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Brother James (45) - Last updated 05-05-2010, 03:30 PM
Positive (+2): Has made some great strides from when i first met him. Now in set with confidence!
Color (31) - Last updated 05-01-2010, 02:11 AM
Positive (+2): Vicious is the shining point of seeing the matrix, he really went from being the bottom to the top. Anyone who knew him loved him, I feel bad for those who didnt.
aqua (14) - Last updated 03-31-2010, 12:42 AM
Positive (+2): Let me put it this way; His alias should be changed to "Ballsofsteel." ...Always pushes past his wing's comfort zone
BiggieSmallz (26) - Last updated 03-29-2010, 10:19 AM
Positive (+2): not only does he have balls, actual skill and charisma - he's going to be a legend. Awesome wing, friend, coach - you name it. Consistent opener.
Raven (10) - Last updated 02-28-2010, 09:37 PM
Positive (+2): I've never seen anything like this man in action. Already has transformed my view of what is possible in the world of pick up. Above all, he really wants to succeed and is committed as hell.
Sinewave (16) - Last updated 02-28-2010, 03:51 PM
Positive (+1): Knows how to get the party going, Gave me social proof and pumped my state into 'cool',
faz (41) - Last updated 02-12-2010, 04:39 AM
Positive (+2): This guy has balls. Fearless player no doubt.
psykat (5) - Last updated 01-19-2010, 01:24 AM
Positive (+2): Genuine and motivated guy! Progresses quickly.
David (16) - Last updated 11-18-2009, 05:30 AM
Positive (+2): good times with him, will try anything at least once. lol, he's fun as hell.
MisterB (44) - Last updated 11-08-2009, 09:57 PM
Positive (+2): Balls of steel.
Rhythm (4) - Last updated 11-05-2009, 04:17 PM
Positive (+2): Very funny and always puts you in a good mood!
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Positive (+2): A pure fucking genius, and an open machine... a great guy!!
TheWolfHowls (50) - Last updated 10-29-2009, 03:21 AM
Positive (+2): Pretty cool guy, goes out alot and def has potential...making fast progress.
superman (31) - Last updated 10-23-2009, 11:39 AM
Positive (+2): Dedicated, reliable and doesn't back down from a challenge. He inspires me. He's gonna be really fuckin' good!
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Positive (+1): extremely dedicated to improving himself...can't wait to see the progress
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Bio: All I have in life is a big undying dream, Indestructible faith, and my balls to back it up. My social and Sexual fear have kept me prisoner my whole life. In desperation I started a trend called Suicide missions(doing guaranteed shutdown approaches) and Later founded the Suicide crew. A group of determined, like minded, and courageous PUAs. Our shared experiences have been AMAZING! We are currently perfecting a System that is bound to take us to the top, and bring our fellow brothers new hope!
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LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Flashback- In the previous part. I met a Japanese woman(Mai) in my early stages of game. she came in and out of my life as I grew as a PUA. And she helped me overcome many of my plateaus. Shes also the 1 I've connected the most with in DC I have a big crush on her and only one last day to game her. Today We're having a wine and cheese party.
I meet her and some of the crew. the ratio is supposed to be 2 women for every guy. all my girls flake except for Mai(Fake name), and Jen(Fake name for privacy) To my surprise, absolutely NO guy brings a single woman!!! Mai brings me a present(She had previously gone to Japan, and I asked her for a Souveneer) But doesn't allow me to open it till the end
Sword fighting- There's like 8 guys and only 2 girls. All these guys have very strong social skillsets considering I hand picked them(Live Forever, Jdubbs, And Raven to name a few). Even if they don't plan to compete It's going to be hard to thrive in this. To make matters worse, Everybody Surrounds Mai, and captivate her attention. Jen is being the life of the party, and so are guys like Jdubbs and Live Forever. I'm starting to feel really insecure. Superman as usual is doing everything in his power to help me. I'm sitting in the coach, and shes sitting near the kitchen. Many guys surrounding her. I'm the only one not interacting with them.
Superman- Dude! ISO!
Vicious- Everyones Surrounding her man, what the hell! How the hell am I supposed to ISO.
Superman- Hmmm.
My state is getting shittier and shittier! Superman pulls me out and recovers me state, He then proceeds to scare dudes away. Things clear up a bit so I take the chance to sit next to her and start spitting game. That is until Jdubbs shows up and starts accidentally cockblocking me by completely capturing her attention. No way in hell I can compete against that.
Putting it all on the line!- Superman calls Jdubbs, and I angrily tell him to stop cockblocking me. He gets the messege, and ejects shortly afterwards, but that still leaves me with the big problem. How will I iso while shes still the center of attention. Its time to Lay it all on the line. I sit next to her and chat her up
Vicious- Whats the shortest relationship you ever had?
Mai- Umm like 3 months.
Vicious- Good, I'll beat that. You and I are going out for 1 day. We'll break up by tomorrow!(This is the last day)
She gets nervous and doesn't know what to say. Mainly because theres guys everywhere hearing this
Mai- Um well I gue..(I cut her off)
Vicious- Come Show me my present(Practically jank her arm off of the chair and pull her by the hand.)
I grab the present and pull her out to the street. I claw her and sit with her on the steps. I start kissing her, and she responds well. We start makingout hardcore. I feel so connected to her. I know I'm being a big chode since my oneitis is fucking me up. We make heavy eye contact and keep making out. Superman comes out with Raven's Camera and starts taking pictures of us making out. Everyone decides to hit adams morgan shortly after that.
Overcoming logistics- On our way to adams morgan, we slow down and heavily makeout. We then sit by the station and bond some more and makeout. She suddenly pulls out her cellphone, telling me her mom worries(FYI shes 26 but supports her parents)
Mai- I can tell her I'll be home, or at a friend's house
Vicious(OH CRAP! My place is absolute shit. No privacy, no room to move, and dirty!)- My place is really shitty but you're not gonna judge.
Mai- Of course not. I'll understand.
We get there and I get her to wait in the bathroom while I clean up. My room is completely see through. There's windows everywhere. And theres people sleeping in the living room.
Amazing connection!- I throw her in the bed and make out. We both get completely naked and start having sex. It's such a good connection. Due to the loud moaning, 1 dude wakes up and watches us having sex. Mai is so distracted, that she doesn't notice. The fucking Creepo stays there watching us for a while! till he finally goes to sleep. We have sex for about 2 or 3 hours. then we sleep together under the sheets. Suddenly I see this light. I wake up and its the land lady turning the kitched light on at 4am. She peeks into my room and watches me sleeping naked with this girl. I have nothing to hide. I even make eye contact with her lol. we change positions all night, and the feelings are undescribable. Partly because I've always wanted to have a strong bond with a woman, and partly because I'm achieving so many of my dreams.
Departure- We wake up and go grocery shopping, we make breakfast and talk about future plans, but they seem to just be wishy washy dreams since I'll be leaving, and we all know long distance shit doesn't work. We go back to bed, and its time to take her to the metro since she's leaving for NY.
To think that not too long ago I felt like utter shit, and today I was living proof of the law of attraction. All ready missing DC.
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05-04-2010, 11:30 AM Post: #2
aqua
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Let me be the first one to say awesome job bro.
It seems to me that it is much easier as you guys are departing ways.
Its like a huge false time constraint. BT spikes. You sweep her off her feet by leading. She loves it. The deal is sealed.
Way to go out with a bang! HAHA
Take care man, were gonna miss you even though we winged once.
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05-04-2010, 04:01 PM Post: #3
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
(05-04-2010 02:17 AM)viciouswildfire Wrote:
Flashback- In the previous part. I met a Japanese woman(Mai) in my early stages of game. she came in and out of my life as I grew as a PUA. And she helped me overcome many of my plateaus. Shes also the 1 I've connected the most with in DC I have a big crush on her and only one last day to game her. Today We're having a wine and cheese party.
WHY DIDN'T YOU INVITE ME?!
Just Kidding! Hahahaha.
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I meet her and some of the crew. the ratio is supposed to be 2 women for every guy. all my girls flake except for Mai(Fake name), and Jen(Fake name for privacy) To my surprise, absolutely NO guy brings a single woman!!! Mai brings me a present(She had previously gone to Japan, and I asked her for a Souveneer) But doesn't allow me to open it till the end
You should've hit up Firefly and OrangeSlice! lol. Two official wingwomen in the forum. I feel ya tho, as PUA's...we should atleast have 1 female to bring. Guess we're not at that point yet lol.
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Sword fighting- There's like 8 guys and only 2 girls. All these guys have very strong social skillsets considering I hand picked them(Live Forever, Jdubbs, And Raven to name a few). Even if they don't plan to compete It's going to be hard to thrive in this. To make matters worse, Everybody Surrounds Mai, and captivate her attention.
En guarde' lol. JDubbs and Live Forever, I agree...two guys that are big competition no question. But atleast you don't have to worry about them trying to get her but the life of the party stuff can be tough.
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Jen is being the life of the party, and so are guys like Jdubbs and Live Forever. I'm starting to feel really insecure. Superman as usual is doing everything in his power to help me. I'm sitting in the coach, and shes sitting near the kitchen. Many guys surrounding her. I'm the only one not interacting with them.
Oh dude! You should've told each of the guys that you're after her. lol. Dont worry, your not being selfish. Its our job as wingmen.
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Superman- Dude! ISO!
Vicious- Everyones Surrounding her man, what the hell! How the hell am I supposed to ISO.
Superman- Hmmm.
My state is getting shittier and shittier! Superman pulls me out and recovers me state, He then proceeds to scare dudes away. Things clear up a bit so I take the chance to sit next to her and start spitting game. That is until Jdubbs shows up and starts accidentally cockblocking me by completely capturing her attention. No way in hell I can compete against that.
LOL. Good god, did these guys not realize you were after her? Vicious, you probably realize this now, but you grew as a result of this situation.
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Putting it all on the line!- Superman calls Jdubbs, and I angrily tell him to stop cockblocking me. He gets the messege, and ejects shortly afterwards, but that still leaves me with the big problem. How will I iso while shes still the center of attention. Its time to Lay it all on the line. I sit next to her and chat her up
Vicious- Whats the shortest relationship you ever had?
Mai- Umm like 3 months.
Vicious- Good, I'll beat that. You and I are going out for 1 day. We'll break up by tomorrow!(This is the last day)
She gets nervous and doesn't know what to say. Mainly because theres guys everywhere hearing this.
I'm shocked JDubbs didn't know you were after her lol. But Good Stuff Vicious being right to the point like that. This sounds like a movie lol.
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Mai- Um well I gue..(I cut her off)
Vicious- Come Show me my present(Practically jank her arm off of the chair and pull her by the hand.)
I grab the present and pull her out to the street. I claw her and sit with her on the steps. I start kissing her, and she responds well. We start makingout hardcore. I feel so connected to her. I know I'm being a big chode since my oneitis is fucking me up. We make heavy eye contact and keep making out. Superman comes out with Raven's Camera and starts taking pictures of us making out. Everyone decides to hit adams morgan shortly after that.
HAHAHAHA! Oh man, an even bigger movie moment! Glad you showed your dominance and was the leader. What she was waiting for all night.
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Overcoming logistics- On our way to adams morgan, we slow down and heavily makeout. We then sit by the station and bond some more and makeout. She suddenly pulls out her cellphone, telling me her mom worries(FYI shes 26 but supports her parents)
Good stuff with the push and pull man.
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Mai- I can tell her I'll be home, or at a friend's house
Vicious(OH CRAP! My place is absolute shit. No privacy, no room to move, and dirty!)- My place is really shitty but you're not gonna judge.
Mai- Of course not. I'll understand.
We get there and I get her to wait in the bathroom while I clean up. My room is completely see through. There's windows everywhere. And theres people sleeping in the living room.
Alot of people should read this and this destroyed a limiting belief of mine.
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Amazing connection!- I throw her in the bed and make out. We both get completely naked and start having sex. It's such a good connection. Due to the loud moaning, 1 dude wakes up and watches us having sex. Mai is so distracted, that she doesn't notice. The fucking Creepo stays there watching us for a while! till he finally goes to sleep. We have sex for about 2 or 3 hours. then we sleep together under the sheets. Suddenly I see this light. I wake up and its the land lady turning the kitched light on at 4am. She peeks into my room and watches me sleeping naked with this girl. I have nothing to hide. I even make eye contact with her lol. we change positions all night, and the feelings are undescribable. Partly because I've always wanted to have a strong bond with a woman, and partly because I'm achieving so many of my dreams.
This should be ranked as Field Report of the year so far LOL! Wow...everyone saw!.
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Departure- We wake up and go grocery shopping, we make breakfast and talk about future plans, but they seem to just be wishy washy dreams since I'll be leaving, and we all know long distance shit doesn't work. We go back to bed, and its time to take her to the metro since she's leaving for NY.
I aspire to an experience like this. I jealous lol!
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To think that not too long ago I felt like utter shit, and today I was living proof of the law of attraction. All ready missing DC.
I'm gonna miss ya bud! No lie! Glad that you left DC with this in your mind. Hope the game continues back in Jersey for you! Great Read and Good luck my man!
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05-05-2010, 12:11 AM Post: #4
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Aqua and Wolf. Thank you both so much. All this support has made me grow in such a way that I couldn't have otherwise
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05-05-2010, 02:57 AM Post: #5
superman
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Good shit bro. You were acting like a baby about the whole wings cock blocking you so I had to slap you back to reality. After that, you took care of business.
It was meant to happen, Law of Attraction like you said. I never told you this, but after I took the pictures of you guys making out and went to the metro, I was ecstatic for you. Words could not describe how happy I was for you.
Seeing how depressed and negative you were being about the cock blocking, to then waking up and realizing nothing was lost, isolating her and then getting the make out, I knew you were pretty much guaranteed the lay...I was skipping my way to the metro. People must have thought I was crazy.
I'm gonna miss you dogg. I've told you this in person but I'll say it again. You were more than a wing...you were a friend...You were more than a friend...you were my best friend. And to be able to call a wing my best friend is something special.
Now hurry up and get your ass back here so we can game.
05-05-2010, 04:24 PM Post: #6
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
(05-05-2010 02:57 AM)superman Wrote:
Good shit bro. You were acting like a baby about the whole wings cock blocking you so I had to slap you back to reality. After that, you took care of business.
It was meant to happen, Law of Attraction like you said. I never told you this, but after I took the pictures of you guys making out and went to the metro, I was ecstatic for you. Words could not describe how happy I was for you.
