lose em

Cute hb iso- The crew is gonne, its only me and Wolf howls left, I spot this cute chick, make eye contact with her. I say don't you love crowded places?(sarcastically) she responds well, I grab her and dance with her alittle bit, then we chit chat, I make her guess my nationality(credit to Superman) its on. Wolf shows up and tells me to Iso. I tell her we should sit so we can talk some more. we sit on the couch. I half ass palm read her, and we hold hands. We talk some more, my arm is around her, and our cheeks are touching. I start getting horney as hell. we talk for a while, I'm getting nervous about going for the makeout. My phone is dead, and I don't know my #(new phone) we pull a bunch of stunts to exchange numbers. we talk some more, she kisses me in the cheeks like 3 times. I go in for the makeout, and she playfully denies me. I say sry you're just too cute. I qualify her some more, we talk alittle more and I try again, we touch lips and she denies me after that and says "you're so bad" its clear she wants to make out but doesn't wanna feel like a slut. I don't know how to overcome this in the end. so after some more chatting I just bounce.

overall lessons

ISO, ISO, ISO. its sooo fucking important. It made all the difference, I always forget to do it, and I noticed the clear difference when you iso. Kino is much much, easier, and so is comfort building, and its compliance it self.

Preassure release- this leasson is actually from daygame, but haven't gotten to writte those frs yet, its very important so I don't wanna forget. During daygame, when you go direct what tends to happen is theres way too much preassure on the chick and even if she likes you, it usually ends up in a shut down, but If you go direct, and right after that you release the tension by changing the subject, or saying something funny, then the preassure is gone and they still know why you're talking to them so you don't have to be creepy about your intentions

Revealed sticking points

-I rarely bounce chicks or iso.
-When I go for the kiss I do it half assed so instead of getting the makeout, I end up getting just a peck. gotta go all out
-Gotta learn more about current events and pop culture. its really fucking up my conversational game
-I have to define my qualifiers better, and make them more solid
-sometimes my reactions come across fake, need to work on my congruence with emotional circutry
-LOL I have ADD sometimes when I'm in set. gotta learn to listen better

FRs 37-45 Internalization!

Btw this is an estimate of frs I didn't post here. This was by far the weirdest plateau I've gone through because it felt like I was progressing and regressing at the same time. The whole month of December started with dissaster, and it got worse.

Regression- Suddenly everything I believed I had all ready overcomed, had vanished before me. Keep in mind my social fear was pretty close to none existant, I was all ready getting makeouts, and my sets were finally hooking. Suddenly I start getting consistent blow outs, I become introverted again, and my AA shoots to the sky! Back to square 1, while at the same time I have a group to lead. Its almost as if that hero the crew saw in me was replaced by a chode. Like a dream I suddenly wake up from!

The drift- Live forever strives to keep the flame alive! I chode and he has a hard time training me. Everything I've been preaching about life for years is being challenged. Persevearance, will power, faith, etc. Become more of a challenge each day. But as I look around me, everyone seems to be in the same situation. The Suicide crew begins to drift appart. We decide to put the crew on hold for the whole month. We go our separate ways, and sarge how ever we can when ever we can with no specific goals.

Battle preparation- Going out gets harder and harder, but at the same time, something strange starts happening within me. My outter game gets worse and worse while my feelings seem to slightly change every night I go out. It's very hard to explain but I start noticing little things that I didn't seem to notice before. My attitude begins to change. What ever it is, its preparing me for whats about to come

Facing my past- Its time to go back to Jersey for a long period.
This is a long and very complex story but basically, In my Jersey stay, everything that has hunted me in the past, comes back to test me in every way possible. But there's 1 particular test that keeps coming at different stages of my life, and it comes back again! I pass many tests that I had previously failed, but I still fail the main one. How ever this time, I got closer to passing it than ever. I get depressed in Jersey, and extremely moody. I have no clue whats happening within me. I begin to attack everyone around me including my family. As much of an asshole that I'm being, people still seem to flock to me, and give a respect I've never gotten before. Everyone starts making plans around me. people everywhere treat me like a celebrity. the same people that have been dickheads to me in the past! at first I think its only because They havent seen me in a while, but as I speak to them, I notice they all see me as their hope. To this day I still have no clue why.

Internalization- The Jersey travel was full of emotional instability but I later realized it was due to the fact that my field time has truly helped me form my identity, which is why things that didn't seem to matter before, this time, they did. I come back to DC and the crew is back in action. I'm very nervous about my first field experience back in DC. But as I see women walking, I start noticing huge change in me. Every set begins to hook, and things start going really well once again, but this time around, its very different from the past aparent improvements. I suddenly start understanding women better. I have no idea what it is but there seems to be a very strange power within me. everything sworta begins to really make sense, and all tha instability vanishes.
After much analyzing, I noticed I had internalized many things but the main thing that changed right before my eyes was my belief system. I had such a negative belief system, and out of the blue it vanished. And this new belief system serves me well now.

FR 36 First solo mission as Suicide member!

If you guys can recall, I mentioned to some of you that I once did a solo mission before the comunity, and I eyed this very cute asian chick. she opened me, but there was a dude who was also compeeting for her, and he came with his 6 friends. I had no friends, and as hard as I fought, compeeting against 7 cockblocks was pretty impossible. I remember this night I wen't home really depressed, because I realized I had never really had friends that cared for me, the few friends I had in Jersey would never go out of their way to help me like those guys helped him. I would never expect that only a month or 2 later I would find such an amazing circle of friends.

Fast forward to today- With Suicide crew, and other friends I've made amazing progress in only 1 month and a half. Today I called them, and other guys, and nobody seemed to be going out. I had a few more options, but it was clear that solo was still something I was purposely overlooking. I was very nervous and recalling my last solo experience. this was going to truly test how much progress I really made. I could have gone straight from work, but I was making excuses to my self, and decided to go home first. I called people, and wasted my time trying to tell my self I was doing my best to make it. I got ready and it was late. I was all ready contemplating the idea of staying home. It was clear I was sabotaging my self. It was 1:30 and I was still home, They shut down adams morgan at 2:30, it takes 30 mins to walk there, which means if I went, I would only have 30mins to sarge. Thats exactly what I did. On my way there my emotional circutry was firing, I had a very weird mix of emotions.

Vicious unleashed- I arrived there at exactly 2:05 and the place looked deserted, and cold. I had no time to waste, so I quickly scouted the venues to see which was better. Most were empty. I saw heaven or hell but theres a cover there, How ever I had come with the intention of excercising my persuasive powers. I befriended the bouncer and got in for free(Something I could never do before) I spotted a few chicks. My AA was kicking, then 1 made eye contact. I used the dancing opener. It hooked, It went well until I went for the makeout. She was married. My focus was still persuation but the best I could get outta this chick was a kiss on the cheek, and a face turn from the makeout. Still it was something I wasn't able to do before. I also managed to stop a girl on the street, with pure eye contact, and danced with her. I was clearly a different man.

New weapon- If you recall in 1 of my FRs I made an insta wing. I was runing out of time and no sets whatsoever. How ever I was aiming to try my new weapon. I went in this little place and spotted like 7 dudes, 1 was gaming the only 2 chicks, while the other one was giving advice, They also seemed to have PUA uniforms(Don't ask me what they are, I just know how to spot them) I stayed and watched. They started walking out. As we hit the down I asked 1 of them so is this like field training(lol) he played stupid and kept walking. I went to the leader and said, I can see when guys are running game(or something along those lines) Mind if I join you?(leadership tone) The guy said sure thing man blah, blah, blah. The rest of the night I totally became the leader, and started calling the shots. I told them tales of Suicide missions, and my crew(without revealing the comunity) they were captivated. I bummed 2 shots, and 2 beers outta them, and opened a lonewolf in front of them. They number closed me and are eager to hang with me again.

Dreams of a new lifestyle- Some of my life long dreams, are so close to me, I can feel them. and with this new ability I have to make friends everywhere I go, another one of my demons has vanished, and once again that feeling of satisfaction has taken over.

FR 35 Power shift!