Seeing how depressed and negative you were being about the cock blocking, to then waking up and realizing nothing was lost, isolating her and then getting the make out, I knew you were pretty much guaranteed the lay...I was skipping my way to the metro. People must have thought I was crazy.
I'm gonna miss you dogg. I've told you this in person but I'll say it again. You were more than a wing...you were a friend...You were more than a friend...you were my best friend. And to be able to call a wing my best friend is something special.
Now hurry up and get your ass back here so we can game.
To think that when I first met you, I didn't think much of you. But that quickly changed, and just the same way you became much more than a wing to me, And I have you to thank for A LOT of my progress. I never told you think but I'm truly greatful to you. I'll be back to Visit pretty soon. We need to roll with the big guns!
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05-06-2010, 11:49 PM Post: #7
eyez
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
(05-04-2010 02:17 AM)viciouswildfire Wrote:
we all know long distance shit doesn't work.
Yep...that's sooo true my friend...I got fucked up for so looong by that crap..
good report..
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05-21-2010, 02:00 AM Post: #8
BiggieSmallz
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Why the hell was I not invited for this?!?! Or was I (I can't remember what was going on exactly during that time)
The story is amazing man. I am so happy for you dude, and I think it's great that you connected. The thing that gets me, as it did you, is not feeling insecure when the attention derives away from you. But know that she ended up with you. Which means a high-value babe ended up with you. Which means she still, in the end, saw you as the high value guy!
Flashback- In the previous part. I met a Japanese woman(Mai) in my early stages of game. she came in and out of my life as I grew as a PUA. And she helped me overcome many of my plateaus. Shes also the 1 I've connected the most with in DC I have a big crush on her and only one last day to game her. Today We're having a wine and cheese party.
I meet her and some of the crew. the ratio is supposed to be 2 women for every guy. all my girls flake except for Mai(Fake name), and Jen(Fake name for privacy) To my surprise, absolutely NO guy brings a single woman!!! Mai brings me a present(She had previously gone to Japan, and I asked her for a Souveneer) But doesn't allow me to open it till the end
Sword fighting- There's like 8 guys and only 2 girls. All these guys have very strong social skillsets considering I hand picked them(Live Forever, Jdubbs, And Raven to name a few). Even if they don't plan to compete It's going to be hard to thrive in this. To make matters worse, Everybody Surrounds Mai, and captivate her attention. Jen is being the life of the party, and so are guys like Jdubbs and Live Forever. I'm starting to feel really insecure. Superman as usual is doing everything in his power to help me. I'm sitting in the coach, and shes sitting near the kitchen. Many guys surrounding her. I'm the only one not interacting with them.
Superman- Dude! ISO!
Vicious- Everyones Surrounding her man, what the hell! How the hell am I supposed to ISO.
Superman- Hmmm.
My state is getting shittier and shittier! Superman pulls me out and recovers me state, He then proceeds to scare dudes away. Things clear up a bit so I take the chance to sit next to her and start spitting game. That is until Jdubbs shows up and starts accidentally cockblocking me by completely capturing her attention. No way in hell I can compete against that.
Putting it all on the line!- Superman calls Jdubbs, and I angrily tell him to stop cockblocking me. He gets the messege, and ejects shortly afterwards, but that still leaves me with the big problem. How will I iso while shes still the center of attention. Its time to Lay it all on the line. I sit next to her and chat her up
Vicious- Whats the shortest relationship you ever had?
Mai- Umm like 3 months.
Vicious- Good, I'll beat that. You and I are going out for 1 day. We'll break up by tomorrow!(This is the last day)
She gets nervous and doesn't know what to say. Mainly because theres guys everywhere hearing this
Mai- Um well I gue..(I cut her off)
Vicious- Come Show me my present(Practically jank her arm off of the chair and pull her by the hand.)
I grab the present and pull her out to the street. I claw her and sit with her on the steps. I start kissing her, and she responds well. We start makingout hardcore. I feel so connected to her. I know I'm being a big chode since my oneitis is fucking me up. We make heavy eye contact and keep making out. Superman comes out with Raven's Camera and starts taking pictures of us making out. Everyone decides to hit adams morgan shortly after that.
Overcoming logistics- On our way to adams morgan, we slow down and heavily makeout. We then sit by the station and bond some more and makeout. She suddenly pulls out her cellphone, telling me her mom worries(FYI shes 26 but supports her parents)
Mai- I can tell her I'll be home, or at a friend's house
Vicious(OH CRAP! My place is absolute shit. No privacy, no room to move, and dirty!)- My place is really shitty but you're not gonna judge.
Mai- Of course not. I'll understand.
We get there and I get her to wait in the bathroom while I clean up. My room is completely see through. There's windows everywhere. And theres people sleeping in the living room.
Amazing connection!- I throw her in the bed and make out. We both get completely naked and start having sex. It's such a good connection. Due to the loud moaning, 1 dude wakes up and watches us having sex. Mai is so distracted, that she doesn't notice. The fucking Creepo stays there watching us for a while! till he finally goes to sleep. We have sex for about 2 or 3 hours. then we sleep together under the sheets. Suddenly I see this light. I wake up and its the land lady turning the kitched light on at 4am. She peeks into my room and watches me sleeping naked with this girl. I have nothing to hide. I even make eye contact with her lol. we change positions all night, and the feelings are undescribable. Partly because I've always wanted to have a strong bond with a woman, and partly because I'm achieving so many of my dreams.
Departure- We wake up and go grocery shopping, we make breakfast and talk about future plans, but they seem to just be wishy washy dreams since I'll be leaving, and we all know long distance shit doesn't work. We go back to bed, and its time to take her to the metro since she's leaving for NY.
To think that not too long ago I felt like utter shit, and today I was living proof of the law of attraction. All ready missing DC.
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Suicide crew- Social Liberation.
Follow my Amazing Journey http://herosjurney.blogspot.com/
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05-04-2010, 11:30 AM Post: #2
aqua
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Let me be the first one to say awesome job bro.
It seems to me that it is much easier as you guys are departing ways.
Its like a huge false time constraint. BT spikes. You sweep her off her feet by leading. She loves it. The deal is sealed.
Way to go out with a bang! HAHA
Take care man, were gonna miss you even though we winged once.
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05-04-2010, 04:01 PM Post: #3
TheWolfHowls
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
(05-04-2010 02:17 AM)viciouswildfire Wrote:
Flashback- In the previous part. I met a Japanese woman(Mai) in my early stages of game. she came in and out of my life as I grew as a PUA. And she helped me overcome many of my plateaus. Shes also the 1 I've connected the most with in DC I have a big crush on her and only one last day to game her. Today We're having a wine and cheese party.
WHY DIDN'T YOU INVITE ME?!
Just Kidding! Hahahaha.
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I meet her and some of the crew. the ratio is supposed to be 2 women for every guy. all my girls flake except for Mai(Fake name), and Jen(Fake name for privacy) To my surprise, absolutely NO guy brings a single woman!!! Mai brings me a present(She had previously gone to Japan, and I asked her for a Souveneer) But doesn't allow me to open it till the end
You should've hit up Firefly and OrangeSlice! lol. Two official wingwomen in the forum. I feel ya tho, as PUA's...we should atleast have 1 female to bring. Guess we're not at that point yet lol.
Quote:
Sword fighting- There's like 8 guys and only 2 girls. All these guys have very strong social skillsets considering I hand picked them(Live Forever, Jdubbs, And Raven to name a few). Even if they don't plan to compete It's going to be hard to thrive in this. To make matters worse, Everybody Surrounds Mai, and captivate her attention.
En guarde' lol. JDubbs and Live Forever, I agree...two guys that are big competition no question. But atleast you don't have to worry about them trying to get her but the life of the party stuff can be tough.
Quote:
Jen is being the life of the party, and so are guys like Jdubbs and Live Forever. I'm starting to feel really insecure. Superman as usual is doing everything in his power to help me. I'm sitting in the coach, and shes sitting near the kitchen. Many guys surrounding her. I'm the only one not interacting with them.
Oh dude! You should've told each of the guys that you're after her. lol. Dont worry, your not being selfish. Its our job as wingmen.
Quote:
Superman- Dude! ISO!
Vicious- Everyones Surrounding her man, what the hell! How the hell am I supposed to ISO.
Superman- Hmmm.
My state is getting shittier and shittier! Superman pulls me out and recovers me state, He then proceeds to scare dudes away. Things clear up a bit so I take the chance to sit next to her and start spitting game. That is until Jdubbs shows up and starts accidentally cockblocking me by completely capturing her attention. No way in hell I can compete against that.
LOL. Good god, did these guys not realize you were after her? Vicious, you probably realize this now, but you grew as a result of this situation.
Quote:
Putting it all on the line!- Superman calls Jdubbs, and I angrily tell him to stop cockblocking me. He gets the messege, and ejects shortly afterwards, but that still leaves me with the big problem. How will I iso while shes still the center of attention. Its time to Lay it all on the line. I sit next to her and chat her up
Vicious- Whats the shortest relationship you ever had?
Mai- Umm like 3 months.
Vicious- Good, I'll beat that. You and I are going out for 1 day. We'll break up by tomorrow!(This is the last day)
She gets nervous and doesn't know what to say. Mainly because theres guys everywhere hearing this.
I'm shocked JDubbs didn't know you were after her lol. But Good Stuff Vicious being right to the point like that. This sounds like a movie lol.
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Mai- Um well I gue..(I cut her off)
Vicious- Come Show me my present(Practically jank her arm off of the chair and pull her by the hand.)
I grab the present and pull her out to the street. I claw her and sit with her on the steps. I start kissing her, and she responds well. We start makingout hardcore. I feel so connected to her. I know I'm being a big chode since my oneitis is fucking me up. We make heavy eye contact and keep making out. Superman comes out with Raven's Camera and starts taking pictures of us making out. Everyone decides to hit adams morgan shortly after that.
HAHAHAHA! Oh man, an even bigger movie moment! Glad you showed your dominance and was the leader. What she was waiting for all night.
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Overcoming logistics- On our way to adams morgan, we slow down and heavily makeout. We then sit by the station and bond some more and makeout. She suddenly pulls out her cellphone, telling me her mom worries(FYI shes 26 but supports her parents)
Good stuff with the push and pull man.
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Mai- I can tell her I'll be home, or at a friend's house
Vicious(OH CRAP! My place is absolute shit. No privacy, no room to move, and dirty!)- My place is really shitty but you're not gonna judge.
Mai- Of course not. I'll understand.
We get there and I get her to wait in the bathroom while I clean up. My room is completely see through. There's windows everywhere. And theres people sleeping in the living room.
Alot of people should read this and this destroyed a limiting belief of mine.
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Amazing connection!- I throw her in the bed and make out. We both get completely naked and start having sex. It's such a good connection. Due to the loud moaning, 1 dude wakes up and watches us having sex. Mai is so distracted, that she doesn't notice. The fucking Creepo stays there watching us for a while! till he finally goes to sleep. We have sex for about 2 or 3 hours. then we sleep together under the sheets. Suddenly I see this light. I wake up and its the land lady turning the kitched light on at 4am. She peeks into my room and watches me sleeping naked with this girl. I have nothing to hide. I even make eye contact with her lol. we change positions all night, and the feelings are undescribable. Partly because I've always wanted to have a strong bond with a woman, and partly because I'm achieving so many of my dreams.
This should be ranked as Field Report of the year so far LOL! Wow...everyone saw!.
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Departure- We wake up and go grocery shopping, we make breakfast and talk about future plans, but they seem to just be wishy washy dreams since I'll be leaving, and we all know long distance shit doesn't work. We go back to bed, and its time to take her to the metro since she's leaving for NY.
I aspire to an experience like this. I jealous lol!
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To think that not too long ago I felt like utter shit, and today I was living proof of the law of attraction. All ready missing DC.
I'm gonna miss ya bud! No lie! Glad that you left DC with this in your mind. Hope the game continues back in Jersey for you! Great Read and Good luck my man!
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Aqua and Wolf. Thank you both so much. All this support has made me grow in such a way that I couldn't have otherwise
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Good shit bro. You were acting like a baby about the whole wings cock blocking you so I had to slap you back to reality. After that, you took care of business.
It was meant to happen, Law of Attraction like you said. I never told you this, but after I took the pictures of you guys making out and went to the metro, I was ecstatic for you. Words could not describe how happy I was for you.
Seeing how depressed and negative you were being about the cock blocking, to then waking up and realizing nothing was lost, isolating her and then getting the make out, I knew you were pretty much guaranteed the lay...I was skipping my way to the metro. People must have thought I was crazy.
I'm gonna miss you dogg. I've told you this in person but I'll say it again. You were more than a wing...you were a friend...You were more than a friend...you were my best friend. And to be able to call a wing my best friend is something special.
Now hurry up and get your ass back here so we can game.
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(05-05-2010 02:57 AM)superman Wrote:
Good shit bro. You were acting like a baby about the whole wings cock blocking you so I had to slap you back to reality. After that, you took care of business.
It was meant to happen, Law of Attraction like you said. I never told you this, but after I took the pictures of you guys making out and went to the metro, I was ecstatic for you. Words could not describe how happy I was for you.
Seeing how depressed and negative you were being about the cock blocking, to then waking up and realizing nothing was lost, isolating her and then getting the make out, I knew you were pretty much guaranteed the lay...I was skipping my way to the metro. People must have thought I was crazy.
I'm gonna miss you dogg. I've told you this in person but I'll say it again. You were more than a wing...you were a friend...You were more than a friend...you were my best friend. And to be able to call a wing my best friend is something special.
Now hurry up and get your ass back here so we can game.
To think that when I first met you, I didn't think much of you. But that quickly changed, and just the same way you became much more than a wing to me, And I have you to thank for A LOT of my progress. I never told you think but I'm truly greatful to you. I'll be back to Visit pretty soon. We need to roll with the big guns!
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
(05-04-2010 02:17 AM)viciouswildfire Wrote:
we all know long distance shit doesn't work.
Yep...that's sooo true my friend...I got fucked up for so looong by that crap..
good report..
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RE: LR The Japanese Fairytale Part 2!!!!!
Why the hell was I not invited for this?!?! Or was I (I can't remember what was going on exactly during that time)
The story is amazing man. I am so happy for you dude, and I think it's great that you connected. The thing that gets me, as it did you, is not feeling insecure when the attention derives away from you. But know that she ended up with you. Which means a high-value babe ended up with you. Which means she still, in the end, saw you as the high value guy!
SCR- The Japanese Fairy tale part 1!!!
SCR- The Japanese Fairy tale part 1!!!
This is the story about 1 particular chick that became more than "a Set" and no its not oneitis crush er w/e labels we use although I did grow to care about her. This story is full of interactions, and from, Social gatherings, to dates, to cold approach etc. This chick would disappear and show up every time I plateaued, or had a sticking point to overcome, and somehow would always get my game to the next level, she would then disappear again. She became my own personal mentor and never even realized it
Lesson 1 Opening- This story starts back in Halloween. I was still very fresh in the game, The name Vicious was just starting to become known. I was in my early learning stages of dominance. I was very nervous in cafe citron and my focus was to dominantly caveman women. She wasn't wearing much of a costume. I grabbed her arm and pulled her away from her friends. She tried to leave but I held on to her, and engaged her. We connected hardcore, and at the time my standards were much lower, so I thought she was a 9+ and she was asian. I tried to contact her multiple times but she never responded.
Lesson- Dominance is key to opening
Lesson 2 Phone game- After a month or 2 she called me back. I was precisely plateauing on follow up, and my phone game was absolutely attrocious. The chicks that I even managed to get on the phone would never come out nor contact me ever again. Because she was 1 of the only chicks I was able to truly connect with and 1 of the few Very solid interactions, I had a bigger threshold for mistakes. She was also a very good conversationalist, so she whipped conversation out of me. I learned how to stay relaxed on the phone and how to generate energy charged conversations. I also learned what to focus on in phone conversations. We talked for hours. It was an almost instant fix since all my phone conversations with the rest of my closes were very solid after that
Lesson- Using what happened in your day, and bringing up how you guys met are 2 things that always work in a phone conversation. The focus is to re-spike the attraction and connect a little. This will buy you time, and make your relationship much more solid.
Lesson 3 setting up dates- I had a huge phobia of setting up dates and didn't know how to go about them. Because of the comfort and connection I built with her, I became a little ballsier, and eventually asked her out. She Rejected my date request and instead invited me to a group hangout. I didn't know what to think of this. Because I was so bussy and uneasy, I flaked. We talked some more and eventually I asked her out again. She again turned it down, and Invited me to another group hangout To which I flaked again. This Engraved in my head that setting up dates was very simple and that getting shut down for a date wasn't exactly a deal breaker, nor was it a big deal. After that I got my 1st date with another target. I talked to her for hours at least once a week. I connected with her on many levels and this was slowly diminishing alot of my phobias. Eventually things started to stall out, and one day She sent me a text saying "Have you been calling me from a private number at like 3 in the morning? cuz thats very creepy" I got offended and deleated her out of my phone. I lost my phone shortly after that. All my numbers were gone. She dissappeared out of my life. Months passed.
Lesson- Make small talk and be very specific and straight forward about wanting to see your target. set up times, etc.
Lesson 4 Social circle thriving- Up to this date I've had absolute phobia of social circles, since. Well we all know why. I'm not learning any of this through cold approach. She suddenly sends me a random text. I later find out its her, and I reestablished the relationship with an inside Joke. We talk some more, I try to set up a date. She rejects it!!! yet again! ugh. And Invites me to a group hangout. I finally comply and go to the dreaded hangout. I also bring my best wing Superman. She has about 6 friends. Among them 2 dudes.(This Sucks) I start panicking and completely chode crystalize. Superman aids me and forces me to make small talk by threatening that He'll expose me in front of everyone "JERK OFF" I make small talk with her and the rest of the group. I leave shortly after that. This interaction clearly shows me what I need to work on. and the reason why I can't get over my plateau. although at the same time it makes me realize how much my standards have gone up since I don't consider her as attractive as I did before.
Lesson 5 Social circle Building- This is the spark that I needed in order to come up with the Social Circle concept. Superman and I start experimenting this concept with another Girl we gamed a long time ago who was down to meeting up with us. I call her again and Invite her out. Superman and I go on a date with her(Both at the same time) We make a killer team as usual. We anex her to our social Circle. Later on we start introducing our circle guys with women. We're calling the shots. The Japanese woman(I'll call her Mai which is a fake name to protect her identity) Later invites me to another picknick event. I go to that and bring Jdubbs, and Iceman. They're great support, and Jdubbs closes Mais friend. I get super nervous again and Iceman saves the day. 90% of the sarging we did after that was meeting chicks through social circle. I notice that I can talk to Mai for hours in the phone but I can't do it in person.
Lesson Find at least 2 or 3 Solid guys who are willing to make sacrifices for you. every time you get a number, Get her to bring friends instead of trying to take her out on a date, and Introduce her to your close friends. this means if theres 5 of you. For every 1 woman you pick up, you meet 5. and you also get to learn closer from you wings, and well as making women part of your circle.
Lesson 6 Date- I've been talking to Mai and its amazing how much I've grown because of her. I'm Planning an exclusive wine and cheese party. This is going to take place 3 days before I'm finally gone. I'm Leaving DC and no lays ever since I joined, and no Dramatic progress, But I'm finally making some real breakthroughs. Its time to lay all my cards on the table I Invite Mai along with other women I know. I select a small group of efficient wings to come to this and they're each to bring at least 2 women. The expected ratio will be insane. My wings don't understand my particular attraction to Mai, but I haven't connected like that with a woman in a LONG time. I take the chance to Invite her out on a date 1 day prior to the event. She FINALLY accepts. I'm kinda nervous. I don't plan ahead. (Crucial Mistake) We meet up
Mai- Where are we going?
Vicious- Um. Lets walk around
Mai- LOL. There's a theater down that way
Because of lack of preparation I start getting seriously Nervous. Its so bad that she starts taking the lead. I can't let this happen
Vicious- Um lets play pool(We had plans for pool before the party)
Mai- I thought we were doing that tomorrow
Vicious(Nervously)- Um yea but I just wanna beat you today
We go in, and pool turns out to be EXTREMELY Boring! I'm getting even more nervous. The conversation dies out and the awkward silence makes its debut. We play for about 2 hours and I drink desperately attempting to get my flow. Nothing. I closeout the tab and go in the bathroom, and desperately call wings, seeking advice.
Live Forever- If you're all ready fucking it up, Get blown out. Completely fuck it up(Normally great but not the advice I need today. I want this to work. I've invested way too much on this girl)
Zafer- Stop Playing pool and watch the caps game with her, and chat her up.
I follow Zafer's advice and sit next to her. This actually saves the date from complete dissaster. Our flow comes back. We start talking about how we met and our perceptions etc. Normally at least a kiss on the 1st date is almost guaranteed, but I make no moves on this girl (FUCKING ONEITIS) We've been on this date for more than 5 hours and all I manage to acomplish is some light kino. She says she has to go to sleep. I claw her for a second, but her trains about to leave. This date is attrocious, and If it weren't cuz I built a very solid connection with this girl it would be over by now.
Lesson- Always have a plan, Bringing up how you guys met, and daily occurances are great for spiking up a convo. DON't Play fucking Pool. No Matter how good you are!
The big event is tomorrow Thursday. Shes leaving to NY on Friday. I'm very attracted to this girl. Specially her personality. It's my last chance to make a move...
This is the story about 1 particular chick that became more than "a Set" and no its not oneitis crush er w/e labels we use although I did grow to care about her. This story is full of interactions, and from, Social gatherings, to dates, to cold approach etc. This chick would disappear and show up every time I plateaued, or had a sticking point to overcome, and somehow would always get my game to the next level, she would then disappear again. She became my own personal mentor and never even realized it
Lesson 1 Opening- This story starts back in Halloween. I was still very fresh in the game, The name Vicious was just starting to become known. I was in my early learning stages of dominance. I was very nervous in cafe citron and my focus was to dominantly caveman women. She wasn't wearing much of a costume. I grabbed her arm and pulled her away from her friends. She tried to leave but I held on to her, and engaged her. We connected hardcore, and at the time my standards were much lower, so I thought she was a 9+ and she was asian. I tried to contact her multiple times but she never responded.
Lesson- Dominance is key to opening
Lesson 2 Phone game- After a month or 2 she called me back. I was precisely plateauing on follow up, and my phone game was absolutely attrocious. The chicks that I even managed to get on the phone would never come out nor contact me ever again. Because she was 1 of the only chicks I was able to truly connect with and 1 of the few Very solid interactions, I had a bigger threshold for mistakes. She was also a very good conversationalist, so she whipped conversation out of me. I learned how to stay relaxed on the phone and how to generate energy charged conversations. I also learned what to focus on in phone conversations. We talked for hours. It was an almost instant fix since all my phone conversations with the rest of my closes were very solid after that
Lesson- Using what happened in your day, and bringing up how you guys met are 2 things that always work in a phone conversation. The focus is to re-spike the attraction and connect a little. This will buy you time, and make your relationship much more solid.
Lesson 3 setting up dates- I had a huge phobia of setting up dates and didn't know how to go about them. Because of the comfort and connection I built with her, I became a little ballsier, and eventually asked her out. She Rejected my date request and instead invited me to a group hangout. I didn't know what to think of this. Because I was so bussy and uneasy, I flaked. We talked some more and eventually I asked her out again. She again turned it down, and Invited me to another group hangout To which I flaked again. This Engraved in my head that setting up dates was very simple and that getting shut down for a date wasn't exactly a deal breaker, nor was it a big deal. After that I got my 1st date with another target. I talked to her for hours at least once a week. I connected with her on many levels and this was slowly diminishing alot of my phobias. Eventually things started to stall out, and one day She sent me a text saying "Have you been calling me from a private number at like 3 in the morning? cuz thats very creepy" I got offended and deleated her out of my phone. I lost my phone shortly after that. All my numbers were gone. She dissappeared out of my life. Months passed.
Lesson- Make small talk and be very specific and straight forward about wanting to see your target. set up times, etc.
Lesson 4 Social circle thriving- Up to this date I've had absolute phobia of social circles, since. Well we all know why. I'm not learning any of this through cold approach. She suddenly sends me a random text. I later find out its her, and I reestablished the relationship with an inside Joke. We talk some more, I try to set up a date. She rejects it!!! yet again! ugh. And Invites me to a group hangout. I finally comply and go to the dreaded hangout. I also bring my best wing Superman. She has about 6 friends. Among them 2 dudes.(This Sucks) I start panicking and completely chode crystalize. Superman aids me and forces me to make small talk by threatening that He'll expose me in front of everyone "JERK OFF" I make small talk with her and the rest of the group. I leave shortly after that. This interaction clearly shows me what I need to work on. and the reason why I can't get over my plateau. although at the same time it makes me realize how much my standards have gone up since I don't consider her as attractive as I did before.
Lesson 5 Social circle Building- This is the spark that I needed in order to come up with the Social Circle concept. Superman and I start experimenting this concept with another Girl we gamed a long time ago who was down to meeting up with us. I call her again and Invite her out. Superman and I go on a date with her(Both at the same time) We make a killer team as usual. We anex her to our social Circle. Later on we start introducing our circle guys with women. We're calling the shots. The Japanese woman(I'll call her Mai which is a fake name to protect her identity) Later invites me to another picknick event. I go to that and bring Jdubbs, and Iceman. They're great support, and Jdubbs closes Mais friend. I get super nervous again and Iceman saves the day. 90% of the sarging we did after that was meeting chicks through social circle. I notice that I can talk to Mai for hours in the phone but I can't do it in person.
Lesson Find at least 2 or 3 Solid guys who are willing to make sacrifices for you. every time you get a number, Get her to bring friends instead of trying to take her out on a date, and Introduce her to your close friends. this means if theres 5 of you. For every 1 woman you pick up, you meet 5. and you also get to learn closer from you wings, and well as making women part of your circle.
Lesson 6 Date- I've been talking to Mai and its amazing how much I've grown because of her. I'm Planning an exclusive wine and cheese party. This is going to take place 3 days before I'm finally gone. I'm Leaving DC and no lays ever since I joined, and no Dramatic progress, But I'm finally making some real breakthroughs. Its time to lay all my cards on the table I Invite Mai along with other women I know. I select a small group of efficient wings to come to this and they're each to bring at least 2 women. The expected ratio will be insane. My wings don't understand my particular attraction to Mai, but I haven't connected like that with a woman in a LONG time. I take the chance to Invite her out on a date 1 day prior to the event. She FINALLY accepts. I'm kinda nervous. I don't plan ahead. (Crucial Mistake) We meet up
Mai- Where are we going?
Vicious- Um. Lets walk around
Mai- LOL. There's a theater down that way
Because of lack of preparation I start getting seriously Nervous. Its so bad that she starts taking the lead. I can't let this happen
Vicious- Um lets play pool(We had plans for pool before the party)
Mai- I thought we were doing that tomorrow
Vicious(Nervously)- Um yea but I just wanna beat you today
We go in, and pool turns out to be EXTREMELY Boring! I'm getting even more nervous. The conversation dies out and the awkward silence makes its debut. We play for about 2 hours and I drink desperately attempting to get my flow. Nothing. I closeout the tab and go in the bathroom, and desperately call wings, seeking advice.
Live Forever- If you're all ready fucking it up, Get blown out. Completely fuck it up(Normally great but not the advice I need today. I want this to work. I've invested way too much on this girl)
Zafer- Stop Playing pool and watch the caps game with her, and chat her up.
I follow Zafer's advice and sit next to her. This actually saves the date from complete dissaster. Our flow comes back. We start talking about how we met and our perceptions etc. Normally at least a kiss on the 1st date is almost guaranteed, but I make no moves on this girl (FUCKING ONEITIS) We've been on this date for more than 5 hours and all I manage to acomplish is some light kino. She says she has to go to sleep. I claw her for a second, but her trains about to leave. This date is attrocious, and If it weren't cuz I built a very solid connection with this girl it would be over by now.
Lesson- Always have a plan, Bringing up how you guys met, and daily occurances are great for spiking up a convo. DON't Play fucking Pool. No Matter how good you are!
The big event is tomorrow Thursday. Shes leaving to NY on Friday. I'm very attracted to this girl. Specially her personality. It's my last chance to make a move...
CH 3-The fall of Vicious!/My Journey
CH 3-The fall of Vicious!/My Journey
More than a Pickup forum, this is a withness and a record of my life's Journey from the time I made some Covenants with my self. I keep a diary of my life in my blog however, at the request of Crazy Mike, I decided to post my progress while in D.C. In the Previous thread, and my last Days in DC in this thread. Warning its very long. I wouldn't suggest reading unless you
1- are an old friend that wants to catch up with my current life,
2- have followed my Journey and wish to step in someone else's life for insight Purposes
and or 3- Are bored and want to read a short true Soap opera!