Tonight I don't really count as a FR because I had Major help but it was very fun while at the same time it felt very wrong. Our boy Mike diamond bought a table in midtown. It was something I wasn't used to so I had a hard time adapting to it. I First tried my skill with out the help of the table. Couldn't hook at all. Then I decided to be selfish and cheat alittle. I was amazed at how little dignity girls had, and how fake they were. I literally wasn't able to connect with any of them, and the fact that they were soo fake and pretended to like me and the rest of the crew because of the table, disgusted me. Either way I've never liked midtown cuz to me people there all ready seem fake most of the time(yeah maybe my limiting belief) But I really don't like the type of crowd that goes there. I was anoyed, disgusted, and amused at how far they were willing to take this. I decided to become a straight up ASSHOLE. hardcore. I know its not healthy, and blah blah, but Hey it was gonna be a new experience and I disrespected those people so why not. I was literally probably like tony montana in the end scene of scarface, when hes high, gone and a complete monster. I got drunk and brought girls to the table, to later kick them out in the most horrible ways. One particular one, wanted to grab a drink, and I took it from her.
Vicious- "No you're not drinking"
HB gold digger- "Why"
Vicious- "First of all you're all ready drunk, second of all you don't deserve it, sit over there"
HB gold digger- I don't like your attitude
Vicious- Leave the fucking table, go, I don't want you here!
The HB gold digger, put her head down, grabbed her stuff and left. Another one that had previously shut me down, came over with a bunch of guys and they were sitting at our table. I turned to andy and asked him if he knew them, he said no.
Vicious(to the chick and the guys)- Who do you guys know in here, why are you here
HB- You mean we can't even sit here
Vicious- this is not your table, I don't want you here, You can sit over there.
HB(to all her friends)- Let's get the fuck outta here, they don't want us here
Vicious- LOL does it affect you that much that we don't want you here? Just go over there.

After that night I heard similar stories from the rest of the crew. I found out most of us were being straight up assholes. I'm always against arrogant assholes, And I'm not this way my self, but I'm also a big fan of trying new experiences out, and so I did, I now know how Bitches feel and why they're such bitches. And by bitches I don't mean girls in general, I mean the few Bitches that like to hurt people's feelings. Overall I learned some very important leassons this night. I also learned how very empty shallow people feel inside and why they're so bitter. Its because no one cares about them at an emotional level. Its truly frustrating feeling. I thank Mike diamond for giving me this experience, I learned so many things. That whole night I didn't game, I just wanted to see how stupid people really were.

FR 34 Battle of game styles!

Tonight was facinating. I had a blast. I got a call from Live forever to meet at ESL. the guys from the meet up were to game there. I haven't gamed in a bit so I was a bit nervous, also knowing that I'm still stuck on the 3 plateaus. But I was also excited. I arrived at ESL and met up with Live forever, Mike diamond, Weekend at bernies, Tigro, Andras, and some other PUAs. I've been hanging so much with the Suicide crew that I totally forgot other game styles existed lol.

Joining the Suicide ranks- The one thing that the Suicide crew is known for is hooking sets, but It's 1 thing I've really struggled with. I had just arrived and Live forever all ready had bussiness for me. We rushed to the inside. I spotted 2 Very attractive european women. I knew if I didn't approach them on my own, Live forever was gonna be on my ass . So I went straight for the kill. I kept in mind the advice on my 3 plateaus. Came in with strong tonality. They hooked hard(I was like WTF) as I gamed them, Andras joined in to wing. I had just met him and heard good things about him. He didn't dissapoint, and turned out to be a pretty good wing man. Not only was I able to hook, but I managed to stay in set for about 20 mins which to me was pretty impossible Since I have poor conversation skills. Male friend came, and I introduced my self, number closed her, and ejected shortly after(should have stayed)
This told me it was gonna be a good night.

Battle of styles- Very soon as I interacted with other comunity members, I realized Vicious style and the style the Suicide crew has adopted was very weird to other comunity members, but on that same note, it was very effective as well. I attempted to wing tigro, but our styles were way too different and so were our mindsets, in a good way. Tigro thought I was making field mistakes, when in reality LOL breaking social rules is the core of suicide crew's style. Soon he saw Live forever in action, using the same style to great success. While at the same time I saw Tigro hooking a set with his own style. After exchanging game, we each grew to respect each others game type.