Flashback- My time in this forum has been short but I've gone through so much that it seems like its been years. I've been recently made a Field leader. I can do some stuff I definetly couldn't do before. I have my peer's admiration and respect. I have lead as many as have requested it but this Void I feel does not go away. Nothing makes me happy.
Jan/Feb 2010 Killing off Vicious- At this Point The name Vicious is worth more than the Person using it. I can feel like my time in DC is soon coming to an end. The winter has made it Very hard to game and I've hit plateaus that I simply can't overcome. I have worked my self to exhaustion! and Still can't get past that point. My peers are looking to me for help. At this point I can't even help my self. Let alone helping anyone else. I didn't come to this for tittles or fame. Its time I dissappear. I disconnect my self from the world and I'm dead broke, and getting sick.
March 2010 The disgusting truth about Vicious!- The commotion about Vicious has died down and I feel a relief. The disgusting truth about Fight club is that its real! Long Before I got into this I started using the name Vicious(Taken from the Cowboy Bebop series) and made it this powerful creature that would save me from life's challenges (I had the lowest self esteem) and it did take up life within me. Suddenly when I had a fear, I would call Vicious. I even gave it a different voice. and Sure enough. I became incredibly courageous and strong. Once I used it in the comunity. It took a whole new level. I became so dependant on this thing that it forced me to work harder and harder each time and pushed me past the point of exhaustion, only to steal my achievements leaving me an empty shell. Granted I have become a little crazy due to severe trauma from my past, but sane enought to fight for my dreams. At this point I have only revealed this to Superman Knowing full well he won't Judge me. He is determined to get me to Kill off Vicious
April 2010 The Fall of Vicious- I Have been proclaimed The Rising Phoenix and it turns out my days in DC are counted. my recent discoveries are impressive. I have developed such a strong personality that even without game still, I can achieve things that were unthinkable to me when I first Joined. I have managed to get a Lay from my Biggest oneitis while in my time here, and have pulled a girl to the bathroom, and have gotten countless makeouts. I have done some of the most awkward and boldest moves, and have made them work. I have made golden friendships. I don't want to destroy Vicious I finally do, and the credit for these achievements finally goes to me. (Yes LF when you made that Joke about Imaginary friends because I said I was bidding farewell to an old friend. Ironically your Joke was true. I was saying bye to Vicious!) My life here has been incredible. and my emotions have been burning since day 1.
The Fruits of Hard work!- To follow up on my Future before I writte my latest adventures. I did end up going out with this girl, and she has been AMAZING with me. She treats me like a king. Its long distance but we've been seeing each other on a consisten basis(2 days a week, or sometimes 3 days every 2 weeks) She's met my friends from NJ and we have gone fishing, clubbing, to the beach, hotels, expensive restaurants, etc. On a side note, one of my dreams was to pick up an Asian woman(My GF is Japanese)
My Life Lessons of my time in DC
- Life is Beautiful in its own way
- Faith is the Greattest form of Power in the planet. It has the power to bend life to our will.
- Core Values Defeat skills. ALWAYS
- A true leader is the greattest Servant of all.
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RE: CH 3-The fall of Vicious!/My Journey
That fuckin' Vicious was one wild motherfucker, it's a good thing we killed him right before you left haha.
Good to see you're still learning and improving yourself homie!
More than a Pickup forum, this is a withness and a record of my life's Journey from the time I made some Covenants with my self. I keep a diary of my life in my blog however, at the request of Crazy Mike, I decided to post my progress while in D.C. In the Previous thread, and my last Days in DC in this thread. Warning its very long. I wouldn't suggest reading unless you
1- are an old friend that wants to catch up with my current life,
2- have followed my Journey and wish to step in someone else's life for insight Purposes
and or 3- Are bored and want to read a short true Soap opera!
Flashback- My time in this forum has been short but I've gone through so much that it seems like its been years. I've been recently made a Field leader. I can do some stuff I definetly couldn't do before. I have my peer's admiration and respect. I have lead as many as have requested it but this Void I feel does not go away. Nothing makes me happy.
Jan/Feb 2010 Killing off Vicious- At this Point The name Vicious is worth more than the Person using it. I can feel like my time in DC is soon coming to an end. The winter has made it Very hard to game and I've hit plateaus that I simply can't overcome. I have worked my self to exhaustion! and Still can't get past that point. My peers are looking to me for help. At this point I can't even help my self. Let alone helping anyone else. I didn't come to this for tittles or fame. Its time I dissappear. I disconnect my self from the world and I'm dead broke, and getting sick.
March 2010 The disgusting truth about Vicious!- The commotion about Vicious has died down and I feel a relief. The disgusting truth about Fight club is that its real! Long Before I got into this I started using the name Vicious(Taken from the Cowboy Bebop series) and made it this powerful creature that would save me from life's challenges (I had the lowest self esteem) and it did take up life within me. Suddenly when I had a fear, I would call Vicious. I even gave it a different voice. and Sure enough. I became incredibly courageous and strong. Once I used it in the comunity. It took a whole new level. I became so dependant on this thing that it forced me to work harder and harder each time and pushed me past the point of exhaustion, only to steal my achievements leaving me an empty shell. Granted I have become a little crazy due to severe trauma from my past, but sane enought to fight for my dreams. At this point I have only revealed this to Superman Knowing full well he won't Judge me. He is determined to get me to Kill off Vicious
April 2010 The Fall of Vicious- I Have been proclaimed The Rising Phoenix and it turns out my days in DC are counted. my recent discoveries are impressive. I have developed such a strong personality that even without game still, I can achieve things that were unthinkable to me when I first Joined. I have managed to get a Lay from my Biggest oneitis while in my time here, and have pulled a girl to the bathroom, and have gotten countless makeouts. I have done some of the most awkward and boldest moves, and have made them work. I have made golden friendships. I don't want to destroy Vicious I finally do, and the credit for these achievements finally goes to me. (Yes LF when you made that Joke about Imaginary friends because I said I was bidding farewell to an old friend. Ironically your Joke was true. I was saying bye to Vicious!) My life here has been incredible. and my emotions have been burning since day 1.
The Fruits of Hard work!- To follow up on my Future before I writte my latest adventures. I did end up going out with this girl, and she has been AMAZING with me. She treats me like a king. Its long distance but we've been seeing each other on a consisten basis(2 days a week, or sometimes 3 days every 2 weeks) She's met my friends from NJ and we have gone fishing, clubbing, to the beach, hotels, expensive restaurants, etc. On a side note, one of my dreams was to pick up an Asian woman(My GF is Japanese)
My Life Lessons of my time in DC
- Life is Beautiful in its own way
- Faith is the Greattest form of Power in the planet. It has the power to bend life to our will.
- Core Values Defeat skills. ALWAYS
- A true leader is the greattest Servant of all.
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It's official. I'm The Rising Phoenix!
Suicide crew- Social Liberation.
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RE: CH 3-The fall of Vicious!/My Journey
That fuckin' Vicious was one wild motherfucker, it's a good thing we killed him right before you left haha.
Good to see you're still learning and improving yourself homie!
FRs 81-82 Vicious The Final chapter BR Pull!!! No lay.
FRs 81-82 Vicious The Final chapter BR Pull!!! No lay.
This is to be my last gathering with the comunity. I feel nostalgic. Nothing matters today. Today there's no depression, no Guilt, No Humility. I'm the man today. I came without resources, and 0 social experience. Afraid to ask for directions, with all kinds of demons in my head. and created a social empire! Met outstanding people, Made the most amazing friendships, Changed lives, and coquered my social life like Never before! I also achieved more life long dreams, than ever before!
FR 81 The final chapter part 1!- I arrive at ESL. Its been one day since my adventurous lay. My head is HUGE. I don't give a shit about anything. I Open the 1st sets. nothing special happens. I don't feel any different from the day I started my Journey. I'm still getting shut down, My state isn't the greatest, But something IS different, I know I've grown, but I can't tell in what ways. I open a set. My conversations aren't the greatest but I can read her like a Book. I know exactly whats going through her head. I also know exactly what I have to do next. I make a decent connection, And Iso while clawing and attempt to kiss her. She rejects it and I later tell her to give me a kiss, She rejects it even though shes so attracted. I seed a date and ejectly shortly afterwards. I'm not worried about gaming today. No rules apply. All kinds of flashbacks pop into my head and I'm thinking about is my departure. I hook, and seed a couple other dates. And proceed to public bar shortly after that. My friends are nearby but I no longer feel the desperate need to find them I felt before. I open a mixed 3set and hook a hottie. Then I proceed to the patio where I find a hot 6 set. I open my target but quickly notice shes kinda drunk. I don't care!
Vicious- OMG You're so sexy!
HB- Really? Aww thanks!
Vicious- I'm Vicious, whats yours
HB- Oh I'm HB. It's very nice to meet you
Vicious- You're going to be my girl for 1 hour. We're breaking up after that.
HB- Umm Idk.
Vicious- Actually 1 hour's too long. You'll be my girl for 10 minutes. We'll break up after that.
HB(Excited look)- I Can do that!
Vicious(While clawing her)- Lets go on our date. Lets explore the bar
I bring her to the midsection and sit with her on this couch with a table.
I MAke small talk and go for the makeout. she hesitates a little but quickly begins to reciprocate. We start heavily making out. This chick turns out to be a pro at this. We're doing full tongue action for like 20 mins. She starts getting horney, and I start touching her leg. Suddenly I hear these 2 random chicks whispering among each other and all I hear is "This couple" I can tell they're going to cockblock me
Cockblock- Your pants are undone(I wear my belt undone sometimes)
Vicious(Sarcasting tone)- UMM Ok BYE!
We makeout some more, then I pull her towards me and she goes on top of me, and we start dry humping! Then I put her down and we makeout some more.
Vicious- Are you adventurous?
HB- Yea I can be.
I pull her off the table and proceed to the bathroom. We go into the guy's bathroom (So I officially did a bathroom pull!). Before I have the chance to do anything, The Bouncer comes in and kicks me out of the bathroom. We then both dissappear. To think that this was impossible! to me only to realize how easy it really was. Although I felt the same as in the beggining, the fact that I had 4 potential dates for the next day, a bathroom pull, and had dry humped a girl I had only met for 5 minutes was a sure sign that I was clearly a different man!
FR 82 The final chapter part 2- Its my very last day in DC. Everyone thinks I'm gone. Cept for a few friends. I head over to a party with Live Forever, and Raven. We arrive there and for some reason I'm getting insane AA. I catch up with sonic and we wing for each other. Sonic has been 1 of the guys that I've Admired the most as far as hooking sets goes. The previous times I winged with him He would stay in set forever, and I would be blown out of the water. We spot a chick sitting by the bathroom. I forget who opens but we both game her. Sonic's convo is spot on solid, and so are my comments. We hook this girl for a while. I winged with sonic all night. to think that now I can stay in set for as long as he can and spike up conversations just as well. even if its only for today. I'm amazed by the transformation. I hook this other girl outside the party using a sonic line. We talk for a long time. I shoot for the #close but get shut down for it(2nd time since I started this) No noteworthy sets after that. Finally It all makes sense. Those suicide missions were incredibly painful and hard, but they gave me an amazing ability to pull the trigger, and a new level of bluntness. And all those approaches and experiments, gave me the ability to read women by just watching their face and bodylanguage. Combining those 2 makes me recognize oportunities, and and seize them. Mission acomplished, and thanks to all who have followed my Journey this whole time.
Special thanks to-Superman- For being my best friend, and wing ever. For having faith in me till the end!
-Live Forever- For becoming such a mentor to me, and guiding me in my process.
-Zafer- For being my greattest advisor, and always cheering me on
-Southern style- for giving me a big ego!
-Crazy Mike- For having faith in me and giving me the chance to interact with everyone here
-Biggiesmallz- For inspiring me and being a good friend to me.
-Jdubbs- For having such patience with me and genuinely wanting to see me succeed.
-Raven- For helping me grow.
-Caveman- For believing in me even in the begining when no one did.
If I forgot someone please forgive me
This is to be my last gathering with the comunity. I feel nostalgic. Nothing matters today. Today there's no depression, no Guilt, No Humility. I'm the man today. I came without resources, and 0 social experience. Afraid to ask for directions, with all kinds of demons in my head. and created a social empire! Met outstanding people, Made the most amazing friendships, Changed lives, and coquered my social life like Never before! I also achieved more life long dreams, than ever before!
FR 81 The final chapter part 1!- I arrive at ESL. Its been one day since my adventurous lay. My head is HUGE. I don't give a shit about anything. I Open the 1st sets. nothing special happens. I don't feel any different from the day I started my Journey. I'm still getting shut down, My state isn't the greatest, But something IS different, I know I've grown, but I can't tell in what ways. I open a set. My conversations aren't the greatest but I can read her like a Book. I know exactly whats going through her head. I also know exactly what I have to do next. I make a decent connection, And Iso while clawing and attempt to kiss her. She rejects it and I later tell her to give me a kiss, She rejects it even though shes so attracted. I seed a date and ejectly shortly afterwards. I'm not worried about gaming today. No rules apply. All kinds of flashbacks pop into my head and I'm thinking about is my departure. I hook, and seed a couple other dates. And proceed to public bar shortly after that. My friends are nearby but I no longer feel the desperate need to find them I felt before. I open a mixed 3set and hook a hottie. Then I proceed to the patio where I find a hot 6 set. I open my target but quickly notice shes kinda drunk. I don't care!
Vicious- OMG You're so sexy!
HB- Really? Aww thanks!
Vicious- I'm Vicious, whats yours
HB- Oh I'm HB. It's very nice to meet you
Vicious- You're going to be my girl for 1 hour. We're breaking up after that.
HB- Umm Idk.
Vicious- Actually 1 hour's too long. You'll be my girl for 10 minutes. We'll break up after that.
HB(Excited look)- I Can do that!
Vicious(While clawing her)- Lets go on our date. Lets explore the bar
I bring her to the midsection and sit with her on this couch with a table.
I MAke small talk and go for the makeout. she hesitates a little but quickly begins to reciprocate. We start heavily making out. This chick turns out to be a pro at this. We're doing full tongue action for like 20 mins. She starts getting horney, and I start touching her leg. Suddenly I hear these 2 random chicks whispering among each other and all I hear is "This couple" I can tell they're going to cockblock me
Cockblock- Your pants are undone(I wear my belt undone sometimes)
Vicious(Sarcasting tone)- UMM Ok BYE!
We makeout some more, then I pull her towards me and she goes on top of me, and we start dry humping! Then I put her down and we makeout some more.
Vicious- Are you adventurous?
HB- Yea I can be.
I pull her off the table and proceed to the bathroom. We go into the guy's bathroom (So I officially did a bathroom pull!). Before I have the chance to do anything, The Bouncer comes in and kicks me out of the bathroom. We then both dissappear. To think that this was impossible! to me only to realize how easy it really was. Although I felt the same as in the beggining, the fact that I had 4 potential dates for the next day, a bathroom pull, and had dry humped a girl I had only met for 5 minutes was a sure sign that I was clearly a different man!
FR 82 The final chapter part 2- Its my very last day in DC. Everyone thinks I'm gone. Cept for a few friends. I head over to a party with Live Forever, and Raven. We arrive there and for some reason I'm getting insane AA. I catch up with sonic and we wing for each other. Sonic has been 1 of the guys that I've Admired the most as far as hooking sets goes. The previous times I winged with him He would stay in set forever, and I would be blown out of the water. We spot a chick sitting by the bathroom. I forget who opens but we both game her. Sonic's convo is spot on solid, and so are my comments. We hook this girl for a while. I winged with sonic all night. to think that now I can stay in set for as long as he can and spike up conversations just as well. even if its only for today. I'm amazed by the transformation. I hook this other girl outside the party using a sonic line. We talk for a long time. I shoot for the #close but get shut down for it(2nd time since I started this) No noteworthy sets after that. Finally It all makes sense. Those suicide missions were incredibly painful and hard, but they gave me an amazing ability to pull the trigger, and a new level of bluntness. And all those approaches and experiments, gave me the ability to read women by just watching their face and bodylanguage. Combining those 2 makes me recognize oportunities, and and seize them. Mission acomplished, and thanks to all who have followed my Journey this whole time.
Special thanks to-Superman- For being my best friend, and wing ever. For having faith in me till the end!
-Live Forever- For becoming such a mentor to me, and guiding me in my process.
-Zafer- For being my greattest advisor, and always cheering me on
-Southern style- for giving me a big ego!
-Crazy Mike- For having faith in me and giving me the chance to interact with everyone here
-Biggiesmallz- For inspiring me and being a good friend to me.
-Jdubbs- For having such patience with me and genuinely wanting to see me succeed.
-Raven- For helping me grow.
-Caveman- For believing in me even in the begining when no one did.
If I forgot someone please forgive me
FRs 75-80 Vicious Lost chapters Part 3!!!
FRs 75-80 Vicious Lost chapters Part 3!!!
Things have been very weird. They went from really well to super shitty, to some progress, to even shittier. At this time I'm really questioning my self. Its just a painful process. And I've plauteaud for months now. The only good new is that I'm doing more iso, and setting up dates is becoming more natural.
FR 75- Self Validation- Theres 2 women who are turning out to be great connectors so I'm developing quite a cool social circle. and have just started to become good friends with Iceman. Iceman tells me of a meet up in Georgetown. I head that way to find out its Color's big meet up. I'm warmely welcomed by everyone. Color gives some theory pointers and later asks me to give my input. My style is very different so I can't say I advocate his, on the other hand, my game has been terrible so I don't feel like I have anything to teach. I uncomfortably tell the guys my point of view and proceed to dissappear and do my own thing, how ever I notice that 1 of the new guys whos name is DC Romance I believe is particularly nervous and doesn't seem to trust himself very much. At this stage of my life I don't trust my self to teach others but somehow I always end up finding a way to teach them something. Even when I know nothing about game. I can either leave him to drown by him self and dissappear, or I can try to help him without knowing if I can. I choose to stay. I forget what I said to him but I mentally trained him and later I spot a very smoking hot 3set. 2 chicks with hats who look like Ariany Celeste! Its time to go in even while I'm hating my game. I tell DC romance, "Open those 2 with no lines or excuses."
He hesitates and just cannot get himself to do it
Vicious- Fine. I'll open the friend, and you'll open her. I'll open 1st
DC Romance- Ok
I go in and somehow hook them, but to my surprise, they're a little drunk. DC Romance hooked the other chick suddenly he was on fire. flirting with all kinds of women.. 1 of the hot chicks starts hitting on me, and grinding on me. Touching me all over. I then proceed to hit on the hottest 1. Shes into me. Suddenly the 1 that was hitting on me starts hating on me and tries to cockblock me. I still manage to steal a kiss and her number before the cockblock finally takes her away. I then spot this other hot 2set of europeans. I hook my target and also manage to steal a kiss and her number, as well as a seeded date. Color Winged me for the rest of the night. We open a mixed 3set but I wasn't digging them, and neither was Color. My style of game is very in your face, but I'm not good at just holding a normal conversation. We ejected. This FR had MANY Interesting sets and experiences. It would be super long if I mentioned them all so I won't. 20 minutes in the night and I had gotten about 2 or 3 kisses, and 3 seeded dates, As well as the chance to change yet another persons view of life and game. but for some reason I was still not happy, nor was I feeling acomplished. I useless. I would watch color hook sets although they seemed to go nowhere. Eventually he hooked this decent looking woman, and they clicked. They talked for hours and he kissed her. This made his night and made him feel like the man! While I saw him cheering, I couldn't understand why even though I had managed to do so much did I still feel so empty inside. I look back at when I just started. I'm Clearly MUCH better and I'm still progressing, why do I still feel empty inside. Suddenly as this is going in my mind Color spots 3 au pairs. 1 of them is pretty attractive. The other 2 are a little bit chubby. Him and I are attracted by the same 1. while we're still deciding whos goings, I go in, and hook her. Color comes in and does a great job at distracting the chubs. I hook this girl for a very long time, and we connect so well. I notice how this 1 interaction suddenly changes my spirits. I also notice how Hooking sets to Color, is like getting numbers, and makeouts to me, its not impressive nor is it an acomplishment. and thats when it hit me that its not about the actions or results, but rather your inner acomplishments. I had hooked a set Very well and this made my night while Color had hooked countless. Color had gotten and kiss and a seeded date, and this made his night while had gotten many more kisses, and countless dates set up. I silently celebrated, and proceed to the inside. Color then gave me some advice which I didn't agree with but I still respected the fact that he was trying to give me advice. By the end of the night I'm tired and still fighting inner battles, But I also realize that the most powerful form of validation, is self and thats the 1 rule I live by.
Today's topic- Self Validation... I noticed that the guys who are good at anything in life all have the ability to be self validated, which is why they never quit when the people surrounding them are against them. I was feeling shitty yet my abaility to be self validated allowed me to keep trying just as hard as the 1st day I joined
FR 76 The mentor- My emotional circutry is very weird but I'm a bit calmer then I have been for the past month or so. Once again I don't call anyone and decide to solo it. Once in the public bar patio I chode crystalize again. Ugh this is gay. Where's the old Vicious firepower that could push past this. I was towards the end of the bar only to find magellan. It seems his wing flaked on him and is by him self. I can't push past this pussyness. It looks like we both need a friend. We talk and get to know each other. Within the first 5 minutes, this guy's calibration and field experience are noticeable. He gives me some solid advice about calibration, and tells me about screening. I begin to open and watch how well he hooks sets and wins over entire groups. With his guidance I start noticing little hints from people. He teaches me how to screen for smiles, bodylanguage, situations where there could possibly be interrupts. This precisely what I've been missing all this time. I quickly take note of this and ever since today I've been screening for signs. As to the actual sets, nothing special happened. It was pretty dead but the leasson was invaluable. Magellan is humble knowlegable and helpful. I then hustle him to teach me follow up since It's my current stickingpoint.
Today's topic- The little details... Checking for little details such as timing, situations, surrounding etc, usually means the difference between an FR, and an LR.
FR 77 Killing the boy- Its been too long and no matter what amount of analysis, sarging, practices, I attempt. I Seem to be stuck in an endless plateau. but for some reason the strenght in the relationships That have been created out of this, and the experiences have been slowly but surely killing the boy inside of me, and now I feel more like a man. I head out for some daygame with Jdubbs, and Superman. As its been lately we're all pussying out. We walk into a women's store and without even trying Jdubbs hooks the hired gun. Jdubbs is probably the most impressive person I've seen as far as wit and set hooking. He just has no competition. He stays there for a while. Superman and I come out and we spot a SMOKING HOT 2set. I tell Superman to come wing me cuz deep down I'm shitting my pants. he's frozen. I walk behind them and follow them for a while but I can't get my self to open. They walk into a store and I also walk in. They see me but I say nothing. They walk out shortly after that. I walk out and go the opposite way feeling defeated. But I NEVER let a set go once I put my mind to it, so I can't let this 1 go. I turn around and do an oldschool Suicide chase and tell them whats on my mind. They hook unbelievably well. We chat I make them laugh, etc. I puss out and don't go for them number since they do also mention they're leaving town in 2 days. For the rest of the day I'm Getting IOIs left and right, and hooking every set, but I just do NOT number close under any circumstance. We leave after a while of sarging. I'm becoming more proficient but that disgusting fear is always a struggle.
FR 78 The last sip in the bitter cup- I head out with Jdubbs to Public bar. This plateau is tough, I just have to endure. I walk into lucky bar, We begin opening. I'm getting blowouts and shutdowns everywhere. I'm just frustrated, Its been too long and nothings changed. things are getting worse and worse. and I'm Leaving DC soon. I refuse to give up. Jdubbs is pushing me and supporting me. We bounce to lucky bar. The blowouts are getting worse and worse, I'm tired runing on almost NO sleep, and the frustration and deception are killing me. The night only gets worse, to the point where I'm creeping girls out with my very presence. Their reactions appear to be very similar to those of the women back in my period of loneliness and Isolation. This sucks. 2 unstoppable forces. the pain and depression(I'm not completely healed from the scars in my past), and my drive to succeed.
Jdubbs- Dude, keep pushing
Vicious(frustrated, and empty)- yea. Yea
I keep opening and women are literally walking away from me as soon as they see I'm about to approach. I oppenned more sets than I care to count. On our way back to the metro, I'm not saying much but Jdubbs can see the Pain and frustration
Jdubbs- Dude you tried. There's alot to be said for trying even where there was no hope
Vicious- Yea.....
Jdubbs- Dude the stuff you do is very admirable
Vicious- .....
My mind is kinda gone and I feel a couple tears come out of my eyes. I'm eshausted physically mentally and spiritually, but deep down I know that its darkest just before dawn. I know I'm closer to success than my feelings tell me.
Today's topic- Mastermind group... This is probably the single most important thing anyone can do when trying to reach success. There's no way I would still be as motivated to succeed if it wasn't for all my great wings consistently pushing me.
FR 79 The Harvest!- I take time off and make an inventory of my self. Superman and I came up with a concept for building up social circles out of nothing. We have picked our core circle. Iceman, Jdubbs, and yayah to name a few. this concept turns out to be a GREAT idea. Even better than I expected. Suddenly I'm meeting more women with much less effort, and learning close hand from my wing's strenghts. I'm also developing a true friendship that goes beyond wingmanship with everyone in the circle. We're all meeting more women than we were without even cold approaching. I also developed a sharp sixth sense that allows me to read women through their expressions, bodylanguage, etc. The Suicide missions along with all the other struggle developed me from being a boy to becoming a man. my bluntness and ability to pull the trigger in tough moments is becoming extremely useful. I still can't seem to converse too well but I'm able to connect to women in a deeper level than ever before. Superman, Iceman and I head to the Sakura matsuri event where we are to meet 2 of Supermans women. Iceman is great at making game easy and conversing. He Opens a very cute hired gun. I occuppy the less attractive coworker. We complement each other well. He gets his target to invest by writting his name in Kanji. I get my target to invest as well by teaching me Japanese. I leech off his conversation since he's so good at it, but I notice he has a hard time pulling the trigger. I number close my chick and we bounce shortly after that. Iceman teaches me content, and I teach him bluntness, while Superman teaches up Bouncing. We make a Great team. We go through all kinds of crazy adventures and game while we're at it.
Today's topic- Social Circle... Its extremely hard to learn content through straight up cold approach until you can consistently hook, or get consistent dates and even then. How ofter can you stay in set for 2 hours or more. Going to social events where you're forced to interact for Hours with the same people who happen to be strangers is absolutely crucial to learning content, which is why the Social ciircle concept is so powerful.
FR 80 Freedom- Our social circle game is improving its been a long time and, I've been so bussy runing social circle game that I have done no Cold approach. Superman, Jdubbs, and I head to Georgetown to cold approach for the 1st time in a while. We're surrounded by hot women but we can't approach. We chat and chode around. Finally after a while we walk into a bookstore I spot a pretty hot older woman around her 30s and Jdubbs Later spot a very attractive asian woman sitting with this other girl. She seems to be just my type. I have paralyzing fear. Jdubbs distracts the older woman so Superman and I open the 2set with the hot asian. We freeze up. No fucking way. Vicious is gone and has been replaced by a pussy. although my life is much more fullfilling now. After a while of standing there creepy like, Everyone is looking at us and things get awkward, Which further enhances the AA. Jdubbs comes back
Jdubbs- Um I opened that chick so you guys would stop being pussies
Vicious- Sorry man. I'm a pussy today
Superman- Yea I can't open that
Jdubbs- Lets go.
I feel guilty. As we head to the downstairs, something takes over and forces me to walk towards my target against my will. It littterally feels llike someone is grabbing me by force and pushing me in that direction. I go In and tell her exactly whats on my head. I'm stuttering for the 1st time in a while. Whe starts laughing nervously. I make small talk, She can't stop laughing out of nervousness.
Vicious- He Heey. You'rree ve very attractive. I have to um um get to know you. Blah, blah. I'm Vicious
HBasian- Oh um haha, um I'm Mija Nice to meet you
Vicious- What do you do
To make a long story short, I made small talk and Ejected shortly by saying "Nice to meet you" I walk away and kick my self for being a big pussy. Midway thorugh the stairs I run back and come back. They laugh
Vicious- Hey I'm back
Mija- LOL hey
Vicious- We need to exchange numbers(While handing her my phone)
I proceeded to Seeding a date. That was litterally the only approach I made that day. How every. the fact that I had more tan 4 potential dates lined up and have made some amazing connections were such a drug that I could say I am High on life I'm finally free from my nightmares for now.
Things have been very weird. They went from really well to super shitty, to some progress, to even shittier. At this time I'm really questioning my self. Its just a painful process. And I've plauteaud for months now. The only good new is that I'm doing more iso, and setting up dates is becoming more natural.