Vicious style- I met a dude who didn't seem to be PUA but was there to pick up chicks. I decided to take him with me to try some Suicide challenges. My 1st challenge, he had to use the head opener(putting your hand on a girls head and keeping it there) This was totally weird and unusual to him so his AA kicked, but he did it hit and run style. Wasn't exactly what I had in mind but hey, he did it. My turn. He requested I dance with the chick in front of me(I've done this thousands of times. piece of cake) I used my dancing opener and she hooked hard. I ejected after a while of dancing. Then he failed the Marry me opener(you have to ask a chick to marry you) So I gave him a lighter one. He wasn't able to excecute it but was doing very well. A gutsy energetic kid. He was able to expand his mind about whats possible. I kept doing the head opener to great success and was finally hooking sets.

Temporary ONITIS!- I spotted a very cute Korean chick. Asian chicks are my kryptonite so I was choding. Suddenly I met Brother James. I bragged about my head opener. He said you don't need openers, I said, this one is fun. He requested a demo. It was on. I used it on the Korean chick. It hooked hard. As I kept gaming her my attraction was growing. She was into me and Fucking kino went to sleep again. She even started kinoing me, and I couldn't get my self to kino her. I chatted with her for about 25 mins, She let me invade her space and I couldn't get my self to kino her. The friend tried to cockblock me the whole time but couldn't do it. I ejected, gamed some more and then came out to the patio with my new wing. I spotted a 2 set, he was all ready on his way to them, It turned out to be the same korean chick with the friend(CRAP) Luckily he opened the friend and not the Korean chick. He got their names and introduced me to them(not knowing I had all ready gamed them) I pretended to just have met her, and she laughed. This time we were very close to each other, I looked her in the eye and my heart started pounding, and my penis was waking up It was clear I had to go for the kill but this oneitis was fucking me up. After some light kino, she said I have to use the ladies room. I number closed her and reached over and kissed her. she responded very well to it, and then left to use the rest room. I was dying to makeout with her. Found her later on that night but couldn't really get my self to reapproach. She got number closed by other dudes. It's clear I had some competition. Oh yea also got semibusted by the friend since she came back and said "Your friend is a very good wingman" LOL funny thing is the dude knew nothing about the game, and I don't use routines, so how we got busted is beyond me, but I was like, huh? Yeha I guess he is(like I didn't know what was going on)

Special thanks- My 3 plateaus- Tonality, Conversations, Kino. and tonight I beat the shit outta the 3, managed to make some good allies, and kissed one of the cutest asian chicks I ever kissed in my life(1st cute Asian chick through cold approach) I give special thanks to Live forever for coaching me with such patience, The Suicide crew, and all the Puas that have helped me. Thank you for making my life better.

FR 33 A taste of true social freedom!

Btw IDK If you guys have noticed that I'm leaving my FRs undetailed, and I'm not setting clear challenges etc. It's because I'm taking the whole December off as vacation although I'm still sarging. I just can't do it as consistently because of all the holidays, work, NJ visits, etc. as well as the rest of the Suicide crew. We'll be back in full action by January

The crew hit MC Faddens today. It was semi target rich, and there were some pretty decent sets. The mood was on, and as usual I arrived late since I had work. It turns out that Southern style had brought with him that legendary state that automatically pulls girls towards him, and Live forever was kinda twisted all ready and seemed to have . I was the only one who didn't seem to have that glow with me. but then again, I always excecute even when I'm out of state. I all ready knew it was gonna be a good night.

Hide and seek- So I'm ready to get my ass shut down, till Southern style mentions there's an old friend waiting for me. Suddenly my memory comes back. I remember the Fat chick from the previous FR threatened she would be there on thursday! "Oh crap" Sure enough, she wasn't hard to spot. Live forever takes me outside to coach me. As I hit the downstairs, I try to weasel my way past her without being spotted. I manage to open the door, thinking I was sleek. And there she comes! ugh. after like 3 attempts to open me, and me playing it cold, she gets the hint. thank goodness. Live forever coaches me and directs me.