FR 75- Self Validation- Theres 2 women who are turning out to be great connectors so I'm developing quite a cool social circle. and have just started to become good friends with Iceman. Iceman tells me of a meet up in Georgetown. I head that way to find out its Color's big meet up. I'm warmely welcomed by everyone. Color gives some theory pointers and later asks me to give my input. My style is very different so I can't say I advocate his, on the other hand, my game has been terrible so I don't feel like I have anything to teach. I uncomfortably tell the guys my point of view and proceed to dissappear and do my own thing, how ever I notice that 1 of the new guys whos name is DC Romance I believe is particularly nervous and doesn't seem to trust himself very much. At this stage of my life I don't trust my self to teach others but somehow I always end up finding a way to teach them something. Even when I know nothing about game. I can either leave him to drown by him self and dissappear, or I can try to help him without knowing if I can. I choose to stay. I forget what I said to him but I mentally trained him and later I spot a very smoking hot 3set. 2 chicks with hats who look like Ariany Celeste! Its time to go in even while I'm hating my game. I tell DC romance, "Open those 2 with no lines or excuses."
He hesitates and just cannot get himself to do it
Vicious- Fine. I'll open the friend, and you'll open her. I'll open 1st
DC Romance- Ok
I go in and somehow hook them, but to my surprise, they're a little drunk. DC Romance hooked the other chick suddenly he was on fire. flirting with all kinds of women.. 1 of the hot chicks starts hitting on me, and grinding on me. Touching me all over. I then proceed to hit on the hottest 1. Shes into me. Suddenly the 1 that was hitting on me starts hating on me and tries to cockblock me. I still manage to steal a kiss and her number before the cockblock finally takes her away. I then spot this other hot 2set of europeans. I hook my target and also manage to steal a kiss and her number, as well as a seeded date. Color Winged me for the rest of the night. We open a mixed 3set but I wasn't digging them, and neither was Color. My style of game is very in your face, but I'm not good at just holding a normal conversation. We ejected. This FR had MANY Interesting sets and experiences. It would be super long if I mentioned them all so I won't. 20 minutes in the night and I had gotten about 2 or 3 kisses, and 3 seeded dates, As well as the chance to change yet another persons view of life and game. but for some reason I was still not happy, nor was I feeling acomplished. I useless. I would watch color hook sets although they seemed to go nowhere. Eventually he hooked this decent looking woman, and they clicked. They talked for hours and he kissed her. This made his night and made him feel like the man! While I saw him cheering, I couldn't understand why even though I had managed to do so much did I still feel so empty inside. I look back at when I just started. I'm Clearly MUCH better and I'm still progressing, why do I still feel empty inside. Suddenly as this is going in my mind Color spots 3 au pairs. 1 of them is pretty attractive. The other 2 are a little bit chubby. Him and I are attracted by the same 1. while we're still deciding whos goings, I go in, and hook her. Color comes in and does a great job at distracting the chubs. I hook this girl for a very long time, and we connect so well. I notice how this 1 interaction suddenly changes my spirits. I also notice how Hooking sets to Color, is like getting numbers, and makeouts to me, its not impressive nor is it an acomplishment. and thats when it hit me that its not about the actions or results, but rather your inner acomplishments. I had hooked a set Very well and this made my night while Color had hooked countless. Color had gotten and kiss and a seeded date, and this made his night while had gotten many more kisses, and countless dates set up. I silently celebrated, and proceed to the inside. Color then gave me some advice which I didn't agree with but I still respected the fact that he was trying to give me advice. By the end of the night I'm tired and still fighting inner battles, But I also realize that the most powerful form of validation, is self and thats the 1 rule I live by.
Today's topic- Self Validation... I noticed that the guys who are good at anything in life all have the ability to be self validated, which is why they never quit when the people surrounding them are against them. I was feeling shitty yet my abaility to be self validated allowed me to keep trying just as hard as the 1st day I joined
FR 76 The mentor- My emotional circutry is very weird but I'm a bit calmer then I have been for the past month or so. Once again I don't call anyone and decide to solo it. Once in the public bar patio I chode crystalize again. Ugh this is gay. Where's the old Vicious firepower that could push past this. I was towards the end of the bar only to find magellan. It seems his wing flaked on him and is by him self. I can't push past this pussyness. It looks like we both need a friend. We talk and get to know each other. Within the first 5 minutes, this guy's calibration and field experience are noticeable. He gives me some solid advice about calibration, and tells me about screening. I begin to open and watch how well he hooks sets and wins over entire groups. With his guidance I start noticing little hints from people. He teaches me how to screen for smiles, bodylanguage, situations where there could possibly be interrupts. This precisely what I've been missing all this time. I quickly take note of this and ever since today I've been screening for signs. As to the actual sets, nothing special happened. It was pretty dead but the leasson was invaluable. Magellan is humble knowlegable and helpful. I then hustle him to teach me follow up since It's my current stickingpoint.
Today's topic- The little details... Checking for little details such as timing, situations, surrounding etc, usually means the difference between an FR, and an LR.
FR 77 Killing the boy- Its been too long and no matter what amount of analysis, sarging, practices, I attempt. I Seem to be stuck in an endless plateau. but for some reason the strenght in the relationships That have been created out of this, and the experiences have been slowly but surely killing the boy inside of me, and now I feel more like a man. I head out for some daygame with Jdubbs, and Superman. As its been lately we're all pussying out. We walk into a women's store and without even trying Jdubbs hooks the hired gun. Jdubbs is probably the most impressive person I've seen as far as wit and set hooking. He just has no competition. He stays there for a while. Superman and I come out and we spot a SMOKING HOT 2set. I tell Superman to come wing me cuz deep down I'm shitting my pants. he's frozen. I walk behind them and follow them for a while but I can't get my self to open. They walk into a store and I also walk in. They see me but I say nothing. They walk out shortly after that. I walk out and go the opposite way feeling defeated. But I NEVER let a set go once I put my mind to it, so I can't let this 1 go. I turn around and do an oldschool Suicide chase and tell them whats on my mind. They hook unbelievably well. We chat I make them laugh, etc. I puss out and don't go for them number since they do also mention they're leaving town in 2 days. For the rest of the day I'm Getting IOIs left and right, and hooking every set, but I just do NOT number close under any circumstance. We leave after a while of sarging. I'm becoming more proficient but that disgusting fear is always a struggle.
FR 78 The last sip in the bitter cup- I head out with Jdubbs to Public bar. This plateau is tough, I just have to endure. I walk into lucky bar, We begin opening. I'm getting blowouts and shutdowns everywhere. I'm just frustrated, Its been too long and nothings changed. things are getting worse and worse. and I'm Leaving DC soon. I refuse to give up. Jdubbs is pushing me and supporting me. We bounce to lucky bar. The blowouts are getting worse and worse, I'm tired runing on almost NO sleep, and the frustration and deception are killing me. The night only gets worse, to the point where I'm creeping girls out with my very presence. Their reactions appear to be very similar to those of the women back in my period of loneliness and Isolation. This sucks. 2 unstoppable forces. the pain and depression(I'm not completely healed from the scars in my past), and my drive to succeed.
Jdubbs- Dude, keep pushing
Vicious(frustrated, and empty)- yea. Yea
I keep opening and women are literally walking away from me as soon as they see I'm about to approach. I oppenned more sets than I care to count. On our way back to the metro, I'm not saying much but Jdubbs can see the Pain and frustration
Jdubbs- Dude you tried. There's alot to be said for trying even where there was no hope
Vicious- Yea.....
Jdubbs- Dude the stuff you do is very admirable
Vicious- .....
My mind is kinda gone and I feel a couple tears come out of my eyes. I'm eshausted physically mentally and spiritually, but deep down I know that its darkest just before dawn. I know I'm closer to success than my feelings tell me.
Today's topic- Mastermind group... This is probably the single most important thing anyone can do when trying to reach success. There's no way I would still be as motivated to succeed if it wasn't for all my great wings consistently pushing me.
FR 79 The Harvest!- I take time off and make an inventory of my self. Superman and I came up with a concept for building up social circles out of nothing. We have picked our core circle. Iceman, Jdubbs, and yayah to name a few. this concept turns out to be a GREAT idea. Even better than I expected. Suddenly I'm meeting more women with much less effort, and learning close hand from my wing's strenghts. I'm also developing a true friendship that goes beyond wingmanship with everyone in the circle. We're all meeting more women than we were without even cold approaching. I also developed a sharp sixth sense that allows me to read women through their expressions, bodylanguage, etc. The Suicide missions along with all the other struggle developed me from being a boy to becoming a man. my bluntness and ability to pull the trigger in tough moments is becoming extremely useful. I still can't seem to converse too well but I'm able to connect to women in a deeper level than ever before. Superman, Iceman and I head to the Sakura matsuri event where we are to meet 2 of Supermans women. Iceman is great at making game easy and conversing. He Opens a very cute hired gun. I occuppy the less attractive coworker. We complement each other well. He gets his target to invest by writting his name in Kanji. I get my target to invest as well by teaching me Japanese. I leech off his conversation since he's so good at it, but I notice he has a hard time pulling the trigger. I number close my chick and we bounce shortly after that. Iceman teaches me content, and I teach him bluntness, while Superman teaches up Bouncing. We make a Great team. We go through all kinds of crazy adventures and game while we're at it.
Today's topic- Social Circle... Its extremely hard to learn content through straight up cold approach until you can consistently hook, or get consistent dates and even then. How ofter can you stay in set for 2 hours or more. Going to social events where you're forced to interact for Hours with the same people who happen to be strangers is absolutely crucial to learning content, which is why the Social ciircle concept is so powerful.
FR 80 Freedom- Our social circle game is improving its been a long time and, I've been so bussy runing social circle game that I have done no Cold approach. Superman, Jdubbs, and I head to Georgetown to cold approach for the 1st time in a while. We're surrounded by hot women but we can't approach. We chat and chode around. Finally after a while we walk into a bookstore I spot a pretty hot older woman around her 30s and Jdubbs Later spot a very attractive asian woman sitting with this other girl. She seems to be just my type. I have paralyzing fear. Jdubbs distracts the older woman so Superman and I open the 2set with the hot asian. We freeze up. No fucking way. Vicious is gone and has been replaced by a pussy. although my life is much more fullfilling now. After a while of standing there creepy like, Everyone is looking at us and things get awkward, Which further enhances the AA. Jdubbs comes back
Jdubbs- Um I opened that chick so you guys would stop being pussies
Vicious- Sorry man. I'm a pussy today
Superman- Yea I can't open that
Jdubbs- Lets go.
I feel guilty. As we head to the downstairs, something takes over and forces me to walk towards my target against my will. It littterally feels llike someone is grabbing me by force and pushing me in that direction. I go In and tell her exactly whats on my head. I'm stuttering for the 1st time in a while. Whe starts laughing nervously. I make small talk, She can't stop laughing out of nervousness.
Vicious- He Heey. You'rree ve very attractive. I have to um um get to know you. Blah, blah. I'm Vicious
HBasian- Oh um haha, um I'm Mija Nice to meet you
Vicious- What do you do
To make a long story short, I made small talk and Ejected shortly by saying "Nice to meet you" I walk away and kick my self for being a big pussy. Midway thorugh the stairs I run back and come back. They laugh
Vicious- Hey I'm back
Mija- LOL hey
Vicious- We need to exchange numbers(While handing her my phone)
I proceeded to Seeding a date. That was litterally the only approach I made that day. How every. the fact that I had more tan 4 potential dates lined up and have made some amazing connections were such a drug that I could say I am High on life I'm finally free from my nightmares for now.
FRs 71-74 Vicious lost chapters part 2!!!
FRs 71-74 Vicious lost chapters part 2!!!
I lose all comunications. Thanks to that I'm forced to flake on everyone. So Everyone's pissed at me. Even my best buddy Superman! Actually. specially Superman.
FR 71 Newbie meetup- My arrival is unexpected. People greet me. I don't know most of these guys in person. Only handles, and rep. No one's saying anything, but their desire to see me game is noticeable. I'm used to this kind of preassure, but considering I'm in a terrible state, and I don't wanna game, This becomes an issue. also, I'm not that used to big groups of people focusing on me. Er at least thats how it felt. I have dinner with Crazy Mike, and Superman. I open sets but they're not lasting longer than 1 min. Suddenly Aqua shows up and basically tells me to stop choding. My issue is not that. My issue is my sets are sucking due to such a negative state. I disappear from site since I don't want preassure. In my head I'm thinking, Fuck this meet up, and the people in it. I'm all that matters right now. I need to do well for my self. After a considerable amount of blown sets something in me awakens and I start delivering energy charged approaches. My set hooking increases. Aqua is my main wing for the night. I open a very hot spanish woman, and she hooks but the group cockblocks me. Then aqua opens her. Same thing. Overall my energy level allowed me to successfully hook even the toughest sets. I've developed Quite an opening ability but I still have the conversational sticking point. This 1 has been by far the worst sticking point/plateau No matter what I do, I seem to fix it but it keeps coming back.
Highlights
I make Eye contact with a somewhat decent looking target. She isn't the best looking but I recognize the signs well when I see them. I hook her hardcore, and Dance with her. Shes super interested, Because I'm still uncalibrated I decided since this chick was definetly into me I'd just get exposed and overescalate. I kissed her once but she would not go for the makeout. I pretty much blew my self out with my aggresive approach. Aqua later came and approached her. He did pretty well with her and eventually isod her.
Today's Topic- Stay longer, learn faster... in my opinion Aqua's method although effective, It seemed to be too safe and slow. Mine is just the opposite, But although I opened shitloads more sets, and hooked and attracted a decent amount, watching his game, showed me a big flaw in my game. He approached the same chick and got all the way to iso and could have possibly taken her home just because he slowed down and played his cards slower. in this scenareo, he learned more than I did because he was able to get further with her.
FR 72 Suicide crew chodeout?- Live Forever, Zafer, and I meet up in Mcfaddens. We've all become independant, and haven't gamed in a while. We're all super rusty. Considering those 3 names are known for their courage, you'd figure all being together would mean death to chodeness. Far from that we all chode out. Live forever barely struggles to open 3 sets, and so does Zafer, and so do I. Suddenly we spot this very hot tall woman. We all want to approach but no one has the balls. Finally zafer pushes me into her. She turns around, and I go direct. She hooks, I do some light kino and number close her, and set up a date.