My struggle- As usual. I attempt the missions but I still can't execute effectively. Once again, I get frustrated, and dissapointed, but extremely eager to overcome this. I open sets using the loud tonality. they finally start hooking but that still leaves the Kino, and conversational plateaus to deal with. Live forever keeps demoing for me and I still can't do it. ugh! Southern style is left gaming all my abandoned sets(bastard!) Southern style hooks sets left and right as expected.

True social freedom/bringing the matrix to life- Normally I don't give much credit to people who use alcohol as a crutch but I must admit, this was such an amazing display of game. Live foreve went on an absolute rampage. He used the most ridiculous self invented routines, did some of the most socially unaccepted things, and got away with it. His frame was so unbelievably strong, that people felt absolutely owned by him. He coached me while I was in set, in front of them. For this one night he was truly socially free, and had brought a reality to life that I had only read about. Although there was NO way in hell I could possibly reproduce such a thing with my current state, Thanks to this, I was able to eliminate some of my limiting beliefs. Now I know, anything can really be done with the right beliefs. I mean if I told this guy to bark at someone, he would have done it and hooked!

I still couldn't overcome my sticking points the rest of the night, but once again, the learning experience and exposure I got were priceless!

Leassons learned

People are too worried about their own insecurities to give a shit about your actions

Must remember to make conversation playfull as oppesed to deep.

Must remember to lead the conversation to useful seduction subjects

FR 32 Three tought challenges!

So if I understand correctly, the way this works, is you start out really good. then you hit a plateau, and start sucking. after alot of asswhooping, you break it, and you do good again until you hit another one, and so on and so on.
My first plateau was a fucked up social fear. I created the suicide missions, and later the Suicide crew was created out of that same plateau that held us all back. After shitloads of pain and struggle, we managed to break free. not totally but enough for us to work. This was probably the toughest for Southern style. And he's finally free. At this point, I make very quick progress, until inevitably I hit the next one. this one turns out to be a bitch. This is sexual fear, It's so fucked up, that I start breaking down. After plenty of analysis, and loads of self arguments, I manage to stop the breakdowns. I start doing good, and getting makeouts. I think I'm through with it, but it comes back to bite me in the ass.

3 tough challenges- So I'm stuck in this sexual fear plateau. But as I attempt to kino in order to get past it, I notice I can't hook sets for my life. This ultimately reveals my next plateau, which happens to be tonality/voice projection. Thanks to Live forever I'm able to realize how creepy I come across to people. Once I'm able to semi-hook sets, I notice how poor my conversational skills are. This is due to my lack of knowledge about culture or anything in general, and my inability to make my convos interesting. These 3 have been kicking my ass left and right. But I actually enjoy the ass whooping. It feels like your second day in the gym. you know, that day you have a hard time sitting on the machine cuz even your ass is sore, and you know you're about to go through some serious pain.

My coach/the antidote- I hit up ESL with Suicide crew, and some other guys. We focus on hooking sets. This whole time I've gotten advice but I haven't been able to execute it. Live forever is my coach in these 3 plateaus. The focus is tonality. Finally, after a while of trial and error, I'm able to have the right tonality for a while. I'm able to hook sets better but I'm still not able to retain them. after the tonality practice, We come up with the goofiest openers, and they actually hook pretty fucking well. So now I work on my conversational skills. after alot awkward silences, I'm able to start seeing the structure of conversation, and getting some basic transitions. At the end of the night, I practice kino through dancing but I've been out all day and forgot to put on deodorant so my armpit stinks LOL. I scare 2 girls away with the whole armpit.

The fire burns- the girls in a 2 set decide to be complete bitches to me because I approach them. Normally I would let it go, but lately I tend to bite back when I'm attacked, because I genuinely believe that I'm doing them a favor by approaching them, and thats no way to thank me. 1 tells me to go away. I'm like wow and I stick out my hands like saying touchy. the other one says, don't think about touching my friend(basically thinking that I'm so desperate that I'll touch them after they're being bitches) After all this bitchines I figure out why they're like this. Something in their tone gives it away. It turns out they're super insecure because they're very average, and theres some hot women compared to them. I capitalize on it. I reopen them, take a look at them, and say "you guys are like, the hottest ones in this whole place" in a super sarcastic tone and disgusted body language. I had no clue this was gonna be such an atomic bomb. After I drop this bomb, they look at each other in a very insecure way, and don't know what to do with them selves, they feel insulted and cought off guard. Then I say "have a good day" in a burlesque tone. They feel so shut down its pathetic. jeeze I still can't believe there are women that insecure out there.

Although this night wasn't the best as far as pick up goes, I learned SO much its insane, I was also finally able to scratch the surface with the 3 plateaus

Leassons learned
-Nobody gives a damn, cuz most people are too insecure about themselves anyway
-this one is hard to explain via text but I learned kinda how to transition conversation wise.
-the head opener(lol My creation thank you very much)- this one is cool as hell. Just put your hand on a woman's head, and leave it there creepy like for a little bit. normally they'll turn around and put their hand on your head. its so funny and hooks extremely well
-the funny dance(Live forever's)- I still suck at this one but it's so money once you get good. all you have to do is dance super goofy and retarded in front of your target. When done properly it builds massive social proof, and attraction

FR 31 Giant Suicide vortex!

This day was very weird in a good way. There has been a great need for a system for Suicide crew. I met up with Southern style, and we worked all day on a very powerful system meant to increase Suicide crew's efficiency as well, as it's growth potential, as well as providing each member with a customized game plan with great resources. I can't give much more away, but we started our master plan and is all ready moving to action.

Southern style's awakening- We hit MC Faddens. It wasn't very target rich, but it had some hot women. We started our approaches as usual. Southern style, Zafer, Styfley, and Weekend at Bernie's were all ready handling bussiness. As usual, I approached but wasn't hooking many sets. Everything seemed normal, but Southern style was on fire. What ever was holding him back, sure as hell dissapeared cuz this man has been on fire ever since I got back. His innate ability to hook sets became invaluable. I went away for a second. Southern style had full control of the entire scene. When I came back, Zafer had hooked this very hot hired gun following Southern style's script.

Giant Vortex- Suddenly the entire crew we came with, was in the middle of the venue. Southern style had such a powerful aura, that the crew quickly adopted. Before we knew it, it turned into a huge vortex of fun. Every single person on the venue, specially the hot chicks started being drawn to us. It got so crazy that we literally became the life of the entire venue. our social proof was up the roof, and the struggles we had together made us become close friends. That closeness combined with everyones powerful states created and unstoppable force.

The good samaritan- I had spotted a 3 set. 2 hot chicks, and the super fat sidekick. I was digging one of the hot chicks. I had a hard time approaching her due to all the obstructions between us. As I fought my way through the crowd, the fat chick spotted me and started trying to grind me(ugh how unlucky) I made about 3 attempts to eject, but she was determined to game me. I was gonna shut her down, but Southern style, and Zafer gave me the "don't be an asshole" look. They had a point. I hate bitches, so I couldn't be an asshole. Someone had to take one for the team. I humored her, and there went my chances to game the hot friend. Suddenly I hear the hot friend mention how attracted she is to a dude. The dude is super tall and built, and has a pretty boy face, But he is extremely shy(wall flower) I try to hook them up(there goes my chance to game the hot one. but then again, I all ready lost it due to the fat chick choosing me) Hooking them up is not an easy task. they're both EXTREMELY shy, and I have to keep playing cupid for a while, until they finally talk and exchange numbers. On other news, I can't seem to be able to get rid of the fat chick. She even tries to make out with me ugh. I still manage to have fun and enjoy the music even though I got a 250lb load grinding on me. In the end she threatens to see me on tuesday and thursday(I'm scared shitless lol) and number closes me. Although I didn't get anything special outta this interaction, I was able to see how chicks feel when a chode approaches them, and I was also able to do 2 good deeds so I felt good about my self, and of course I had a fucking blast thanks to Southern style and the rest of the crew.