FR 73 Self reliance- I'm still with very little comunication. The name Vicious is starting to die out. Even my closest wings stop hanging out with me. For some reason instead of depressing me it feels good to roll solo. I get to focus on me, and analyze my sticking points. I go into public bar but as I'm standing in line, 5 dudes show up, and decide to cut me. I call them out on it, and they don't like it
Vicious- You're back there, stay there
Asshole- no you fucking stand back
Vicious- I'm not fucking moving
Asshole- The cops are right there
Vicious- I don't give a shit whos there, I'm not moving(He tries to physically move me) DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME. get back.
Funny enough, this confrontation raises up my energy. Biggie smalls shows up and is waiting for me down there(I fought over the line for nothing) I don't normally drink but once in a while. This time I get a drink so I can relax since I'm kinda nervous. If you read my recent FRs. I don't go out as often so I always have AA and without wing support AA can be a huge cunt! I tell Biggie to wait for me to close out my tab. There's a very cute chick standing next to me. I hesitate. The chode in me is kicking my balls! I finally man up
Vicious- Hey you now whats kinda weird?
HBchic- What
Vicious- We're like bumping elbows and not even talking. WEIRD
HBchic- Lol I know, People in DC are assholes.
Vicious- Thanks for calling me an asshole I take it you're just visiting?
HBchic- No Not you Yeha I live in Chicago, and there the bartenders, always serve the Women 1st. Here, they don't even acknowledge me. I'm flashing my boobs, and still no service.
Vicious- (I actually forgot what I said but I qualified my self a little.)
I hooked her playing the nice guy, and then turned into vicious by cracking some Jokes, etc. Since she talked about guys being gentlemen, that became the center of conversation and she said that I wasn't like the other assholes
HBchic- my whole night has been terrible
Vicious- I'm about to make your night
HBchic- really?
Vicious- Meet rico Suave.
I grab her hand, and do and oldschool bow, and kiss in the hand. Shes loving it. I'm rushing since Biggie is waiting for me, so I eject early, and I also decide not to close her since shes leaving to chicago. I leave and half way there, I turn back and ask her when shes leaving, and set up a date for the next day, and number close her. I head to science club with Biggie Smallz. I really admire that dude. Hes got the heart of a lion. I Hooks sets left and right. Its in these FRs that I just started seeding dates. It seems like I'm finally where game really starts. I opened some more and seeded a date.
FR 74 Becoming a man- By this time my comunication is up, but I'm getting absolutely no phone calls from anyone, nor am I calling people. And the only phone calls I get are from wings telling me their frs, or asking for advice. Its saturday night and I'm off early, I can either use the phone or not. I choose not to and head out to public. walking in, the chode in me starts bitching louder and louder as I approach the patio. I have no one to come back to. AA is still there. Did the Suicide missions really help? will I go back into Isolation again? Am I fighting a useless fight? all these questions pop into my head simultaneously. I begin to chode crystalize. I need a drink pretty bad. But that breaks 1 of my rules. Eventually I fuck the rules and drink up, but the alc is not working. I'll settle for anything, I just wanna flow. I don't care if I get wasted. I just wanna do good for once. Suddenly I spot Raven, with Andrass. we chat, and I feel relieved but dissapointed that I wasn't able to do this. We game and my game inst terrible but its not the sharpest. We bounce to madhatter. As I'm walking there I decide I need to stop being a pussy. As soon as we arrive, I purposefully lose Raven. I spot a dancing 2set. come in dominantly, and completely caveman 1 of the chicks. Shes immediately into me. I'm still experimenting overescalation so I start sensually rubbing my hands all over her body. Shes so turned on and her bt is so high that she blows her self out by desperately introducing me to her friend and ejecting far away from me. (Weird) I probably could have persued her more but I don't Instead I remember to Iso since I'm not used to it. I build comfort with the friend, and bounce her to a table across the lounge. As I approach the table, I sit 1st thinking she'll sit next to me (Huge mistake) She sit in front of me. That diminishes my chances for escalation. I chat her up and try to number close. I give her my cellphone, She types it but the moron forgets to save it, and I being the bigger moron close my phone. But fuck it I'll just blaim her. I bounce shortly after that. But I walk away with a big smile on my face for kicking the shit out of my retarded LBs(Limiting beliefs) yet again!
Today's topic- Leading... My 1st mistake was giving her a chioce of seat, and my second 1 was trusting her to save her number. This brings me to the conclusion that people are retarded and therefor you should always take the lead and impose on them what you want them to do.
I lose all comunications. Thanks to that I'm forced to flake on everyone. So Everyone's pissed at me. Even my best buddy Superman! Actually. specially Superman.
FR 71 Newbie meetup- My arrival is unexpected. People greet me. I don't know most of these guys in person. Only handles, and rep. No one's saying anything, but their desire to see me game is noticeable. I'm used to this kind of preassure, but considering I'm in a terrible state, and I don't wanna game, This becomes an issue. also, I'm not that used to big groups of people focusing on me. Er at least thats how it felt. I have dinner with Crazy Mike, and Superman. I open sets but they're not lasting longer than 1 min. Suddenly Aqua shows up and basically tells me to stop choding. My issue is not that. My issue is my sets are sucking due to such a negative state. I disappear from site since I don't want preassure. In my head I'm thinking, Fuck this meet up, and the people in it. I'm all that matters right now. I need to do well for my self. After a considerable amount of blown sets something in me awakens and I start delivering energy charged approaches. My set hooking increases. Aqua is my main wing for the night. I open a very hot spanish woman, and she hooks but the group cockblocks me. Then aqua opens her. Same thing. Overall my energy level allowed me to successfully hook even the toughest sets. I've developed Quite an opening ability but I still have the conversational sticking point. This 1 has been by far the worst sticking point/plateau No matter what I do, I seem to fix it but it keeps coming back.
Highlights
I make Eye contact with a somewhat decent looking target. She isn't the best looking but I recognize the signs well when I see them. I hook her hardcore, and Dance with her. Shes super interested, Because I'm still uncalibrated I decided since this chick was definetly into me I'd just get exposed and overescalate. I kissed her once but she would not go for the makeout. I pretty much blew my self out with my aggresive approach. Aqua later came and approached her. He did pretty well with her and eventually isod her.
Today's Topic- Stay longer, learn faster... in my opinion Aqua's method although effective, It seemed to be too safe and slow. Mine is just the opposite, But although I opened shitloads more sets, and hooked and attracted a decent amount, watching his game, showed me a big flaw in my game. He approached the same chick and got all the way to iso and could have possibly taken her home just because he slowed down and played his cards slower. in this scenareo, he learned more than I did because he was able to get further with her.
FR 72 Suicide crew chodeout?- Live Forever, Zafer, and I meet up in Mcfaddens. We've all become independant, and haven't gamed in a while. We're all super rusty. Considering those 3 names are known for their courage, you'd figure all being together would mean death to chodeness. Far from that we all chode out. Live forever barely struggles to open 3 sets, and so does Zafer, and so do I. Suddenly we spot this very hot tall woman. We all want to approach but no one has the balls. Finally zafer pushes me into her. She turns around, and I go direct. She hooks, I do some light kino and number close her, and set up a date.
FR 73 Self reliance- I'm still with very little comunication. The name Vicious is starting to die out. Even my closest wings stop hanging out with me. For some reason instead of depressing me it feels good to roll solo. I get to focus on me, and analyze my sticking points. I go into public bar but as I'm standing in line, 5 dudes show up, and decide to cut me. I call them out on it, and they don't like it
Vicious- You're back there, stay there
Asshole- no you fucking stand back
Vicious- I'm not fucking moving
Asshole- The cops are right there
Vicious- I don't give a shit whos there, I'm not moving(He tries to physically move me) DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME. get back.
Funny enough, this confrontation raises up my energy. Biggie smalls shows up and is waiting for me down there(I fought over the line for nothing) I don't normally drink but once in a while. This time I get a drink so I can relax since I'm kinda nervous. If you read my recent FRs. I don't go out as often so I always have AA and without wing support AA can be a huge cunt! I tell Biggie to wait for me to close out my tab. There's a very cute chick standing next to me. I hesitate. The chode in me is kicking my balls! I finally man up
Vicious- Hey you now whats kinda weird?
HBchic- What
Vicious- We're like bumping elbows and not even talking. WEIRD
HBchic- Lol I know, People in DC are assholes.
Vicious- Thanks for calling me an asshole I take it you're just visiting?
HBchic- No Not you Yeha I live in Chicago, and there the bartenders, always serve the Women 1st. Here, they don't even acknowledge me. I'm flashing my boobs, and still no service.
Vicious- (I actually forgot what I said but I qualified my self a little.)
I hooked her playing the nice guy, and then turned into vicious by cracking some Jokes, etc. Since she talked about guys being gentlemen, that became the center of conversation and she said that I wasn't like the other assholes
HBchic- my whole night has been terrible
Vicious- I'm about to make your night
HBchic- really?
Vicious- Meet rico Suave.
I grab her hand, and do and oldschool bow, and kiss in the hand. Shes loving it. I'm rushing since Biggie is waiting for me, so I eject early, and I also decide not to close her since shes leaving to chicago. I leave and half way there, I turn back and ask her when shes leaving, and set up a date for the next day, and number close her. I head to science club with Biggie Smallz. I really admire that dude. Hes got the heart of a lion. I Hooks sets left and right. Its in these FRs that I just started seeding dates. It seems like I'm finally where game really starts. I opened some more and seeded a date.
FR 74 Becoming a man- By this time my comunication is up, but I'm getting absolutely no phone calls from anyone, nor am I calling people. And the only phone calls I get are from wings telling me their frs, or asking for advice. Its saturday night and I'm off early, I can either use the phone or not. I choose not to and head out to public. walking in, the chode in me starts bitching louder and louder as I approach the patio. I have no one to come back to. AA is still there. Did the Suicide missions really help? will I go back into Isolation again? Am I fighting a useless fight? all these questions pop into my head simultaneously. I begin to chode crystalize. I need a drink pretty bad. But that breaks 1 of my rules. Eventually I fuck the rules and drink up, but the alc is not working. I'll settle for anything, I just wanna flow. I don't care if I get wasted. I just wanna do good for once. Suddenly I spot Raven, with Andrass. we chat, and I feel relieved but dissapointed that I wasn't able to do this. We game and my game inst terrible but its not the sharpest. We bounce to madhatter. As I'm walking there I decide I need to stop being a pussy. As soon as we arrive, I purposefully lose Raven. I spot a dancing 2set. come in dominantly, and completely caveman 1 of the chicks. Shes immediately into me. I'm still experimenting overescalation so I start sensually rubbing my hands all over her body. Shes so turned on and her bt is so high that she blows her self out by desperately introducing me to her friend and ejecting far away from me. (Weird) I probably could have persued her more but I don't Instead I remember to Iso since I'm not used to it. I build comfort with the friend, and bounce her to a table across the lounge. As I approach the table, I sit 1st thinking she'll sit next to me (Huge mistake) She sit in front of me. That diminishes my chances for escalation. I chat her up and try to number close. I give her my cellphone, She types it but the moron forgets to save it, and I being the bigger moron close my phone. But fuck it I'll just blaim her. I bounce shortly after that. But I walk away with a big smile on my face for kicking the shit out of my retarded LBs(Limiting beliefs) yet again!
Today's topic- Leading... My 1st mistake was giving her a chioce of seat, and my second 1 was trusting her to save her number. This brings me to the conclusion that people are retarded and therefor you should always take the lead and impose on them what you want them to do.
FRs 68-70 Vicious lost chapters part 1!!!
FRs 68-70 Vicious lost chapters part 1!!!
Ever since I fried my comp, and have been arranging my departure, I've lost connection with the forum, however I haven't stopped my progress, nor have I left my wings. Since there's so many FRs to catch up to, I will condense them, and make them each into short sections. also keep in mind the detail will be considerably poor since its been so long
FR 68 regression- I haven't done day game in a while. My once strong point. Due to how incredibly busy I've been and how many responsibilities I've had lately. I come out with Superman, and Live Forever like old times. AA is up the roof once again. Live Forever is not opening much but his game is more solid than I recall. I on the other hand open despite the massive AA but my game is atrocious. women are receptive and attracted but just like old days. I have no content and conversations get awkward. I open a chick by saying "Hi you're cute but you look kinda mean" MASSIVE Blow out
Bitchy girl- Leave me the fuck alone, how dare you say that, blah, blah, blah
Vicious(I'm sry guys but even if shes having a shitty day I'll make it worse since shes still being a bitch)- My point exactly, Your life's gotta suck, I'd hate to deal with you, blah, blah
Today's topic- Inconsistency... I'm noticing inconsistent results are the number 1 reason why people quit. I'm also noticing there's nothing you can do about that. It just takes a lot of time and practice before you start getting solid.
FR 69 The 2 titans- So I meet up with Biggie smallz. We get to bond a little and share stories. We both man up and start running game. Biggie is controlling all kinds of sets and kissing chicks I on the other hand I'm focusing more on solid conversations and comfort, etc since they've been my biggest sticking points. At this point Getting makeouts, and doing the caveman stuff is not as big a priority to me. This night my comfort game is incredibly effective and I'm getting what seems to be more solid numbers.
Highlights- I open a 2set (decent looking asians) Instead of doing the all out there crazy game I'm used to running I focus on getting to know the chick and connecting. We start talking about our traditions, etc. I'm used to doing things on the spot and barely planning. But this time, my slower style of game allows me to think better. I finally remember to iso. So I direct her to a nearby couch and wrap my arm around her(To me this is a big accomplishment since I NEVER Iso) We chat some more and I love the connection finally after some more connecting I get the urge to kiss her so I do. We do some light kissing and suddenly I sense some evil eyes in the bg. I notice the dreaded cock-block coming our way. I number close her but also due to the high level of flakes I've been getting I'm very selective about number closing, So I finally remember to seed the date.
Today's topic- Self analysis... I initially fell victim to a trend which is the belief that just going out, and opening a lot or just experiencing things is the best way to improve. To my surprise this is a very slow and painful process. Just as important if not more is the process of assessing, and analyzing every interaction. Just experiencing something will get you comfortable with it which is a vital part of learning but it won't necessarily get you good, so the follow up analysis is just as important
FR 70 My alter ego!- I meet up with Sonic, Wolf Howls and a couple new guys. I'm not very used to the venue, and since I go out much less consistently than before, My AA tends to always be kinda high, although because of all my past field experiences, its never enough to stop me. this time I spot a group of hot women. I'm being a big pussy and cannot gather the balls approach them. Wolf howls comes over and eases my tension telling me its OK not to approach and all that weak sappy shit. I don't like making excuses but this time the chode in me is making me break my own code of honor. In my head I'm thinking, wolf you're not doing me a favor, but I wont say nothing cuz I'm a big pussy. Next thing I know, He pushes me into the group!!!(This was just 1 big set up. ASSHOLE! ) I reluctantly open. but basically do a hit and run, and eject quickly. Wolf will not let me eject, and Sonic comes in and embarrasses the shit out of me (ASSHOLES!!!!) I needed some tuff love, and although savage, it was a great way to warm up. I was still a pussy after until suddenly something in me snapped and my memories came back. I started kicking some major ass after that. Sonic observed my game and gave me advice on getting laid.
Highlights
We're in flip's car, and as we're leaving the parking lot. We spot 3 hotties walking down the street ready to get to their cars. Every dog in the car is eyeing them. Considering its like 3 am, its dank, and there's no angle to approach them, There's no way to not be creepy about approaching them. Everybody's resigned to watch them go. I see flip rolling down the window. Since we can't approach them, the next best thing is to yell something. Midway through the window I Yell "Stop. Don't yell. Let me off here" Wolf is like "Are you seriously going to approach them?" You can't be serious.
I had no idea how to approach them but as I got closer I realized that the best way was to lay my cards on the table
Vicious(As I'm walking from behind them)- Hey guys
HB(All ready giving me creeped out looks)- What!
Vicious- I realize this is kinda creepy, and the darkness, and the whole scenario don't help the situation, but...(Pause followed by a funny tone) You're hot. I just couldn't help it. Hi I'm Vicious!
(The chicks start laughing)
HB 1- LOL did you follow us all the way from the club here, Cuz that would make it even more creepy.
Vicious- Nope I was in the car and I saw you guys, then I asked my friends If they thought it was gonna be creepy, and they said "Umm YEHA"
(They start laughing again and Introduce themselves to me) I start gaming them in the middle of the street. Then Flip comes driving and wings me via car, In the middle of the streets. Mind you there's cars behind us waiting for us to clear the streets while we're gaming these chicks. We Hook them for quite a while, and try to bounce them but they refuse
Today's topic- Engaging issues... As AFC Adam says. When an issue comes up, bring it up before it becomes an issue, and chances are it will no longer be an issue
Ever since I fried my comp, and have been arranging my departure, I've lost connection with the forum, however I haven't stopped my progress, nor have I left my wings. Since there's so many FRs to catch up to, I will condense them, and make them each into short sections. also keep in mind the detail will be considerably poor since its been so long
FR 68 regression- I haven't done day game in a while. My once strong point. Due to how incredibly busy I've been and how many responsibilities I've had lately. I come out with Superman, and Live Forever like old times. AA is up the roof once again. Live Forever is not opening much but his game is more solid than I recall. I on the other hand open despite the massive AA but my game is atrocious. women are receptive and attracted but just like old days. I have no content and conversations get awkward. I open a chick by saying "Hi you're cute but you look kinda mean" MASSIVE Blow out
Bitchy girl- Leave me the fuck alone, how dare you say that, blah, blah, blah
Vicious(I'm sry guys but even if shes having a shitty day I'll make it worse since shes still being a bitch)- My point exactly, Your life's gotta suck, I'd hate to deal with you, blah, blah
Today's topic- Inconsistency... I'm noticing inconsistent results are the number 1 reason why people quit. I'm also noticing there's nothing you can do about that. It just takes a lot of time and practice before you start getting solid.
FR 69 The 2 titans- So I meet up with Biggie smallz. We get to bond a little and share stories. We both man up and start running game. Biggie is controlling all kinds of sets and kissing chicks I on the other hand I'm focusing more on solid conversations and comfort, etc since they've been my biggest sticking points. At this point Getting makeouts, and doing the caveman stuff is not as big a priority to me. This night my comfort game is incredibly effective and I'm getting what seems to be more solid numbers.
Highlights- I open a 2set (decent looking asians) Instead of doing the all out there crazy game I'm used to running I focus on getting to know the chick and connecting. We start talking about our traditions, etc. I'm used to doing things on the spot and barely planning. But this time, my slower style of game allows me to think better. I finally remember to iso. So I direct her to a nearby couch and wrap my arm around her(To me this is a big accomplishment since I NEVER Iso) We chat some more and I love the connection finally after some more connecting I get the urge to kiss her so I do. We do some light kissing and suddenly I sense some evil eyes in the bg. I notice the dreaded cock-block coming our way. I number close her but also due to the high level of flakes I've been getting I'm very selective about number closing, So I finally remember to seed the date.
Today's topic- Self analysis... I initially fell victim to a trend which is the belief that just going out, and opening a lot or just experiencing things is the best way to improve. To my surprise this is a very slow and painful process. Just as important if not more is the process of assessing, and analyzing every interaction. Just experiencing something will get you comfortable with it which is a vital part of learning but it won't necessarily get you good, so the follow up analysis is just as important
FR 70 My alter ego!- I meet up with Sonic, Wolf Howls and a couple new guys. I'm not very used to the venue, and since I go out much less consistently than before, My AA tends to always be kinda high, although because of all my past field experiences, its never enough to stop me. this time I spot a group of hot women. I'm being a big pussy and cannot gather the balls approach them. Wolf howls comes over and eases my tension telling me its OK not to approach and all that weak sappy shit. I don't like making excuses but this time the chode in me is making me break my own code of honor. In my head I'm thinking, wolf you're not doing me a favor, but I wont say nothing cuz I'm a big pussy. Next thing I know, He pushes me into the group!!!(This was just 1 big set up. ASSHOLE! ) I reluctantly open. but basically do a hit and run, and eject quickly. Wolf will not let me eject, and Sonic comes in and embarrasses the shit out of me (ASSHOLES!!!!) I needed some tuff love, and although savage, it was a great way to warm up. I was still a pussy after until suddenly something in me snapped and my memories came back. I started kicking some major ass after that. Sonic observed my game and gave me advice on getting laid.
Highlights
We're in flip's car, and as we're leaving the parking lot. We spot 3 hotties walking down the street ready to get to their cars. Every dog in the car is eyeing them. Considering its like 3 am, its dank, and there's no angle to approach them, There's no way to not be creepy about approaching them. Everybody's resigned to watch them go. I see flip rolling down the window. Since we can't approach them, the next best thing is to yell something. Midway through the window I Yell "Stop. Don't yell. Let me off here" Wolf is like "Are you seriously going to approach them?" You can't be serious.
I had no idea how to approach them but as I got closer I realized that the best way was to lay my cards on the table
Vicious(As I'm walking from behind them)- Hey guys
HB(All ready giving me creeped out looks)- What!
Vicious- I realize this is kinda creepy, and the darkness, and the whole scenario don't help the situation, but...(Pause followed by a funny tone) You're hot. I just couldn't help it. Hi I'm Vicious!
(The chicks start laughing)
HB 1- LOL did you follow us all the way from the club here, Cuz that would make it even more creepy.
Vicious- Nope I was in the car and I saw you guys, then I asked my friends If they thought it was gonna be creepy, and they said "Umm YEHA"
(They start laughing again and Introduce themselves to me) I start gaming them in the middle of the street. Then Flip comes driving and wings me via car, In the middle of the streets. Mind you there's cars behind us waiting for us to clear the streets while we're gaming these chicks. We Hook them for quite a while, and try to bounce them but they refuse
Today's topic- Engaging issues... As AFC Adam says. When an issue comes up, bring it up before it becomes an issue, and chances are it will no longer be an issue
FR 67 The Price of Leadership!
FR 67 The Price of Leadership!
This is a Very Long fr but I'm gonna really shorten it. Its also kinda old.
So this starts with my daygame meet up. I met up with many of the new guys. We exchanged stories, got to know each other and walked around georgetown.
The new PUA breed- As I get to know these dudes, I realize that I'm probably the newest one when it comes to social interactions. Its clear that although these guys might be new to game or the forum, They're very social and just naturally cool guys. Everyone of them. They're also very ballsy. I've seen this more and more lately. Guys like Flip, Getting high on life, Soma, Plus1, Quincy, etc. I noticed I was here to withness the new PUA transformation. We split into groups and each start gaming. I don't day game much lately so I start feeling preassure. Specially since all these guys are looking at me to lead. Lately I'm starting to focus on stuff like instadates, or other stuff. But this time the Theme was Social freedom, and opening. I gave them some challenges. Such as "The flower challenge" and they did well with it. Plus 1 started exploring metro game, and GHL(Getting High on Life) Started doing some seriously ballsy stuff.
Vicious Vs The prodigy!- While we game, it becomes very noticeable that GHL has a lot of spirit. We're eatting and this cute chick eyes him. We insist that he opens. He does, and Soma wings him. I could tell this guy wasn't gonna be weak and make excuses like alot of guys do when I challenge them. His 1st challenge was to go up to a seated 3set and use "The flower routine" He was very nervous but he made no excuses, got up, and did it. He somewhat hooked but he ejected prematurily. (Well done soldier) Came back and I insisted him to go back and shoot for the number close. He was twice as nervous but he did it, and got shut down for the number (As I suspected he would). As we walked out I insisted to say bye to them in a retarded way (Social freedom right?) He did. I put him through hell but it was my turn to pay (Ugh Here we go) I gave him a tuff challenge with the promisse that he could give me any challenge
GHL- Walk up to a set of granies and tell them that you're attravted to older women, so that means them
AA spikes up. I spot a grany with his 2 grandsons?(Probably my age. Ugh this is gonna be rough) I walk up to her and say hey! She can't hear me.(Must be hard of hearing) I go much louder and say HEY! She turns around and I say "I''m attracted to older women, So I'm into you" She gets creeped out(As she should) and starts walking faster, and the dudes walk closer as in ready to kick my ass. I walk some more and ask her If I can have her number. and they all just walk away.
The price of Leadership!- We hang out all day, and night. I'm getting tired. This day is very exhausting since usually things either go well or not. But today, I'm getting ALL kinds of results. I get chicks ignoring me, others are receptive, then I get some crucial blowouts, then some almost makeouts, then some numbers then some shutdowns, and my energy dies off to the point where I can no longer game and therte's SO Many puas everywhere I won't even take the time to name them. Then My energy comes back full force. I have to improve! I start overescalation challenges with Jdubbs, and we have a hard time pulling them off due to the venue, and also our pussiness. We don't complete them all but do some. This was a hard fought battle and a well lived day!
Revealed lessons
- Its actually very possible to get really good really quick, especially in night game since its all about sexuality. 1 of the fastest ways to get immediate results during night game even if your social skills are not good is to verbally and phisically over escalate. It really makes a Huge difference
Revealed sticking points
-Digging deeper in conversations
-Sexual fear
-Bouncing/ Iso
Revealed goals
- Although I've improved alot and I'm definetly getting better, I want some serious results now. Including getting the lays.
Revealed Focus for the next month
- Over escalation
-Instadates(Daygame)
-Bouncing/Iso
-Digging deeper(Conversations)
This is a Very Long fr but I'm gonna really shorten it. Its also kinda old.
So this starts with my daygame meet up. I met up with many of the new guys. We exchanged stories, got to know each other and walked around georgetown.
The new PUA breed- As I get to know these dudes, I realize that I'm probably the newest one when it comes to social interactions. Its clear that although these guys might be new to game or the forum, They're very social and just naturally cool guys. Everyone of them. They're also very ballsy. I've seen this more and more lately. Guys like Flip, Getting high on life, Soma, Plus1, Quincy, etc. I noticed I was here to withness the new PUA transformation. We split into groups and each start gaming. I don't day game much lately so I start feeling preassure. Specially since all these guys are looking at me to lead. Lately I'm starting to focus on stuff like instadates, or other stuff. But this time the Theme was Social freedom, and opening. I gave them some challenges. Such as "The flower challenge" and they did well with it. Plus 1 started exploring metro game, and GHL(Getting High on Life) Started doing some seriously ballsy stuff.
Vicious Vs The prodigy!- While we game, it becomes very noticeable that GHL has a lot of spirit. We're eatting and this cute chick eyes him. We insist that he opens. He does, and Soma wings him. I could tell this guy wasn't gonna be weak and make excuses like alot of guys do when I challenge them. His 1st challenge was to go up to a seated 3set and use "The flower routine" He was very nervous but he made no excuses, got up, and did it. He somewhat hooked but he ejected prematurily. (Well done soldier) Came back and I insisted him to go back and shoot for the number close. He was twice as nervous but he did it, and got shut down for the number (As I suspected he would). As we walked out I insisted to say bye to them in a retarded way (Social freedom right?) He did. I put him through hell but it was my turn to pay (Ugh Here we go) I gave him a tuff challenge with the promisse that he could give me any challenge
GHL- Walk up to a set of granies and tell them that you're attravted to older women, so that means them
AA spikes up. I spot a grany with his 2 grandsons?(Probably my age. Ugh this is gonna be rough) I walk up to her and say hey! She can't hear me.(Must be hard of hearing) I go much louder and say HEY! She turns around and I say "I''m attracted to older women, So I'm into you" She gets creeped out(As she should) and starts walking faster, and the dudes walk closer as in ready to kick my ass. I walk some more and ask her If I can have her number. and they all just walk away.
The price of Leadership!- We hang out all day, and night. I'm getting tired. This day is very exhausting since usually things either go well or not. But today, I'm getting ALL kinds of results. I get chicks ignoring me, others are receptive, then I get some crucial blowouts, then some almost makeouts, then some numbers then some shutdowns, and my energy dies off to the point where I can no longer game and therte's SO Many puas everywhere I won't even take the time to name them. Then My energy comes back full force. I have to improve! I start overescalation challenges with Jdubbs, and we have a hard time pulling them off due to the venue, and also our pussiness. We don't complete them all but do some. This was a hard fought battle and a well lived day!
Revealed lessons
- Its actually very possible to get really good really quick, especially in night game since its all about sexuality. 1 of the fastest ways to get immediate results during night game even if your social skills are not good is to verbally and phisically over escalate. It really makes a Huge difference
Revealed sticking points
-Digging deeper in conversations
-Sexual fear
-Bouncing/ Iso
Revealed goals
- Although I've improved alot and I'm definetly getting better, I want some serious results now. Including getting the lays.
Revealed Focus for the next month
- Over escalation
-Instadates(Daygame)
-Bouncing/Iso
-Digging deeper(Conversations)
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